Discovery - AK

I been tryna hold tight Nobody can hear it when my soul cries I just disappear within these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, no lie All my energy been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright So I promise that I'mma hold tight Even if they can't hear when my soul cries I'll just disappear into these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tried All my energy been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time If opposites attract then why has happiness been running away? Once I get a glimpse, my instincts telling me it's not okay It's only putting distance in the love I've been tryna chase It starts just hurting you until you learn that that's not the case My family say they miss me, we live in the same house Homies say they love me, but they ain't even reached out So I think, maybe everyone's going through it themselves And if they strong enough to fight it, then I should learn that myself So I keep quiet, wear a smile even though they don't what's behind it And when I'm in a better place, I'm sure I'll be reminded Of why I shouldn't be, I hate it but that's how my mind is But I've come to find that everyone's tryna Hold tight Nobody can hear it when my soul cries I just disappear within these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, no lie All my energy been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright So I promise that I'mma hold tight Even if they can't hear when my soul cries I'll just disappear into these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tried All my energy been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time On this road of twists and turns, all I want's to stay aligned Sick of feeling like my purpose is to try and stay alive Waiting for my time to flourish I'm done standing in this line Dig my way up out this grave I dug from years of playing blind You asked for strength, so then why you expect life is gon' be easy Ask for peace but you only know the difference when it start feeling Like your world is closing in, you hit the bottom and meet your demons In the moment you're in Hell but the other side gives it it's reason Held tight but grip slipped went down a route that's hard to shake Met addiction and she found me at a time when I needed saving Life's a trip that never stops, God not supposed to give us breaks We learn to move as we go through it so I feel when you say I been tryna hold tight Nobody can hear it when my soul cries I just disappear within these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, no lie All my energy been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright So I promise that I'mma hold tight Even if they can't hear when my soul cries I'll just disappear into these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tried All my energy been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time Balancing these lows by getting so high Tricked me into thinking I was alright Took me everything to let it go I Lost out on a lot wish, I had more time Life gon' play us wrong And we're not supposed to understand it all So I promise that I'mma hold tight Even if they can't hear when my soul cries I'll just disappear into these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tried All my energy been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time