Young n young n Always in pain marinate your liver Scared of the world, make you shake and quiver Tell em what's going on, fuck those fake us n Don't let em break you down with this fake A twitter Overseas but you're under siege, that's killer Bees tryna sting you with they words coz they bitter Sweet is he only thing you consider Work hard til' wallet yako ingozvimba Stay low key vavengi havamboziva But things ain't going your way Every day is a darker day How dare you listen to what they say Don't f with they coz they don't stay Don't f with they coz they don't stay What do you do when you can't do anything right What do you do when you can't pick your likfights What do you do What do you do eh eh What do you do To feel like you again I don't wanna wake up I'd rather lay up on my bed everyday I'd rather be alone that give my love away Spend my time on me, not spend it on some fakes But all my decisions Have let me to think I've been led astray Don't want to hurt, so do I walk away But I'm a man, my demons I will face When I'm on my knees I pray Hustling to make that cake Let me know if you relate Tryna get my dad out that Camry Buy another house for the family Be a nominee for a Grammy Fall asleep from work, not a xannie Get a lovely wife and family Smart girl that would always understand me Make a baby, turn my mom to a grannie But I'm f up with love F up with friendships, im f up with trust F up the opportunities that I would want And I don't know what's to do What do you do when you can't do anything right What do you do when you can't pick your fights What do you do What do you do eh eh What do you do To feel like you again

I know it's bad for me (mhm) But it's what I crave (yeah, you know you) And I'm not proud of it (mhm, not proud) Wish I could change (yeah, you know you) See, I keep falling in and out Of the same mistake (yeah) When you keep throwing me out (yeah, you know you) And taking me back again (yeah, yeah) What do you do when love is not enough? With every touch, it hits you like a drug (it hits you like a drug) What do you do when love is not enough? You hold on when you know you should give up (know you should give up) 'Cause I'm not strong enough To say goodbye tonight So give me one more kiss Even if this ain't right You're not good for me (no, you're not), you're not good You're not good for me (I'm not) No, you're not safe (yeah, you know me) And that's what's tempting me (mhm) Is in the chase See, I keep falling in and out Of the same mistake (same mistake, yeah, yeah, you know me) When you keep throwing me out And taking me back again (yeah, yeah) What do you do (what do you do?) when love is not enough? (Enough) With every touch, it hits you like a drug (it hits you like a drug) What do you do when love is not enough? (Not enough) You hold on when you know you should give up (know you should give up) 'Cause I'm not strong enough To say goodbye tonight So give (so give) me one more kiss Even if this ain't right (yeah, you know me) And I've been fading and my heart's been racing And even though it feels like I'm okay I know I need to find another way So why do we What do you do (what do you do?) when love is not enough? (Enough) With every touch, it hits you like a drug (it hits you like a drug) What do you do when love is not enough? (Not enough) You hold on when you know you should give up (know you should give up) 'Cause I'm not strong enough To say goodbye tonight So give me one more kiss (just one more kiss) Even if this ain't right

Do what you gotta do Come on back, see me when you dream Man, I can understand how it might be Kinda hard to love a girl like me I don't blame you much for wanting to be free I just wanted you to know I've loved you better that your own kin did From the very start it's my own fault What happens to my heart You see I've always known you'd go So you just do what you gotta do My wild sweet love Though it may mean that I'll never kiss Those sweet lips again Pay that no mind Find that dappled dream of yours Come on back and see me when you can Now I know it'll make you feel sad And make you feel so bad They say you don't treat me me like you should They got ways to make you feel no good I guess they got no way to know I've had my eyes wide open from the start And man you never lied to me The part of you that they'll never see Is the part you've shown to me So you just do what you gotta do My wild sweet love Though it may mean that I'll never kiss Those sweet lips again Pay that no mind Find that dappled dream of yours Come on back and see me when you can

Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe Push Push Push Push I lost you You were my God Thought what do I do now You were never there for me Never there to carry me 26 years looking back that time is gone It was you I believed in Look what you've done to me Realize what you've done to Me Oh, God please Oh, God please I wanna breathe Before my life just walks away from me I can't see going on In this darkness I'm blind Beneath my cradle, the bough has broke I exorcise my loss Your lies Punishment It takes time To try to mend the wounds of all the suffering What do I do now? And, all I'm asking from you please Send me a sign To guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by Myself Look at me now, a piece of shit like you Look at me now, you left me, so fuck you Look at me now, a piece of shit like you Look at me now, you left me, so fuck you 'Cause everybody leaves me Everybody's gone Watch my father leave me There's nobody left Feels like I've never been loved Everybody leaves me Never gave a shit about me Everybody's gone I'll rot in my head alone I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away (I'll rot in my head all alone) Fucking cocksucker Me Fake being Inside of my heart you are the liar Innocence displaced Institutionalised in my own life Been left Here I stand now and I'm alone With no one to comfort me One set of footprints in the sand No one to take my hand, I'll I'll walk through as long as I need I'll drift through my life though I'm alone Outgrown the cradle that once housed me And I've found that all I need is Me Me Me Me Found I've never needed you To push through All the shit that stacks up Inside of my life Endless plight that circulates through my body I'll keep stumbling Beating Pummeling Teething on the rind and Renounce my being I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see I'm to tired I can't see Well, I can't see going on I'm so tired Of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering What do I do now And, all I'm asking from you please Send me a sign To guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by Myself I can't see going on, fuck it I can't see going on, fuck it I can't see going on, fuck it I can't see going on, fuck it

In this hole that is me The dead are rolling over In this hole thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed Oh, this pressured center rising My life overturned Unfair the despair All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole that is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole so limiting The sun has set, all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path-way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? (Are you) Happy? (Are you) Happy? Are you feeling happy? In this hole that is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again? Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Does it make you happy? Are you feeling happy? Are you fucking happy Now that I'm lost, left with nothing? Does it make you happy? Are you feeling happy? Are you fucking happy Now that I'm lost, left with nothing?

Ever feel like dying? Ever feel alone? Ever feel like crying? Lost child in a store Ever feel life pushing? Shoving you away Ever feel like breaking down? Funeral in the rain Feel like slipping away Stand in the corner and scream with me A body full of empty A head that's full of rage, better believe it Stand in the closet and scream with me A mind that's like a fire Driven by the pain, better believe it Ever feel like lying Down inside a grave? Listen to the eulogy A pyre of the hay Ever danced beside the devil? Taste the barrel of a gauge Ever pulled the trigger? The light begins to fade Feel life slipping away Stand in the corner and scream with me A body full of empty A head that's full of rage, better believe it Stand in the closet and scream with me A mind that's like a fire Driven by the pain, better believe it I've asked you for forgiveness I've asked you for your grace I've asked you for your blessing I've asked that I be saved Stand in the corner and scream with me A body full of empty A head that's full of rage, better believe it Stand in the corner and scream with me A body full of empty A head that's full of rage, better believe it Stand in the closet and scream with me A mind that's like a fire Driven by the pain, better believe it Stand in the corner and scream with me A body full of empty A head that's full of rage, better believe it Driven by the pain, better believe it

All work and no play Makes me a dull boy All work and no play Makes me a dull boy All work and no play Makes me a dull boy All work and no play Makes me a dull boy Live in a secret Live in a lie Live in a dark hole Beneath the black sky Live like a martyr And draw my last breath Feel like an old man With a knife in my chest Live like a transient Live like a thief Hide in a closet Grinding my teeth Sit in a small room With the walls closing in Open the shutters But everything's still dim Payback For all the things I've done in my past Payback For everything There are no take backs I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause I'm not your scapegoat I'm not your god I'm not your martyr I'd leave you all I'm not the reason (I'm not your scapegoat) It's not my fault (I'm not your god) It's not my problem (I'm not your martyr) I'm not the cause (I'd leave you all) Work and no play Makes me a dull boy Feel like a clown Without my funny nose Walk to the window Break it out with my fist Jump from the sill And I'll plunge to my death You can be selfish Whatever ya think Throw back my pills And take a sip of my drink Walk under the clouds Walk under the trees Always a canopy Covering me Payback For all the things I've done in my past I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause I'm not your scapegoat I'm not your god I'm not your martyr I'd leave you all I'm not the reason (I'm not your scapegoat) It's not my fault (I'm not your god) It's not my problem (I'm not your martyr) I'm not the cause (I'd leave you all) Sunshine's gone It's all gone By the way Just so you know Always This is how I feel By the way Just so you know Always, everyday This is how I feel I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause I'm not your scapegoat (I'm not your scapegoat) I'm not your god (I'm not your god) I'm not your martyr (I'm not your martyr) This is how I feel (This is how I feel) By the way Just so you know Always, every day This is how I feel

Cold seems crippling Lame meander through corridors Aroma's thick with age Mark off the day Reflections of my life are fading, pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it Cast into, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me Past has found its place Salvation is no more Will God accept my peace? Bleach will pardon me Reflections of my life are fading, pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, don't want it Cast into, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me I just want to run Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore Memories in me, cocooned in misery I'm sick and tired Of embracing reflections of past time Receive me or cast me away God, please take me away Resistance futile, suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being Satisfy selfish needs, fuck the deities Justify my own right to what's waiting for me On the other side of me, the time has come Lock and load I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming (I'm coming) I'm coming home Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending Don't want it, maker take the body, don't want it, don't want in Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, feeble frail and rotting, descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending Don't want it, maker take the body, don't want it, it wants me I just want to run Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore Memories in me, cocooned in misery The darkness overcomes Soul soars to the other plain Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay I asked a God for poison cradle me Sown to my dreams, souls searching Death blossoms where clouds lie over me Held in God's hands, death blooming Dark for fear of failure An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting Roiling hate Death grip in my veins Unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar The space between a blink and a tear Death blooms