Eden Bulur - Kayra Kayan

Sonu gelince bi yolunu bulur, bana hiç acımaz Izimi sürer, kokumu alır, beni yakalar Kaçamıyosan, kovalanmanın da cehennemi var Arayan bulur, inleyen ölür, mevsim zaman Ağız tadıyla bi çekip gidemedim, çekip gidemedim Insan eti ağır çektiğim kahır, ayağıma dolanıyor Ağız tadıyla bi çekip gidemedim, çekip gidemedim Insan eti ağır çektiğim kahır, ayağıma dolanıyor Ben harbiden ben miyim? üzerime gelmeyin Becerebilirsem ufalanıyorum Insan büyüdükçe - kusura bakma - giderek kendine benziyor Ben bir beni bulup içine girip saklanırsam, kim beni bulur? Olduğum gibi, olduğum gibi, olduğum gibi bul Ben her zaman ben miyim? Cinayetler miyim? Gebere gebere çoğalıyorum Neden hep böyle, mağlubiyetler, giderek üzerime yakışıyor Ben bir beni bulup içine girip saklanırsam, kim beni bulur? Olduğum gibi, olduğum gibi, olduğum gibi bul Ben harbiden ben miyim? üzerime gelmeyin Becerebilirsem ufalanıyorum Insan büyüdükçe - kusura bakma - giderek kendine benziyor Ben bir beni bulup içine girip saklanırsam, kim beni bulur? Olduğum gibi, olduğum gibi, olduğum gibi bul Ben her zaman ben miyim? Cinayetler miyim? Gebere gebere çoğalıyorum Neden hep böyle, mağlubiyetler, giderek üzerime yakışıyor Ben bir beni bulup içine girip saklanırsam, kim beni bulur? Olduğum gibi, olduğum gibi, olduğum gibi bul

It's been a few years since you've been gone There's been a few tears But that was years and years ago Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted Yeah, I been living out the dream that you dreamt up It's been a few years with more to come It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me And I thought, woah, old friend, it's bittersweet Woah, but how could you do this to me? How could you do this to me, yeah 'Cause you are not who you think you are There's no green on these brown eyes But they can be green if they really want And I can bend your words So they say exactly what hurts the most But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up Loose grip The world bends around you And living through cracked screens We fold down to what we want Out of love We talk through lines, we're made of smoke And just in time, we drift away Diffusing light Confusing times Growing up, or cascading down Cascading down I'm hurting now But change comes slow If you hate what's in your head The fuck would you speak your mind? In search of lost time Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known I think you fucked me up I think I think you fucked me up And I've got nothing to say to you It's been a few years and I've moved on Couldn't make it disappear Oh, I tried so hard to be strong But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely Don't feel much better, but I guess that it's a start

You know, you know what's in that head of yours You also know you can't just be so sure So I'll ask you Well, I'll ask you You know, you know, you know you want escape You know you're trying not to hesitate Let me ask you Let me ask you right now Are you a cool kid? Are you a cute kid? Do you fit in and do they like it? Tell me, what can you do to make it okay To make it look like you don't wanna be like them? Cool kid, are you a cute kid? Do you fit in and do they like it? Tell me, what can you do to make it okay To make it look like you don't wanna be like them? You can hate or you cannot In the end, you still wanna be at the same spot That's, anyway, got no meaning The only thing that joins them is what they're dealing Trust me, you're better off You're gonna get nothing, get nothing, mmm I wait one second and I buy me time Looking everywhere, checking, are you looking fine There's no pressure, oh yeah, yeah, sure I'd love to believe that's how I feel Sitting in the corner, waiting for your white line Thinking all about it, do you really feel fine? There's no pressure, oh yeah, yeah, sure I'd love to believe that's just how I feel That's just how I feel (Oh) that's just how I feel How I feel That's just how I feel That's just, that's just, that's just how I... Are you a cool kid? Are you a cute kid? Do you fit in and do they like it? Tell me, what can you do to make it okay To make it look like you don't wanna be like them? Cool kid, are you a cute kid? Do you fit in and do they like it? Tell me, what can you do to make it okay To make it look like you don't wanna be like them?