Oh, bahagia aku saat engkau Menggenggam kedua tanganku Berdetak deras jantungku, tak berdaya Lemah semua syaraf nadiku Dear diary, ku ingin bercerita Semalam aku bermimpi Bermimpi bertemu dengannya 'Kan kutulis semua cerita ini Begitu senangnya hariku Tenang saat kutatap matanya Oh, bahagia aku saat engkau Menggenggam kedua tanganku Berdetak deras jantungku, tak berdaya Lemah semua syaraf nadiku Dear diary, ini hanyalah mimpi Dan kubuka mata, pagi menyapaku Ini hanya sebuah mimpi Dear diary, ku ingin bercerita Semalam aku bermimpi Bermimpi bertemu dengannya 'Kan kutulis semua cerita ini Begitu senangnya hariku Tenang saat kutatap matanya Oh, bahagia aku saat engkau Menggenggam kedua tanganku Berdetak deras jantungku, tak berdaya Lemah semua syaraf nadiku Oh, bahagia aku saat engkau Menggenggam kedua tanganku Berdetak deras jantungku, tak berdaya Lemah semua syaraf nadiku

I just got in reference Parked then my eyes low Dear diary, I turned my notebook to my diary They only know Hotboii, what about lil vari They shipped him off Sleeping in dorms like he in college He really wildin' he influencing all the riots He wanna come home, so he chillin' for his little visit Sayin' fuck these bitches, stayin' focused he got a vision He said he gon get out preaching, he speak and you better listen And he really tryna stop sinning One day the Lord won't forgive him But that ain't the purpose Gotta have him a second plan if the first one done work Say he wanna trap out and serve, but rap him a verse Hotboii and lil vari won't come together, don't wanna emerge But really both the same person But really they not, Hotboii he hot and lil vari hell sell you a rock Just to get him some guap He fell in love with that one bitch who remember she broke his heart Hotboii got all of the hoes, and been doggin' em from the start He workin' on music, so he ain't sleep when it be dark Lil vari thinkin' bout money, he creepin when it be dark So now he got him a check, Hotboii just fucked a bot Lil vari bood up with his ex, put hickies over her neck Lil vari run his lady from the gram, man she's so sweet Hot ain't have no bitch on lock, he know somebody had the key Both of them niggas mommas, want both of them niggas free And the moral of the story, both of them niggas is me Dear diary, I turned my notebook to my diary (to my diary) They only know Hotboii what about lil vari Dear diary, I turned my notebook to my diary (to my diary) They only know Hotboii what about lil vari Dear diary, I turned my notebook to my diary They only know Hotboii what about lil vari Dear diary, I turned my notebook to my diary They only know Hotboii what about lil vari

Dear diary, my dear Got to keep it all inside Got to keep it locked behind A golden wall of silence You see, I have my pride And I won't be telling him anytime soon Too afraid to say it I wouldn't wanna embarrass myself Telling everybody the truth (No, I) I won't send this valentines (Oh, I) violets are blue (I won't send it) And if you don't receive this valentines (I won't pretend it) doesn't mean that is ain't true And I'm not thinking of you We won't kiss, I won't tell Never cross these lips, never break the spell I decided to go on denying myself Living alone, living a lie (No, I) I won't send this valentines (Oh, I) violets are blue (I won't send it) And if you don't receive this valentines (I won't pretend it) doesn't mean that is ain't true And I'm not thinking of you (No, I) I keep living a lie (Oh, I) I keep living a lie (No, I) I keep living a lie (Oh, I) I keep living a lie To never speak of it Or hear the music of it We'll play a symphony In my wildest dreams (No, I) I won't send this valentines (Oh, I) violets are blue (I won't send it) And if you don't receive this valentines (I won't pretend it) doesn't mean that is ain't true And I'm not thinking of you (No, I) I won't send this valentines (Oh, I) violets are blue (I won't send it) And if you don't receive this valentines (I won't pretend it) doesn't mean that is ain't true And I'm not thinking of you I keep living a lie I keep living a lie I keep living a lie I keep living a lie I keep living a lie I keep living a lie I keep living a lie I keep living a lie I won't send this valentines Violets are blue And if you don't receive this valentines

Dear diary What is wrong with me? 'Cause I'm fine between the lines Be not afraid Help is on its way A sentence suspended in air Way over there Dear diary What else could it be? As nightshade descends like a veil Under the sail of my heart Be still, don't stop until the end Dear diary What is wrong with me? 'Cause I'm fine between the lines