Darkest Hour (from the Amazon Original Series PANIC) - Tate McRae

After all these years, it's still the same After all this time not much to say I just keep walking away From this day You can still feel small though you are grown You can be surrounded but alone You can go searching for home In a place you've never known Take my hand I'm just looking for a friend and I don't know where to find one Take my hand I don't want this day to end And I don't wanna look for a different skyline I am disappointed all the time I just smile and say that I am fine If there is fault might be mine I can't read the signs But you can still give gifts though you are broke Maybe just a smile or just a joke You can give somebody hope Though your words stuck in your throat Take my hand I'm just looking for a friend and I don't know where to find one Take my hand I don't want this day to end And I don't wanna look at a different skyline I like this sky fine After all these years, it's still the same After all this time, not much to say I just keep walking away

This moment marks the severing of senses Comatose distinctions The gathering of flies on a irrational mind Filled with broken conviction I've seen how lies take form in your eyes Your suspicious ways followed a hollow gaze You fucking left me to rot But one day you'll see firsthand how I've paid for your biggest mistake Sound the surrender Embraced in vain What will you gain from this What will you lose Secrets hidden behind your back Your silence, it serenades deceit Secrets hidden behind your back Your forever ideal fantasy Sound the surrender Embraced in vain What will you gain from this What will you lose This moment marks the severing of senses Comatose distinctions The gathering of flies on a irrational mind Filled with broken conviction Sound the surrender You have gained all You could from this Sound the surrender But you've lost the only one

Was it a wasted couple months? Sneaking outta the window, spending nights in limbo Was it all there was for us? Midnight driving, running through highland Does it make me the criminal? That I let you go That I broke us and left I hate that I never know Why you're still so caught up in my head I know you wanted a promise I wasn't ready, can I be honest? Never knew what I had until I lost it And I got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist And I snap it every time that I think about your lips Got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist Almost break it every time when I'm tryin' to forget I know that I have never been good at this Love you in a second, next you know I'm checking out of moments I shouldn't miss Now I'm looking through the photos Wishing I was different And I got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist And I snap it every time that I think about your lips Got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist Almost break it every time when I'm tryin' to forget Tryin' to forget (tryin' to forget) Tryin' to forget (to forget, to forget, to forget) Tryin' to forget I know you wanted a promise I wasn't ready, can I be honest? Never knew what I had until I lost it And I got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist And I snap it every time that I think about your lips Got this rubber band on my wrist, on my wrist Almost break it every time when I'm tryin to forget Tryin' to forget (tryin' to forget) Tryin' to forget Tryin' to forget Hmm-hmm Tryin' to forget (tryna forget) Tryin' to forget (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Tryin' to forget

Can't give you space 'Cause I'm scared you might run away Can't quit the chase 'Cause I fear you might hit the brakes, wait I'm sorry Nothing's makin' sense right now Keep talkin' When I'm nervous I can't slow down I'm sorry The truth is I'm freakin' out 'Cause everything, I love I lose And I don't wanna lose you too Every time I hold on It slips through my hands Every time I come on too strong I feel you pull back I gotta learn, gotta learn to let go Gotta learn, gotta learn Every time I hold on It slips through my hands I slip It slips through my hands Can't get a grip These emotions, they just won't fray Where do I fit In your life, in your everyday, hey I'm sorry Nothing's makin' sense right now Keep talkin' When I'm nervous I can't slow down I'm sorry The truth is I'm freakin' out 'Cause everything, I love I lose And I don't wanna lose you too Every time I hold on It slips through my hands Every time I come on too strong I feel you pull back I gotta learn, gotta learn to let go Gotta learn, gotta learn Every time I hold on It slips through my hands I slip back to old habits Calling you way too much Crazy, my antics Just need you way too much Back to old habits Every time I hold on It slips through my hands Every time I come on too strong I feel you pull back I gotta learn, gotta learn to let go Gotta learn, gotta learn Every time I hold on (hold on) It slips through my hands I slip It slips through my hands I slip It slips through my hands