Despair (Remix) - Happy Radio

I've lost my cool I'm not sure how to act Not even sure how I can keep my pride intact Well, I don't know if this is it But can't you see? No, I'm not falling for you So, please have mercy on me 'Cause it's not romantic, I swear I'm not gasping for air I want you to be here But please don't come near 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding I'm not ready for hand holding It's not love, I swear It might be closer to despair No, I don't want you to teach me how to dance Get your heart away from me You'll put me into a trance And even though I think about you day and night I'm not sure if this whole love thing Sounds quite right 'Cause it's not romantic, I swear I'm not gasping for air I want you to be here But please don't come near 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding I'm not ready for hand holding It's not love, I swear It might be closer to despair 'Cause even though I'm pretty sure my head's exploding I'm not ready for hand holding It's not love, I swear It might be Closer To despair

I never said I could walk on water Stuck in my head; wish the path made sense I never said I could make you better What did you expect from me? Under the weight I'm thrown into despair No solace, no peace I sit alone and stare No one ever says what they really want All we do is guess if they show us anything past the surface Plagued, we don't get any rest We are forced to play the game and never question it Follow progress, but nothing ever works Maybe we can never change, all we do is hurt Can we put a price on what we left? Can we ever change the ignorant? Can we ever change the ignorant? I didn't come here to just be a slave Problems embedded in greed (Lives wasted) There's too much at stake now to let yourself Be distracted We hate, we waste, we spend Trapped inside your head Disdain we can't defend No honor here I never said I could walk on water Stuck in my head; wish the path made sense I never said I could make you better What did you expect from me? Under the weight I'm thrown into despair No solace, no peace I sit alone and stare I sit alone and stare I fear this ringing in my head My call to lose control of my actions and attack It's not too far in the past The shame I feel is nothing compared to the scars upon my skin In the wake of all my sin I sat back and I let the devil in me I sat back and I let it in I never said I could walk on water Stuck in my head; wish the path made sense I never said I could make you better What did you expect from me? Under the weight I'm thrown into despair No solace, no peace I sit alone and stare No solace, no peace