Daughter

Throw me in the landfill Don't think about the consequences Throw me in the dirt pit Don't think about the choices that you make Throw me in the water Don't think about the splash I will create Leave me at the altar Knowing all the things you just escaped Push me out to sea On a little boat that you made out Of the evergreen That you helped your father cut away Leave me on the tracks To wait until the morning train arrives Don't you dare look back Walk away, catch up with the sunrise 'Cause this is torturous Electricity between both of us And this is dangerous 'Cause I want you so much But I hate your guts, I hate you So leave me in the cold Wait until the snow covers me up So I cannot move So I'm just embedded in the frost And leave me in the rain Wait until my clothes cling to my frame Wipe away your tear stains Thought you said you didn't feel pain Well, this is torturous Electricity between both of us And this is dangerous 'Cause I want you so much But I hate your guts I want you so much But I hate your guts Well, this is torturous Electricity between both of us And this is dangerous 'Cause I want you so much But I hate your guts I want you so much But I hate your guts

Let the water rise Let the ground crack Let me fall inside Lying on my back Lying on my back Dry your smoke-stung eyes So you can see the light Staring at the sky Watching stars collide Watching stars If you leave When I go Find me In the shallows If you leave When I go Find me In the shallows When the time comes On the last day When they start to come down Will you just Will you run away? Will you run away? And let it all rain down From the blood stained clouds Come out, come out, to the sea my love and just Drown with me Drown with me If you leave When I go Find me In the shallows If you leave When I go Find me In the shallows In the shallows Lying on my back Lying on my back Lying on my back Watching stars collide Watching stars collide Watching stars collide Watching stars collide

You will grow all you need to grow inside my spine And then take what you need to take, what's yours is mine And then just give all you want of it to some new thing I'll stay here, the provider of that constant sting they call love They call love You will drain all you need to drain out of me All the colors have washed away, no more rosy sheen Not just a pale isolated shallow, what a place Oh, what a place I call myself I call myself Oh, love all you need to love before it goes When your face becomes a stranger's I don't know You will never remember who I was to you Carried in the womb I'm called mother I'm called mother They're called home They're called home They're called They're called Mothers Mothers Give all you need to give And sometimes they won't take what they need to take The strangest chemical reaction Inside of her brain, no she's not the same No, she's not the same No, she's not the same

From the beginning Small lifeforms They can kill without warning So you don't explode Stop your growing limbs and thinking That you love them, now you're blinking And reminding her of him Oh, you steal his features And your mother is a bleacher She don't even feel the heat, no She don't even want to speak to you But you, you always find another place to go (Oh you) you always find another womb, to grow To grow Well, you can try to sink down deeply And find the children lost at sea Find the children who discretely Be killed in infancy To stop them holding you and screaming That you'll lose your wildest dreaming Still reminding you of him How he left without reasons But you, you always find another place to go Oh you, you always find another womb, to grow To grow To grow You can try to forget, but I won't let you easy You can try to forget, but I won't let you easy I'm floating out in the water washed out to sea Drifting away this time, you'll regret you've conceived it Clean up the dead you leave behind Just like insects Clean up the dead you leave behind

The endless space The monochrome everythin' I disappear in the apartment I'm coasting through Don't miss the final day It's free, it's fragrant When did we even stop swimming? Been throwing summers at the walls You can't edit the scenery So, are you ready? Up to your knees for the camera Up to your neck for the camera Just swallow, metallic taste The new enhancements, they'll keep you safe What a performance for new arrivals An instant sun breaks out, come back, take another look Are you there? Everything you left for a clean new embrace Stepping into a snapshot, was it all for the story? Show your weaknesses, I suspect a trend That the lot of them want you from just reading Are you a page now, babe? Should I pay for viewing your faint lookalike? Someone called it off, I've caught the germ For our game never ends, never stops Like pain that never starves You can't edit the scenery to view it better So are you ready or are you just Up to your eyes for the cameras? You can't edit the scenery You can't edit the scenery Just to beat a heartbeat Is a gift Open your eyes for the camera Open your eyes for the camera