Desolation, Joi - Spoiled

I'm mourning I'm mourning You pulled apart my seams Lost the pretty parts of me Good mourning Good mourning Set fire to memories This is not a love story I tried I tried To dive in when you faltered You grabbed my face And held my head down under I gave my all to breathe while under water And now I know The dangers of a broken heart I'm mourning I'm mourning You pulled apart my seams Lost the pretty parts of me Good mourning Good mourning Set fire to memories This is not a love story I tried I tried To steer us from the darkness You took the wheel And told me you would hurt us I gave my all to brake but you're remorseless Now I know The dangers of a broken heart The dangers of a broken heart The dangers of a broken heart I'm mourning I'm mourning You pulled apart my seams Lost the pretty parts of me Good mourning Good mourning Set fire to memories This is not a love story The dangers of a broken heart

I wonder how it feels to be loved I wonder how it is to be touched See all the others holding their hands And I'm here still alone with myself Say that you love me Say that you care I want you to love me To kiss me and hug me I want you to never let go of me I want you to never let go Let it go, let it flow, let me feel free I never want you to go Let it go, let it flow, let me feel free I only want to be loved I wonder what I have done wrong I wonder what I could have done Eyes are just staring Why can't you see I am who I am and no one else Say that you love me Say that you care I want you to love me To kiss me and hug me I want you to never let go of me I want you to never let go Let it go, let it flow, let me feel free I never want you to go Let it go, let it flow, let me feel free I only want to be loved I wonder how it feels to be loved I wonder how it is to be touched See all the others holding their hands And I'm here still alone with myself And I'm here still alone with myself

I Gave Her Money I Gave Her Time I Gave Her Everything Inside One Heart Could Find I Gave Her Passion My Very Soul I Gave Her Promises And Secrets So Untold And She Promised Me Forever And A Day We'd Live As One We Made Our Vows We'd Live A Life Anew And She Promised Me In Secret That She'd Love Me For All Time It's A Promise So Untrue Tell Me What Will I Do? And It Doesn't Seem To Matter And It Doesn't Seem Right 'Cause The Will Has Brought No Fortune Still I Cry Alone At Night Don't You Judge Of My Composure 'Cause I'm Lying To Myself And The Reason Why She Left Me Did She Find In Someone Else? (Who Is It?) It Is A Friend Of Mine (Who Is It?) Is It My Brother! (Who Is It?) Somebody Hurt My Soul, Now (Who Is It?) I Can't Take This Stuff No More I Am The Damned I Am The Dead I Am The Agony Inside The Dying Head This Is Injustice Woe Unto Thee I Pray This Punishment Would Have Mercy On Me And She Promised Me Forever That We'd Live Our Life As One We Made Our Vows We'd Live A Love So True It Seems That She Has Left Me For Such Reasons Unexplained I Need To Find The Truth But See What Will I Do! And It Doesn't Seem To Matter And It Doesn't Seem Right 'Cause The Will Has Brought No Fortune Still I Cry Alone At Night Don't You Judge Of My Composure 'Cau

I Gave Her Money I Gave Her Time I Gave Her Everything Inside One Heart Could Find I Gave Her Passion My Very Soul I Gave Her Promises And Secrets So Untold And She Promised Me Forever And A Day We'd Live As One We Made Our Vows We'd Live A Life Anew And She Promised Me In Secret That She'd Love Me For All Time It's A Promise So Untrue Tell Me What Will I Do? And It Doesn't Seem To Matter And It Doesn't Seem Right 'Cause The Will Has Brought No Fortune Still I Cry Alone At Night Don't You Judge Of My Composure 'Cause I'm Lying To Myself And The Reason Why She Left Me Did She Find In Someone Else? (Who Is It?) It Is A Friend Of Mine (Who Is It?) Is It My Brother! (Who Is It?) Somebody Hurt My Soul, Now (Who Is It?) I Can't Take This Stuff No More I Am The Damned I Am The Dead I Am The Agony Inside The Dying Head This Is Injustice Woe Unto Thee I Pray This Punishment Would Have Mercy On Me And She Promised Me Forever That We'd Live Our Life As One We Made Our Vows We'd Live A Love So True It Seems That She Has Left Me For Such Reasons Unexplained I Need To Find The Truth But See What Will I Do! And It Doesn't Seem To Matter And It Doesn't Seem Right 'Cause The Will Has Brought No Fortune Still I Cry Alone At Night Don't You Judge Of My Composure 'Cau