Dying to Live - Chastity

Pull back the curtain come on in. Through the stain glass windows of where I've been. Some parts holy. Some parts dark as sin. The time has come to take off my mask. Watch the scars spill secrets from my past. This freak show won't define who I am. What I thought was all of my life story. Turns out it was only just one page. It's a new beginning, I have got so much left to say. I'm dying to breathe in every moment. I'm dying to make up for lost time. I'm dying to let go and finally feel what real love is. I'm dying to live. I'm dying to live. To see those things I could never see, When they have always been right in front of me. To write the song the world forever sings. Pictures painted in the sky. The wonder in my child's eyes. I'm learning how to fly with broken wings. I'm dying to breath in every moment. I'm dying to make up for lost time. I'm dying to let go and finally feel what real love is. I'm dying to start this whole thing over. I'm dying to see with brand new eyes. I'm dying to love myself enough to just forgive. I'm dying to live. I'm dying to live. I'm dying to live. I'm dying to live. I had to go to hell to find my heaven Forty feet I had to fall from grace Everything's so clear when you've got one foot in the grave I'm dying to breath in every moment. I'm dying to make up for lost time. I'm dying to let go and finally feel what real love is. I'm dying to start this whole thing over. I'm dying to see with brand new eyes. I'm dying to love myself enough to just forgive. I'm dying to live. I'm dying to live. I'm dying to live. I'm dying to live.

Baby, I'm dying I'm dying To see you It must be frightening So frightening To be you Maybe I'm lying I'm lying I don't try to Some days go faster When you don't think about it Don't think about it No, I don't know I just don't know Letting destiny take charge But don't wanna go on my own Tell me where I can meet you Just need to know If I can see you one more time Come take me home Because I don't wanna walk All this way back alone Alone, alone Again, again, Again, again, again Baby, I'm dying I'm dying To see you It must be frightening So frightening To be you Maybe I'm lying I'm lying I don't try to

One of these days you'll be Under the covers you'll be Under the table and you'll realize That all of your days are numbered All of them one to one hundred All of them millions All of them trillions So what are you gonna do with them all? You can not trade them in for more No, no Take every moment You know that you own them It's all you can do Use what's been given to you Give me a reason To fight the feeling That there's nothing here for me 'Cause none of it is easy I know it wasn't meant to be I know it's all up to me It's all up to me So what am I gonna do with my time? Oh oh oh oh I'll take every moment I know that I own them It's all up to you to do whatever you choose Live like you're dying And never stop trying It's all you can do Use what's been given to you All of the moments you didn't notice Gone in the blink of an eye And all, all the feelings you can't help feeling No matter how you try Oh oh Oh oh Take every moment You know that you own them It's all up to you to do whatever you choose Live like you're dying And never stop trying It's all you can do Use what's been given to you Live like you're dying And never stop trying It's all you can do Use what's been given to you Oh oh

Like dragging nails through my skin Strip the scar, scratch the itch Dig your nails deep until the nerve is good and raw Pulling teeth again to pay for all your sins The blue pill or the red, all you want are enemies Feel the tension set to break We've swallowed more than we can take Like dragging nails through my skin Die, die, dying to believe This beast you resurrected won't break its leash We're die, die, dying to believe That the ghost of the ills of this world will find you where you sleep We'll find you where you sleep God complex, let's start a war Whose prayers will you answer, whose will you ignore? Paint it black and torn apart Baptised in hate to the beat, to the beat of a hollow heart Feel the tension set to break We've swallowed more than we can take Like dragging nails through my skin Die, die, dying to believe This beast you resurrected won't break its leash We're die, die, dying to believe That the ghost of the ills of this world will find you where you sleep We'll find you where you sleep We'll find you where you sleep 'Cause it's a sick fucking world in a sick fucking time Splitting at the seams as you desecrate the hive The cancer's in your heart, the poison's in your mind Forked tongue motherfucker, tell me, how the hell do you sleep at night? How do you sleep at night? How do you sleep at night? Dying to believe Die, die, dying to believe This beast you resurrected won't break its leash We're die, die, dying to believe That the ghost of the ills of this world will find you where you sleep

I needed life Not a suggestion I'm Doing it right The more I seek you More I find myself so here's my life Yea I needed the truth So I had to put on a belt I had to look up to you now I'm looking at me and I'm dying to self This is the way that I'm landing I needed wisdom I needed knowledge see how I seek understanding I look at the world and I see what you made So who can change all of your planning God can you teach me to manage Know you the truth and the light Doing it right it's sweeter than candy I needed life Not a suggestion I'm doing it right The more I seek you more I find myself so here's my life Yea I needed the truth So I had to put on a belt I had to look up to you now I'm looking at me and I'm dying to self Done with the running Confronting the trauma was holding me down Know I'm becoming The man that God was thinking about I'm following you Show me who I am I'm a child of the king I'm moving Royal I'm living for you I know it's all in your plan I know it's all in your hand Follow your word cause I know you the man Know you the proof You show me just how to move Love how you call me a friend You wanna make me amazing moving adjacent I'm going up in demand I set the course of everything I wanna do and you went and established the plan I needed life Not a suggestion I'm doing it right The more I seek you more I find myself so here's my life Yea I needed the truth So I had to put on a belt I had to look up to you now I'm looking at me and I'm dying to self Staying consistent I move with the clock I'm in the zone I am not casting a stone I'm finna stand on the rock Firm foundation I got that dog in me like a hundred and one Dalmatian I got God with me so I know that I'm still finna make it I'm still finna take it I hoped in the ring and I'm still going crazy I cut off the sin like I just got a taper I walk in the storm and then God gave me favor I'm still going forward I just had to lock in the lord I know that I'm finna make it Done with my old self he got deported Child of the king and I'm finna take it huh I needed life Not a suggestion I'm doing it right The more I seek you more I find myself so here's my life Yea I needed the truth So I had to put on a belt I had to look up to you now I'm looking at me and I'm dying to self

It's either nightmares, good or bad Not dreams, something I never had No, no Free, I'm not free Free, I'm not free Free, I'm not free Free, I'm empty... Do you want to see how easily my teeth bleed? Sun poisoning Sun poisoning in me Do you really want to see If you can make me happy? Is it sun poisoning? Sun poisoning in me I have no idea, really How to earn sympathy No, no Free, I'm not free Free, I'm not free Free, I'm not free Free, I'm empty Do you want to see how easily my teeth bleed? Sun poisoning Sun poisoning in me Do you really want to see If you can make me happy? Is it sun poisoning? Sun poisoning in me In a world bad and bleak We could keep each other healthy Sun poisoning Sun poisoning in me Do you really want to see If you can make me happy? Is it sun poisoning? Sun poisoning in me