Doesn't Really Matter - Platinum Blonde

It doesn't really matter that I loved you How many reasons call It doesn't really matter at all It doesn't matter that I failed to Break down your father's wall It really doesn't matter at all Why tell me you don't understand when you do I thought I had something to say But it really doesn't matter at all, yeah It really doesn't matter at all, yeah It really doesn't matter at all, yeah It really doesn't matter I changed my name To be rid of the things that I want from you It's strange But a name is a name and the truth is the truth Oh, there is always Always someone there to remind me So I learn to live with shame Tell myself I feel no pain, but I do And if I have to tell you Then it really doesn't matter at all, yeah It really doesn't matter at all It really doesn't matter at all, yeah It really doesn't matter It doesn't matter at all Loving there's promises, promises And it's no good looking back Because time's a thief and I believe that I'm too old for that We're just saying the things that we've said Forever It doesn't really matter that I loved you How many seasons fall It's too bad It really doesn't matter at all It really doesn't matter at all, yeah It really doesn't matter at all, yeah It really doesn't matter

I spent some time across the waves I learned a lot of things I never could I waved my magic wand over the past I never understood It really doesn't matter at all It really doesn't matter at all If you found what you're lookin' for It really doesn't matter at all We strolled around on different ground There must have been some kind of reason Nothing ventured, nothing found Must have been the wrong season It really doesn't matter at all It really doesn't matter at all If you found what you're lookin' for It really doesn't matter at all I flew you high, I flew you low I flew you all the way around You played for me your pretty tune Now look what I have found It really doesn't matter at all It really doesn't matter at all If you found what you're lookin' for It really doesn't matter at all It really doesn't matter at all, doesn't matter at all It really doesn't matter at all, doesn't matter at all If you found what you're lookin' for, doesn't matter at all It really doesn't matter at all

Mmm, what's it like To not have to think about it? It seems nice Not a care, so quiet Maybe I'm consumed by my mental Does it hurt me? Maybe, oh, well If I medicate, would it help me? 'Cause I'm hurting, I feel unwell You know how I feel You've told me before Although my fears are real The things I fear are not I know it doesn't matter I know it doesn't matter None of this even matters I know it doesn't matter I know it doesn't matter None of this even matters Check that Have to check that the oven is off This happens every night Sometimes you tell me off Maybe I'm consumed by my mental Does it hurt me? Maybe, oh, well If I medicate, would it help me? 'Cause I'm hurting, I feel unwell You know how I feel You've told me before Although my fears are real The things I fear are not I know it doesn't matter I know it doesn't matter None of this even matters I know it doesn't matter I know it doesn't matter None of this even matters You say "Why are you thinking these things?" (These things) How do I even explain? (Explain) "You're scared of almost everything" (everything) I know and it's really a drain (a drain) Hide under a pillow (pillow) Something's at the window (window) I'm too scared to check though Now I'm crossing my fingers Flicking off the switches Is my house filled with witches? What is my mind? What is it like To unwind? What's it like?

Part the dark and chase it gone You're the sweet and sunny one As bright as any star tonight. You smile like a beam of light You can Show me a ray Show me a ray Show me a ray Show me a ray of Sun. Just until the morning comes I'm the gray and cloudy one Raining for so long, so long Like a candle blowing in a storm But you can Show me a ray Show me a ray Show me a ray Show me a ray Of Sun.