Disease

Feels like you've made a mistake You made somebody's heart break But now I have to let you go I have to let you go You left a stain On every one of my good days But I am stronger than you know I have to let you go No one's ever turned you over No one's tried To ever let you down, Beautiful girl Bless your heart I got a disease Deep inside me Makes me feel uneasy baby I can't live without you Tell me what I am supposed to do about it Keep your distance from it Don't pay no attention to me I got a disease Feels like you're making a mess You're hell on wheels in a black dress You drove me to the fire And left me there to burn Every little thing you do is tragic All my life, oh was magic Beautiful girl I can't breathe I got a disease Deep inside me Makes me feel uneasy baby I can't live without you Tell me what I am supposed to do about it Keep your distance from it Don't pay no attention to me I got a disease I think that I'm sick But leave me be while my world is coming down on me You taste like honey, honey Tell me can I be your honey Be, be strong Keep telling myself it that won't take long till I'm free of my disease Yeah well free of my disease Free of my disease I got a disease Deep inside me Makes me feel uneasy baby I can't live without you Tell me what I am supposed to do about it Keep your distance from it Don't pay no attention to me I got a disease I think that I'm sick But leave me be while my world is coming down on me You taste like honey, honey Tell me can I be your honey Be, be strong Keep telling myself it that won't take long till I'm free of my disease Yeah well free of my disease Free of my disease

You know I can never do you wrong I go wherever you say we belong And I go wherever it is I hear your song Don't you know that I will always sing along? It's a disease, it's a virus Nothing could ever divide us It's a disease and a curse Together, for better and for worse It's a disease, it's a virus Nothing could ever divide us Your love is a gift and a curse Together, for better and for worse I can feel my temperature rising endlessly Is it real? Or is it just another fantasy? And I feel my body aching relentlessly Nothing can heal the desire inside of me It's a disease, it's a virus Nothing could ever divide us It's a disease and a curse Together, for better and for worse It's a disease, it's a virus Nothing could ever divide us Your love is a gift and a curse Together, for better and for worse

It's a disease and they're all green It emanates from their being A satiation with occupation And like weeds with big leaves Stealing light from what's beneath Where they have more Still they take more 'Cause I know then I don't There's a stowaway with my throat It's deceiving I don't believe him We can scream out our doors Behind the wall, a fat man snores In his dreams, he's Choking tea leaves Well, I guess There's nothing wrong with what you say Tell me There can't be better ways No white or Just black or grey Drowning Now turn out Don't tell me There's nothing wrong with what you say (you say) Don't tell me I'm just asking you to sway No white Or black, just grey Can you feel this? World with your heart and not your brain G-R-E-E-D G-R-E-E-D

Fell like a crippled crow Spinning through and breaking branches I'm in a bad way Call my friends they'll know what to do I'm a better friend Than I've ever been a lover And that's not saying much But I'm not saying much today In this cellular age phone sex is too expensive Not as handsome as my brother But i've been lucky with disease And yes I'm a better friend Than I've ever been a lover And that's not saying much But I'm not saying much today But I'm not saying much today

Dust begins to fall to the ground The air is cold and thin Thoughts are haunting me as I look around This will never end when I bleed forever Don't acknowledge right just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far, it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from Outside shell is strong, confident But slowly eats away Like a man plagued with disease, I try to fight Through my pores it seems to seep when I bleed forever Don't acknowledge right just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far, it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from Why you sit there and do nothing? You're content with doing nothing There's nowhere to run and hide when you're living to die Stuck alone inside your head Better off dead The phone would ring in the empty house No one's around Don't acknowledge right just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far, it's been so long Just don't know why it started or where it came from But in my life I wanted more I needed more I taste more

My bulldog is barking in the backyard Enough to raise a dead man from his grave And I can't concentrate on what I'm doing Disturbance's going to crucify my days And the days they get longer and longer And the night time is a time of little use For I just get ugly and older I get juiced on Mateus and just hang loose And I get bombed for breakfast in the morning I get bombed for dinner time and tea I dress in rags, smell a lot, and have a real good time I'm a genuine example of a social disease Oh, my landlady lives in a caravan Well, that is when she isn't in my arms And it seems, I pay the rent in human kindness But my liquor also helps to grease her palms And the ladies are all getting wrinkles And they're falling apart at the seams Well I just get high on tequila And see visions of vineyards in my dreams And I get bombed for breakfast in the morning I get bombed for dinner time and tea I dress in rags, smell a lot, and have a real good time I'm a genuine example of a social disease And the ladies are all getting wrinkles And they're falling apart at the seams Well I just get high on tequila And see visions of vineyards in my dreams And I get bombed for breakfast in the morning I get bombed for dinner time and tea I dress in rags, smell a lot, and I have a pot of gold I'm a genuine example of a social disease I'm a genuine example of a social disease