Eighteen (feat. foreverjune) - beenstik

Я смотрю на небо — вижу облака Так мало дней, но ею обладал Улетел инопланетный BlaBlaCar Но она была со мной, она была На тёмных вайбах Или на светлых сентиментальных Но я стою на Фонтанке в дурацкой шапке, как Laibach И пока стыдят эмигрантов те, кого стыдят эмигранты Для её НЛО этот воздух отравлен Она, конечно, в онлайне, но это гос. тайна Ммм, и вот такое послание Почему-то легче с другими пошэрить Чем сказать: "Ты красивый пришелец" Но уже после прощания Аварийная посадка Пока бензобак наполнится Это непростая любовница У неё глаза на пол-лица (е) Мы старались keep it on a low Н-Н-НЛО, но Её инопланетное тепло Ушло Я смотрю на небо — вижу облака Так мало дней, но ею обладал Улетел инопланетный BlaBlaCar Но она была со мной, она была Это под VPN На КПП в 150 bpm, пока сгорают 150 БМП Ммм, под это битло мои фаны уже стреляют друг в друга А мы грели друг друга, и нам было тепло Она — внеземной вестник И давно ищет повод остаться, но Рядом с MC всё становится песней Это профдеформация Аварийная посадка Пока бензобак наполнится Это непростая любовница У неё глаза на пол-лица Мы старались keep it on a low Н-Н-НЛО, но Её инопланетное тепло Ушло Я смотрю на небо — вижу облака Так мало дней, но ею обладал Улетел инопланетный BlaBlaCar Но она была со мной, она была

Don't wanna be eighteen with responsibilities Sometimes I get scared of growing up Entering a world with broken dreams Sometimes I get scared and throw it all up And June the third is Coming closer and I'm Nowhere near closure Don't wanna be eighteen when I can't ride a bike Still hang onto my sheets during storms In my bed I'm ten but I can't shut my eyes I still wish I wore a school uniform And June the third is Coming closer and I'm Nowhere near closure Don't wanna be eighteen with a messy room Still wonder what lingers under my bed at night Kinda wish I stayed at my mother's home Are we gonna know what it's like to be blind? 'Cause June the third is Coming closer and I'm Nowhere near closure

Ooh, got a funny feeling (Rock, rock) Ooh, don't know where to go (Rock, rock) Ooh, when you just turned eighteen (Rock, rock) Things move so slow (Rock, rock) (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) Ooh, it's a kind of strangeness (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) Ooh, hard to understand (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) Ooh, when you just turned eighteen (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) Ooh, steady (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) Ooh, eighteen seems so funny (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) Ooh, don't where I met (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) Ooh, everybody tells me try this, try that (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) (Can't stop the clock, hoo-sha rock, can't stop the clock) Ooh eighteen, I'm eighteen Ooh eighteen, I'm eighteen Ooh eighteen, I'm eighteen

I was only eighteen, chasing dreams And my mother screamed: Don't be thinking things I wanted fame, but who's to blame? That life felt good enough for me to chase away (chase away, chase away) Away But now that I have it all I won't let you down, down, down, down, down I'd give it all away, 'way, 'way, 'way, 'way For another day with you 'Cause when the mirror starts to fall I won't be around, 'round, 'round, 'round, 'round You think of all the pain, pain, pain, pain, pain That I've put you through And maybe one day I'll be forgiven And we'll go back to the place again When I was only eighteen, only eighteen I had a picture, a great disaster in my mind And the world would look at me And love me through all disguise But now that I'm older I think of what I lost chasing time I found disorder, comes in pain in this life, this life But now that I have it all I won't let you down, down, down, down, down I'd give it all away, 'way, 'way, 'way, 'way For another day with you 'Cause when the mirror starts to fall And I won't be around, 'round, 'round, 'round, 'round You think of all the pain, pain, pain, pain, pain That I've put you through And maybe one day I'll be forgiven And we'll go back to the place again When I was only eighteen, only eighteen And maybe one day I'll be forgiven For the pain I put you in When I was only eighteen, only eighteen I was only eighteen

Feels like the walls in the room they just closing in So I push up in a fast car, zoom it like nascar Cause I got so much shit I'm holding in Sins I repent, but no making amends All these old ways that I'm still trapped up in Told that bitch that i won't go back again Cause my head so fucked up and I'm mad again When she upset, know she love sex Yeah she be coming over when she drugless Yeah that bitch know I hate myself So don't go give me your heart cause my shits loveless No way I could ever be on that fuck shit And you know I won't go push up to the function And I told a bitch that beenstik a dog But these niggas is sad the the way that these niggas they just been munching But I won't stop the pop until my niggas is eating I wish for a private island with some bad ass hoes Just swimming in pussy, jumping straight in the deep end Keep on talking yo shit but I'm squashing the beefing Like these niggas jhits the way that they be tweaking No I could never go out like Lil Tjay, but my niggas they got a couple songs that they be leaking Way to fucked up I cant even remember this weekend And my heart so cold like changing the seasons Like summer to winter whenever she leaving So many stabs in my back that been bleeding and freezing Brand new chain and you know that bitch too cold Choppa extended and that shit it's kicking like judo Brudda gon shoot back while I swerve in the two-door Got my foot straight to the floor but I'm still goin too slow Told that boy fuck ya face card and fuck who you know Back of the club I'm high on mars ain't talking no Bruno But a nigga blowing up just like grenades Yeah you might get fucked up if you stand too close Straight to the ashes my body disintegrate Young punk kid or the new age degenerate And i love my niggas, they gon get they cut of the dinner plate But some times it feels like I got no will or reason to live today Hit the blunt once, go up lift away Wearing all black, like batman or fucking mister Wayne Yeah this spot know it's for the cools And over there for the lames So just stay on your side and quit switching the lane Lane switch with a lane bitch But I'm too fucked up, and I ain't even speaking your language Don't get me pissed off cause this mood it get dangerous But lately I been feeling feeling so lost like where the fuck my heat aiming Don't believe in no god so I ain't praying Amen But I'll make it up up to the top and I ain't fucking playing On my mother fucking grind but I ain't even been skating I just been chasing and racing for this paper making Can't fuck with none of these pigs, but I'm loving the bacon And I love when the room move cause her ass shaking But these bitches know they all just be the same Two-faced snaking how these bitches jakeing I might go wop with a mop and it's spraying But I sleep with one eye open in my bed laying Hoping my soul these demons ain't taking Cause all of my legends now they in the grave just laying We all work so hard, just to get up out the mud And to live a good life away from all the thugs But this shit take time and energy and love Cause this shit way deeper than just cooking up Had to tell myself quit crushing up dust And sipping the lean cause it's filling my gut Roll off a bean at the club and turn up But I seen her then my ass know it was stuck Like in the cosmos Or the fog smoke I couldn't see shit so I kept my damn eyes closed Ima step with my heart locked and this bitch ice cold I just been chilling but she keep trying to go and fight though Might fuck on her friend too, guess I love dike hoes And I love when she ride up on this dick like it's a bike though Can't cuff hoes but you know I'm gon pipe those Pop a lil perc and we fucking all night long (Pop a lil perc and we fucking all night long) (But she get wetter, every time I go play one of my songs) (I love the dark, so we can't fuck with the lights on) (Cause my heart it hurts, so I just keep my damn eyes closed)