Chasing fireflies Elusive dreams This pre-life crisis, is killing me Beautiful, tragedy of who I was Was it me? Yeah, yeah You make it easier to be Easier to be me It's hard to believe You make it easy We speak in silence Words can break It feels like we are falling awake In a place, in a time of our own Yeah, yeah You make it easier to be Easier to be me It's hard to believe Fell off the world Fell from my feet Gave up on myself You didn't give up on me Let myself go You were still there Like coming home Coming up for air Yeah, yeah You make it easier to be Easier to be me It's hard to believe You make it easy Easier to be To be me

It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Something has been taken from deep inside of me A secret I've kept locked away, no one can ever see Wounds so deep, they never show, they never go away Like moving pictures in my head, for years and years they've played If I could change, I would, take back the pain, I would Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would If I could stand up and take the blame, I would If I could take all my shame to the grave, I would If I could change, I would, take back the pain, I would Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would If I could stand up and take the blame, I would I would take all my shame to the grave It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back And never moving forward so there'd never be a past If I could change, I would, take back the pain, I would Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would If I could stand up and take the blame, I would If I could take all my shame to the grave, I would If I could change, I would, take back the pain, I would Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would If I could stand up and take the blame, I would I would take all my shame to the grave Just washing it aside All of the helplessness inside Pretending I don't feel misplaced Is so much simpler than change It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone It's easier to run If I could change, I would, take back the pain, I would Retrace every wrong move that I made It's easier to go If I could change, I would, take back the pain, I would Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would If I could stand up and take the blame, I would I would take all my shame to the grave

Don't leave I see bloodstains dripping on the seat I don't know if that's you or it's me But I know somewhere we can go Don't say we're better off dead All the lies everything that they said All these eyes in the back of my head But I know somewhere we can go Burn out the treehouse You can't talk to me now, no I'm gone When the smoke clears Who's really still here Don't tell me you're scared You don't really know fear You'll see when the light goes out It won't disappear Be real Do you know who you're looking at Looking in the mirror Are you in Anywhere at all we go off Say it's lonely at the top but it's not Half as bad as being down you forgot Sayin a lot Wrote the book they gotta study the plot We not really buddy buddy at all I know you just really want what I got Highs I'm peaking Four whole seasons Nights no sleeping Day comes creeping in Before I do it again Can't help we're goin in circles How you treat me like I'm a person How you treat me like I deserve it Self-sabotage I'm working on it This house we built I'm working on it Just tell me are you happier?