Down the Side of Her Bed - Husky Gawenda

I spend all night on my side of the bed With my knees and my toes hangin' over the edge 'Cause I know you want space It's not what you said But the way that you said that you're fine When you rolled over in your sleep I thought you were leavin' me I know it's not you, I believe there's somethin' missin' in me We sink in the sofa under TV glow You are watchin' the world end but I just can't follow 'Cause I can't stop thinking 'Bout how you felt hollow When I was holding you last night You shifted your weight in the seat I thought you were leavin' me But I'm just too fragile to speak There's somethin' broken in me We all want the same thing, to love and be loved It's a hard pill to swallow, but you're not enough So I put on my coat, the world's cold and it's rough And if you're gonna make it You've gotta be tough, but I'm not My heart's paper-thin and the softest of words can send me spiralin' So I guess that my question after all of this would be "Are you leavin' me?" Oh, are you leavin' me?

On your side of the bed, there's a picture of our wedding day A clock that don't work and a bible that your daddy gave It's on the window side, where the moon creeps in at night Staring at the ceiling, lying here all alone I said a prayer for you, then I said one of my own But you don't reach for me, when you lie down quietly Tell me how, how'd you get so far away? All we have left are the memories of the love we made Are you sleeping with your own regret? On your side of the bed On your side of the bed there's a burnt down candle flame A letter I've started but I didn't know what to say Now I couldn't write it down, so I try to say it now Tell me how, how'd you get so far away? All we have left are the memories of the love we made Are you sleeping with your own regret? On your side of the bed Aren't you even gonna make a sound? Your side of the bed Turn the other way when I turn the lights down Your side of the bed Are you lonely? Like I'm lonely? How, how'd you get so far away? All we have left are the memories of the love we made Are you sleeping with your own regret? Tell me how, how'd you get so far away? All we have left are the memories of the love we made Are you sleeping with your own regret? On your side of the bed On your side of the bed Are you still awake, on your side of the bed

It's cold out here but I keep warm beside the fire I said "Memories ain't gonna keep you warm" But as usual I was wrong "It's a messed up thing to do I know" You would say Burning these old photographs But I'm done looking at the past Like when I cut myself with your fishing knife Out on your boat You gently placed a bandaid on And winced as if you felt the sting but it Didn't wanna stop bleeding "It's a funny thing" The doctor said with smiling eyes As I told myself to memorise Everything just as it was That split second because There are these moments you just know You want to take with you even though You wanna take with you even though where you're going You're going alone You're going alone You're going alone You're going alone Mmm