Ease the Nervous System - Relaxing BGM Project

I have a nervous system I have a nervous system I lie to my doctor about how much I drink and smoke Sitting in an office surrounded by inspirational quotes He asks about my income and level of education In the middle ages they used to do this thing called trepanation A procedure where the surgeon drills a hole into your skull To let the evil spirits out and take the pressure off The precursor to lobotomy before neurobiology My eyes dart around anxiously (AHHHH) I have a nervous system (hey hey) I'm nervous all the time I'm a lot like Hannibal I'm just a cannibal Eating myself alive (hey hey) I have a nervous system A nervous system (hey) They say that life's a party but I've always hated parties I imagine a car wreck every time I touch my car keys I don't want to go anywhere I'm a temperamental houseplant Dehydrated full of hatred cat hair on my sweatpants And when I check the captcha box that says I'm not a robot I'm lying to myself and I'm lying to my laptop I don't want to hand this down I'm afraid to reproduce I wonder if Sigmund Freud turned into his dad too I have a nervous system (hey hey) I'm nervous all the time I'm a lot like Hannibal I'm just a cannibal Eating myself alive (hey hey) I have a nervous system A nervous system (hey) I'm just a parietal, occipital, temporal and frontal lobe Cerebellum, lizard brainstem, pons and diencephalon All these cervical, thoracic, lumbar, sacral, spinal nerves Peripheral, somatic, autonomic, these are fancy words For my nervous system (hey hey) I'm sorry it's not more organized It's business as usual I'm biting my cuticles Literally eating myself alive (hey hey) I have a nervous system (hey hey) I'm nervous all the time I'm a lot like Hannibal I'm just a cannibal Eating myself alive (hey hey) I have a nervous system (hey hey) An unsympathetic nervous system (hey hey) I have a nervous system (hey hey) A nervous system

Maybe I shouldn't try to be perfect I confess, I'm obsessed with the surface In the end, if I fall or if I get it all I just hope that it's worth it Last year I fell flat on my face And last month I knew somethin' should change Last week I started over again Ask me and I'll tell you how I've been Mm, don't get me started You've got me nervous to speak So I just won't say anything at all I've got an urge to release And you keep tellin' me to hold on You've got me nervous to move So I just won't give anything to you You got me turnin' all around to be who you need me to Should I be quiet? Uh Come on, be silent, uh You know I'm tryin', so don't say nothin', uh Tell me you trust me, and Kiss me and hug me, yeah Well, I would do anything for ya You just gotta love me, and- I got an itch in my throat I don't know which way to go I keep on switchin', I know I need a different approach It's all because I wanna show you that I'm so capable You've got me nervous to speak So I just won't say anything at all I've got an urge to release And you keep tellin' me to hold on You've got me nervous to move So I just won't give anything to you You got me turnin' all around to be who you need me to Hush, baby, don't you say another word Hush, baby, don't you say another word, be quiet Hush, baby, don't you say another word Hush, baby, when you do, I just get hurt Come on, baby, don't you hurt me anymore I'm not the same way that I was before I got goosebumps all over me When you're around, hard for me to breathe Come on, baby, don't you do that anymore, mhm It's not like the days have never felt so short My nerves, they give me a sign Tell me I'm not fine, mm You've got me nervous to speak So I just won't say anything at all I've got an urge to release And you keep tellin' me to hold on You've got me nervous to move So I just won't give anything to you You got me turnin' all around to be who you need me to Hush, baby, don't you say another word Hush, baby, don't you say another word, be quiet Hush, baby, don't you say another word Hush, baby, when you do, I just get hurt

It's cold out there This place is a hideaway Take a look outside Daydreaming out the window Gone to a place I'll never know I light a candle Snuff it out I want to snuff them all Can't contain what's inside of me I don't know And the mirror just won't stop staring Lay your head down on my bones Can't contain what's inside of me I don't know And the mirror just won't stop staring Stepped on a wine glass shattered it Shattered, Shattered It's cold in here Now your nothing but a memory So hard to believe you're gone Stick figures on the white wall Telling me that I should join you You're buried and your sweet scent is still on my skin I'm on my own