Pullin' down backstreets, deep in your head Slippin' through dreamland like a tourist Pullin' down backstreets, deep in your head Slippin' through dreamland like a tourist That first friend you had, that worst thing you said That perfect moment, that last tear you shed All you've done in bed, all on Memorex All around your head, all around your head Pullin' down backstreets, deep in your head Slippin' through dreamland like a tourist Pullin' down backstreets, deep in your head Slippin' through dreamland like a tourist You've had too much of the digital love You want everything live, you want things you can touch Make it feel like a movie you saw in your youth Make it feel like that song that just unopened you You were ten years old, holdin' hands in the classroom He had a gun on the first day of high school You want something bizarre, old conceptual cars You want girls dressed in drag, you want boys with guitars Pullin' down backstreets, deep in your head Slippin' through dreamland like a tourist Pullin' down backstreets, deep in your head Slippin' through dreamland like a tourist You see Kodachrome, you see pink and gold You see Mulholland glow, you see in airplane mode All around your head, all around your head All around your head, all around your head You float in the pool where the soundtrack is canned You go ask your questions like, "What makes a man?" Oh, it's 2020, so it's time to change that So you go make an album and call it "Dreamland"

It was fun when it began It was fun before I ran away Watch my eyes and let them tell you Are you buying what you what me to sell you? Indecisive, imprecise, I know I've missed your sign twice Catch me dancing in the corner Come and join me for a while And if, as if I'd ever try something more But don't ignore it Close the door and pour your soul In me Intertwine, we lose our meaning I'm so free when I'm alone You're so trapped in the rhythm, it's contagious Hold on to my flaws like they are your own See my tears run down your spine, I know I'll never call you mine Catch me dancing in the corner Come and join me for a while And if, as if I'd ever try something more But don't ignore it Close the door and pour your soul In me In me

I'm toying with your feelings But let's pretend I'm not It's just so much fun to like you Malleable and colorful You're all I wish I had I forget I feel so sad You're invited to my party Of mixed feelings and self-doubt I don't know why you'd stay But please, don't be mean Help me pick a shade of green To paint my blues away Yeah, please, don't be mean Help me pick a shade of green To paint my blues away You're toying with my feelings By not letting me down It's not fair to care about me My wall is up No matter what I won't care what you do 'Cause I'm scared of something new You're invited to my bedroom Feel my tears run down your back I don't know why you'd stay But please, don't be mean Help me pick a shade of green To paint my blues away Yeah, please, don't be mean Help me pick a shade of green To paint my blues away Oh, please, help me see Just how great this thing could be And make me wanna stay Oh, please, don't be mean Help me pick a shade of green To paint my blues away To paint my blues away To paint my blues away

I think I might be a bad person For all that is making you cry I fear that your feelings might worsen I fear that I'm willing to try to see him differently Let him try Let him taste every star in the sky Can you see me? Look, I've changed, but was it for you? Oh, have we been a two for too long or not long enough? I think I might be a bad liar I'm never sure if I'm okay Oh, I don't know how I've been wired Don't know if I can try today to let him happen Let him run Let him know that he's more than just one Can you see him? Look, he's changing, but is it for you? Oh, have you been a two for too long or not long enough? Long enough Am I enough for you? Ooh, ooh-ooh Am I holding you back too? Don't hold me back No, don't hold me back Please just hold me Oh, just hold me Meet me tonight We'll switch places My heart races when I think about You and him and me and her And I think I might be a bad person For all that is making you cry I fear that your feelings might worsen I fear that I'm willing to try

Remember Last December Rainy days were better filled with little lights That gave hope to the darkest nights And you Oh, you Your warm hugs made me feel so free Warmth cozy like a cup of tea Take me back to the last holiday season Let's find our joy again 'Cause my heart is there, and it's not going anywhere Unless my lights are where they're supposed to be Unless you're right here with me Remember How the weather Didn't matter as long as we not alone Somehow you stopped it from being cold And now Accept my invitation I just need a confirmation That it's coming back Straight from the past Take me back to the last holiday season Let's find our joy again 'Cause my heart is there, and it's not going anywhere Unless my lights are where they're supposed to be Unless you're right here with me Take me back to the last holiday season Let's find our joy again 'Cause my heart is there, and it's not going anywhere Unless my lights are where they're supposed to be Unless you're right here So can I go to your house this holiday season I'll find my joy there again 'Cause my heart's with you and I don't need something new As long as I am where I'm supposed to be As long as you're here As long as you're here with me

Remember how it used to be? You and me against the world Blurry pictures and smiles were certainly The surface of what I thought you thought was Little drops of rain hugging us as we ran away From the cloudy thoughts we had Venting under the starry sky singing, whoa, oh Don't I mean anything to you anymore? Isn't it mean to really mean it? Unless the bad is also gone for sure, whoa, oh It comes down to getting tired Walking too much, never getting anywhere No, I don't think you're a liar But excuses won't take you there (oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause we'll be together anyway Laughing or crying, never near, never happy Real or not, I won't care while I'm there But your thoughts will destroy me (ah) Don't I mean anything to you anymore? Isn't it mean to really mean it? Unless the bad is also gone Don't I mean anything to you anymore? Isn't it mean to really mean it? Unless the bad is also gone for sure, whoa, oh (ooh)