I can see through the darkness I can stand where it is steep Feel a sadness coming along And it's hanging over me When the bells on the hill They've stopped to ring And what once meant the world to us Now don't mean a thing Are you fact, are you fiction? You appear in many shapes We'll both look the same Once we lie in our graves Whatever you have I can possess Whether it's sweet or poisonous Come rain or come shine If I can't have you I'll always be mine I can see you The laughter of disaster It haunts me in my sleep I gotta change what is to come My fears glowing in-between time If I don't know the worst I couldn't recognize the best But before I am destroyed I'd rather tear me down myself Like a dark cloud of insects Lifting from the trees My eyes open wide Through you, I see me Whatever you are I am possessed Whether you're sweet or poisonous Come rain or come shine If I can't have you I'll always be mine I can see you I can see through you, I see You can see through, I see you Seeing through you, I see me I can see through you I see

We grow up told that it's our phones and not stress and pain Shoved down our throats that the worlds cruel in it own way We often feel our voices are never heard Screaming at the top of our lungs but no one hears a single word So this is what it's like in 21 If you're not a swimsuit model than you're not enough Why is it so hard to love myself Sometimes I wish I never grew up Ohhh ohhh ohhh whoahh don't wanna grow up ohh ohh oh oh The fuse is gone no motivation to reach our dreams Cause schools the only things people say should have meaning It's so hard not to believe what other people say So I close my ears say I'm not here and dance it all away Oh The world expect so much from kids so young Just the other day we made sandcastles under the sun But I never signed my happiness off to be someone Oh sometimes I wish I never grew up Ohh ohh ohh whoahhh don't wanna grow up oh oh oh Rolling down the windows underneath the summer night sky Singing songs to each other and living like it's the last time Movies laughter no crying after and all our worries behind And it's like we don't have to price a single thing to anyone And it's like we never grew up Ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohhh ohh ohh ohh oh oh oh oh oh

Many people are experimenting With the drug, Ecstasy I heard you say once That a lie is sweet in the beginning And bitter in the end And truth is bitter in the beginning And sweet in the end I have been meditating But I don't have the experience whose people report With the drug, Ecstasy Is the drug like the lie? And meditation the truth? Or am I missing something That could really help me? Many people are experimenting With the drug, Ecstasy I heard you say once That a lie is sweet in the beginning And bitter in the end And truth is bitter in the beginning And sweet in the end I have been meditating But I don't have the experience whose people report With the drug, Ecstasy Is the drug like the lie? And meditation the truth? Or am I missing something That could really help me?