Darker Than This - Emile Mosseri

When I fade to the dark there is no turning back I'm afraid of my heart cause it's darker than the black Oh woah woah woah Oh woah woah woah Oh woah woah woah I fell out Gotta figure this one out by myself now These wounds, they are not healing like before I got a feeling you gotta get out of the house I gotta put myself to sleep. How? 'Cause I haven't slept for over a year now No hope for my poor soul Inside this house of wolves where I Hold my heart of stone That's where the sickness lies and it's Eating through my bones So please you gotta run 'cause I poison everything I touch When I fade to the dark there is no turning back I'm afraid of my heart 'cause it's darker than black I'm awake, I'm awake But the night won't let me go (Bring it on) Oh woah woah woah Somehow I've had it from the start I can't calm down Don't tell me you can't see it in my eyes No hope for my poor soul Inside this house of wolves where I Hold my heart of stone That's where the sickness lies and it's Eating through my bones It's useless to cry I'm running out of time When I fade to the dark there is no turning back I'm afraid of my heart 'cause it's darker than black I'm awake, I'm awake But the night won't let me go (Bring it on) Oh woah woah woah Walls come in close You're keeping me away from the sunlight Somewhere by the shadows I was never yours to save, this is my fight Lights go low You look like everything that I left behind Would you hold my heart of stone? 'Cause in the end I could not let you go Walls come in close You're keeping me away from the sunlight Somewhere by the shadows This is my fight When I fade to the dark there is no turning back I'm afraid of my heart 'cause it's darker than black I'm awake, I'm awake But the night won't let me go When I fade to the dark there is no turning back I'm afraid of my heart 'cause it's darker than black I'm awake, I'm awake But the night won't let me go Oh woah woah woah Oh woah woah woah Night won't let me go

My cold goddess of the night Squirming under my spiked fist She's giving me all carnal delights Submit yourself and drink my blood I am the bringer of hate Evil reigns supreme on earth Defenders of the blackest faith Which strengthen my inner glow Mind expanding inner journey From a grim and bitter soul Misanthropic violent hellblast It's darker than you think... For seemingly endless time There is still blood on the old oak This is where you come to die Over three hundred years old And still stretching towards the sky The hangman's oak... Burning, bleeding, dying From the inside Hitting, whipping, kicking Tthe corpse of christ! Reading, learning, seeing All knowledge of evil Watching, waiting, observing My fallen angel... I am the mortal guide With spiritual possessions I have seen the other side And I have sold my soul! I have no earthly tombstone And I have no christian grave I am a misanthrope I am not a fucking slave! [REPEAT VERSES]

At this rate, I'm not gonna have bridesmaids Haven't seen my friends in 17 Fridays Spending all my time on you At this rate, I should throw away my crop tops Wear your hoodies 'cause you say I make 'em look hot Are you all I'm ever gonna do? And I'll never really been the kinda girl to throw a fit, oh no But lately, I've been wondering if this is really it, oh no All my girls have all been asking where I think this thing will go, oh no But how're we getting married when you never leave your home? All we ever do is hang out, make out, order up too much take out Watch the same damn movie, drink some mango truly's All we ever do is stay in, sleep in, why go out when you're three in? Tell mom I'm getting bored of this Tell me there's more than this, must be more than this, yeah Tell me, are you sure you're really happy? (Are you sure?) Frozen dinners on your birthday, ain't it classy? Good as we're gonna get, oh no So, tell me, is this what you wanted? (What you wanted) And are you having fun yet? Yeah, are you having fun yet, now? At this rate, we're dying in your basement, no way to escape it We're both stuck, but you and I are never gonna say it Awkward conversations, I love you but I hate this All we ever do is hang out, make out, order up too much take out Watch the same damn movie, drink some mango truly's All we ever do is stay in, sleep in, why go out when you're three in? Tell mom I'm getting bored of this Tell me there's more than this, must be more than this, yeah Tell me there's more (tell me there's more) Tell me there's more Tell me there's more than this Tell me there's more than this, must be more than this, yeah Never really been the kinda girl to throw a fit, oh no But lately, I've been wondering if this is really it (yeah, yeah) All we ever do is hang out All we ever do, all we ever do All we ever do is hang out All we ever do All we ever do is hang out, make out, order up too much take out Watch the same damn movie, drink some mango truly's All we ever do is stay in, sleep in, why go out when you're three in? Tell mom I'm getting bored of this Tell me there's more than this, must be more than this, yeah Tell me there's more (tell me there's more) Tell me there's more Tell me there's more than this Tell me there's more than this, must be more than this, yeah Tell me there's more (tell me there's more) Tell me there's more Tell me there's more than this Tell me there's more than this, must be more than this, yeah Tell me there's more than this Hmm do-do, hm

Is this what you meant? Is this what you dreamed of? When you were making your plans Shaking the dirt off? Do you feel like You and I belong? (Oh woah oh!) Just keep your eyes on the road And nothing can go wrong You can do so much better than this You can do so much better than this I've been checking my sums Oh where did the time go? Holding my photograph Up to the window Through the paper And refracted sun (Oh woah oh!) I can see all the things I wish that I'd done You can hang your hopes on the medicine (On the medicine) You can put your faith in the phone in (In the phone in) You can tell yourself you're doing your best (Doing your best) You can so much better than this (Better than this) Get a grip on yourself Get a grip on yourself Could've been something, but you're too late And you weren't invited anyway 'Cause the photograph showed the wrong man (Showed the wrong man) 'Cause there is no soap star holding your hand (Holding your hand) You don't see yourself in the freeze frame (In the freeze frame) Must be someone else using your name (Using your name) And everyone will be the same And everyone will glow And everywhere you'll see your name In every shop window It's better than this You can do so much better than this You can do so much better than this You can do so much better than this