Wet paper on my doorstep, rainin' all night It's okay, I don't wanna read it anyway Turn the TV just to hear the voices talkin', maybe Sofa's so uncomfortable When I jam the door and leave it open But I been thinkin' If I try again, I know I'd run Droppin' the words through the back of my tongue Poisonous is what I've become I'd try again, but I don't have the courage (Courage) Facin' the sun from the rooftop playin' a sad song Feelin' bad for myself All of my friends back home say I should be happy, maybe Sofa's so uncomfortable When I jam the door and leave it open But I been thinkin' If I try again, I know I'd run Droppin' the words through the back of my tongue Poisonous is what I've become I'd try again, but I don't have the courage, oh (Courage) (Courage) It hurts so good, bad nights feel the same as they did then I wish someone had told me how it ends I'm not so good at tryin' my words, in my defense I wish someone had told me, told me If I try again, I know I'd run Droppin' the words through the back of my tongue Poisonous is what I've become I'd try again, but I don't have the courage (Courage) Oh, I'm poisonous (Courage) If I try again, if I try again Oh, no (Courage) Yeah, ay (Courage)

I'm walking uphill, both ways it hurts I bury my heart here in this dirt I hope it's a seed, I hope it works I need to grow, here I could be Closer to light, closer to me Don't have to do this perfectly, yeah Rain it pours, rain it pours It's pouring on me The rain it falls, rain it falls Sowing the seeds of love and hope, love and hope We don't have to stay, stuck in the weeds Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change today? Oh, oh, oh, oh Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change today? Oh, oh, oh, oh I'm walking uphill, both ways it hurts I bury my heart here in this dirt I hope it's a seed, I hope it works I need to grow, here I could be Closer to light, closer to me Don't have to do this perfectly See I let the light in the darkest place Let the sunshine, pain goes away Nothing is permanent for me, yeah Flowers they bloom and fade away The beauty it happened inside me Even if it's a memory, yeah Rain it pours, rain it pours It's pouring on me The rain it falls, rain it falls Sowing the seeds of love and hope, love and hope We don't have to stay, stuck in the weeds Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change today? Oh, oh, oh, oh Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change today? Oh, oh, oh, oh I'm walking uphill, both ways it hurts I bury my heart here in this dirt I hope it's a seed, I hope it works I need to grow, here I could be Closer to light, closer to me Don't have to do this perfectly Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change today? Oh, oh, oh, oh Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change? Have I the courage to change today? Oh, oh, oh, oh I'm walking uphill, both ways it hurts I bury my heart here in this dirt I hope it's a seed, I hope it works I need to grow, here I could be Closer to light, closer to me Don't have to do this perfectly Today Today