Dream On (feat. Cryptic Wisdom) - AdotWAKE, aequitaS & Duhmonic

Suddenly I feel like I've been missing out It's hard to understand it but you're different now Why'd you have to change when you left me My heart has been heavy I ain't feeling steady I've been trying to move on but maybe I ain't ready Maybe I'm just fucked up, my love running empty But still I give, give, give to you I give, yea yea, I give But still I give, give, give to you I give, yea yea, I give I gave you all of my time You only wanted me less Couldn't get you off of my mind My friends and family knew best But I never learned to reason Never got it through to my head The same one bleeding me was the same one in my bed And I see you making changes But you wouldn't do it for us And we could've been amazing But you wouldn't show me no love You're making it look painless And I really ain't in no rush But I wish that I could hate everything about you I'm having no luck Can't have my way like that Can't catch a fade like that Can't change the way we act Can't catch a break like that But I wear my heart on my arm because they like that Been in the dark for too long, bring that daylight back In and out this fable Loving you was fatal In the end you gave up I don't think I'm stable And I feel so woozy Every night I lose sleep Hoping I don't lose me Look at how you do me Why'd you have to change when you left me My heart has been heavy I ain't feeling steady I've been trying to move on but maybe I ain't ready Maybe I'm just fucked up, my love running empty But still I give, give, give to you I give, yea yea, I give But still I give, give, give to you I give, yea yea, I give Why you gotta be like this? You don't ever read my lips Cut my wrists, you don't wanna be my friend You don't wanna be my bitch You don't wanna see me leave Leave me be You don't wanna see me live Want me stiff You don't wanna feel my pain You don't wanna need my bliss But, I gave that to you An' that attitude I got back from you was too cold Every day I had to brave it at a faster pace and I would acclimate to new lows Wanna act brand new, that's fine Doing what I did for you for another guy I ain't gonna lie, cuz it hurts every time that I see you doing right by another man's side Can't have my way like that Can't catch a fade like that Can't change the way we act Can't catch a break like that But I wear my heart on my arm because they like that Been in the dark for too long, bring that daylight back In and out this fable Loving you was fatal In the end you gave up I don't think I'm stable And I feel so woozy Every night I lose sleep Hoping I don't lose me Look at how you do me Why'd you have to change when you left me My heart has been heavy, I ain't feeling steady I've been trying to move on but maybe I ain't ready Maybe I'm just fucked up, my love running empty But still I give, give, give to you I give, yea yea, I give But still I give, give, give to you I give, yea yea, I give Suddenly I feel like I've been missing out It's hard to understand it but you're different now

Once I was seven years old My father told me, I'll never leave again You won't be lonely Once I was seven years old I was a kid, I was seven Never knew you or knew where you would be What was the pen, too innocent? Nothing you said was making any sense I was like damn, who is this man? Standing before me saying take a chance Suddenly everything I thought I knew about the world Was taken when I shis hand I was so mad, didn't know why Why was my name all tatted on your side? Why did you mess with the bliss over me and my sister We're cool without you, doin' fine We came around, you came around Told us you would never ever leave Heart on my sleeve, letting it bleed Waiting for you again, cause I believe Once I was eleven years old My momma told me, I won't do this again Need you to go please Once I was eleven years old I wasn't there, I didn't care Moving around a lot and couldn't bare Everyone wanted to fix it and took me away From my sister to live on a prayer Breaking the law, getting expelled Didn't believe in nothing, you could tell Wanted to fail, gunnin' for jail Wanted to kill my father in a cell I was a mess, that I confess Too young to bottle this up in my chest Too young to do what I was doing Who knew that I would've been a little bit depressed Got into blow, got into dope Made an investment with nothing to show It was the only thing I had control over And it was all over whenever it go Once I was twenty years old My father wrote me Son, I'm sorry that you never got to know me Once I was twenty years old I didn't know then, and I don't know know Why it was hard for me to write it down Why it was easier to say out loud And whenever I try to write I feel a cloud Sooner or later I gave it up One way or another, can't say enough When I met my brother and told him I wanted to hear from you, that was a major bluff I was right in the middle of using, abusing and losing myself I knew not of sobriety I wasn't ready to meet him I didn't feel like I could be a role model entirely But inside of me I was like, damn I relate And I thought I could be of some help And it didn't dawn on me I couldn't be somebody's light if I don't love myself But soon I'll be sixty years old And will I still hold on To everything that happened and be so cold? Soon I'll be sixty years old Soon I'll be sixty years old