Disoriented - NIX

Cold dry wind blowing on your skin Frigid air and your messy hair I love this And I'll miss this Each step forward we leave behind The memories We made here Together Will you remember me When you leave Or will I just be someone you wrote a song with In September When the weather Was better than this Small white house But you're not around It's empty But not really There's a family there But I just don't care It's empty I'm empty Do you remember me In Sicily Or am I just somebody you wrote a song with In September Oh when I was Doing better than this Doing better Doing better Doing better than this Doing better Doing better Doing better than this Do you remember me In Sicily Oh I'm so glad I was the one you wrote that song with In September Oh I hope you're Doing better than this

Like a river falling for you I don't wanna come home Like a river falling for you I don't wanna come home Like a river falling for you I don't wanna come home Like a river falling for you I don't wanna come home Again Like a feather floating floating I don't wanna come down Like a feather floating floating I don't wanna come down Like a feather floating floating I don't wanna come down Like a feather floating floating I don't wanna come down Again Come down Come down I will never come down I will never come down Like a river falling for you I don't wanna come home Like a river falling for you I will never come home Like a feather floating floating I don't wanna come down Like a feather floating floating I will never come down Again

Always got you talking but you don't say shit Say you need me here but you hate that bitch And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it No, no, no I could go if you want if you need it On my own cause the past un redeeming Every night dream I'm up in the sky And I don't know why And I don't know why You could tell me everything I ever wanna hear Always been the one to go and hold back all my tears Always kept a secret list of every single fear But you at the top And I don't know when I will drop When the new starts to feel like the same (Like the same) Thats when Lucitor invading in my brain (In my brain) When they change for the worse in my eyes That's when I will wake up from the lies Always got you talking but you don't say shit Say you need me here but you hate that bitch And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it No, no, no This paranoia inside my head (Paranoid) I don't think I'll ever get a rest (It won't end) I feel like everyone hates me Who the fuck could I even trust It always starts with a little bit of that talk Then it turns into jealousy and then your friend becomes a memory I'm seen as an enemy I'm taking ketamine they're dead to me Too many times I've been left out in the rain All these betrayals it's driving me insane Numbers keep getting smaller and smaller I got no one left to lose Always got you talking but you don't say shit Say you need me here but you hate that bitch And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it No, no, no Ooo (Aaa)