The black and cold reminds me Of all the distance we have crossed And if your darkness finds me I could never be more lost But I'm not the one who seeks your protection I'm not the one to share the disguise And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection I'm not the one to tear the same way twice You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out Here all your walls surround me They're closing in, they block my sight The violence around me Found me when I could not fight But I'm not the one to take your direction I'm not the one who wears the disguise And I'm not the one to share your reflection I'm not the one you break the same way twice You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out I will never win I will never win with you I will never win I will never win with you I read you I feel you Wound up no more than you know I hate you I still do Everytime you let me go You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out (I will never win) You push from the inside (I will never win with you) You push from the inside (I will never win) You push from the inside (I will never win with you) You push from the inside Smothered, I'm smothered

What do you believe? Or do you still conceive? What do you believe? What do you believe? Or do you still conceive? What do you believe? See what you do to me You feed off my mind, well then you ruin my ability To maintain a twenty twenty vision on life So why not let the pain go Detached - Crawl inside my head Open up my mind is all they told me Detached - And I don't relate to your fantasy But I'm detached What do you want from me? There's nothing left to bleed What do you want from me? What do you want from me? There's nothing left to bleed What do you want from me? See what you do to me You feed off my mind, well then you ruin my ability To maintain a twenty twenty vision on my soul So why not let the pain go Detached - Crawl inside my head Open up my mind is all they told me Detached - And I don't relate to your fantasy But I'm detached Away There's no shame I can't stop the bleeding Fall - Who killed the lights on me? Fall - That's how it has to be Fall - Someday you'll come to see Fall Don't let it rain, don't let it rain... Don't let it rain, don't let it rain... Don't let it rain, don't let it rain... Don't let it rain Detached - Crawl inside my head Open up my mind is all they told me Detached - And I don't relate to your fantasy But I'm detached Detached Detached Detached Detached

I can never feel the way you do But it still becomes me now I can't take the way you do But it's still inside me Synthetic solution Synthetic, I'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Synthetic solution Synthetic, I'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right? How I let you get inside of me? Twist my words the way that you do 'Cause it falls on deaf ears now Still, I've learned to numb your views But they're still inside me Synthetic solution Synthetic, I'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Synthetic solution Synthetic, I'll become Synthetic, if it makes this go away Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right? How I let you get inside of me? I will never follow you I will never follow you I will never follow you I will never follow you All this time, I thought I was myself And I thought, I never could become you All this time, I thought I was myself And I thought, I never could become you Wrong, wrong Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right? How I let you get inside of me? Still I waste another day of my life And it sickens me to feel this way Now I can't make up my mind, is this right? How I let you get inside of me? I have become synthetic I have become synthetic I have become synthetic I have become synthetic

One time feel the restraint take Disposed, pull my head away Fall down, reject what's in front of me But I feed the open intent Let you relieve it if it's what you needed to achieve it Slow down, my breath can it feel right But they tried to question my insight And I start to blister without Flowing through my tongue starts to grow It's now retired - Enter me Come inside my empathy It's now retired - Enter me Let it go and you will see Would you fucking try to calm down? What else would you put me through While I watched what happened to you? Now you say I need to put it all away Your regret keeps me going cause you beat me to it You tell me how I should feel Try and stop always changing what you want to see Can you keep your higher ground when you look straight? 'Cause where we fall is where we rise It's now retired - Enter me Come inside my empathy It's now retired - Enter me Let it go and you will see Why we fall I look at myself I'm feeling small And now I fall For all of my life, is this what you sold me? For all of my life, is this what you sold me? For all of my life, is this what you sold me? For all of my life One time feel the restraint take Disposed, pull my head away Fall down, reject what's in front of me Still I feed the open intent Let you relieve it if it's what you needed to achieve it Slow down my breath can it feel right But they tried to question my insight And I start to blister without Flowing through my tongue starts to grow It's now retired - Enter me Come inside my empathy It's now retired - Enter me Let it go and you will see Do I even fucking care? Do I even fucking care? Do I even fucking care? Do I even fucking care? Do I even fucking care? Do I even fucking care? Do I even fucking care?

The irritation we're pretending not to show Has replaced the motivation that I had not long ago I know that I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you forget it I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you resent it I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you repress it I, I don't ever wanna be, ever wanna be, ever wanna be It's the beginning of the end and I Don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end and I Know that I am all alone Interrogation has replaced the trust we had Your misguided accusations helping me to turn my back I know that I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you divide it I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you deny it I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you deprive it I, I don't ever wanna be never wanna be never wanna be It's the beginning of the end and I Don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end and I Know that I am all alone I thought that we would find our way I thought our life would be okay I thought that you believed in me But now it seems so far away The life we knew before is gone There is no compromising The life you save will be your own To find your inner senses To find your inner senses To find your inner senses It's the beginning of the end and I Don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end and I Know that I am all alone It's the beginning of the end and I Don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end and I Know that I am all alone