Discipline - Pochill

Straight edge - the discipline. The key to selfliberation is abstinence from the destructive escapism of Intoxication. I separate from the poison - a mindlessness I've always abhored. Usage will only increase the pain, a truth I Constantly see ignored. The pollutants that kill the body breed Apathy within the mind. The substances that once brought Release in the end will always confine. From drug-clouded lungs and veins motviation dissipates. Imprisoned within addiction, Abuse increases until death overtakes. Enslaved by concupiscence, promiscuity leads to despair. Victims used and abandoned by Liars who professed to care. Self-exiled from their insanity. Striving to attain higher levels of purity. The beauty in life Is mine to know. Amidst the ruin I survive. I've got to stay free. Damage everywhere - infections at every turn. Through my Refusal to partake I saved myself. Abstinence was the beginning. What's important is what's done with the freedom step by Step I overcome. Alone I climb the staircase to edification.

Violet. something's changed in you You never leave your room you bearly eat, these are texbook signs of depression we're very concerned by. You're mutilating yourself, you do it, not anymore, promise me you'll never cut yourself again. im sorry. me too You're distant, cold and i dont know what ive done, but i'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want. Is that what you want? The world is a filthy place, its a filthy god damn horror show There's so much pain you know, there's so much If you're trying to kill yourself, cut vertically. they cant stitch that up. Im depressed. you're not gonna off myself. If you're trying to kill yourself you might also try locking the door. Do you know why i dont leave you alone. coz i care about you feelings more then mine. I love you. i would never let anybody or anything hurt you.