It feels like I have been on this floor for days It feels like you have finally pulled me from the haze How do I know which fucked up world is real? Can you validate what I see, taste, and feel? Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you I swear you always give me everything I need When I'm not happy or sad, just empty I've never really felt what it's like to belong All I know is what's in my head feels wrong Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you You say I feel no emotion, but somehow I always cause a commotion Do you think that's true? Pull me into the waves, they call me the ruler of nothing the king At least I'll feel something Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you

These days I just don't feel like myself And I'm too stubborn to get help These days I really don't feel like me I'm living in someones body Can't tell if I'm gone or if it's just my mind I feel like I'm always running out of time Can't explain the feeling, but I'm starting to obsess Maybe we're just living in suburban nothingness I spent last night with my friends I think that it's the loneliest I have been in a while I try to at least pretend That I'm young and I'm dumb and it's really not the end I turn the music up loud 'Cause I don't know what's coming when I come down We always fuck it up, make a mess of it It's almost like suburban nothingness Lately I've just been tryna hold on Don't wanna wake up and it's all gone I cried on my 18th I feel so crazy I spent all my time wishing that I'd grow up Now I'm here and it fucking sucks Can't tell if I'm gone or if it's just my mind I feel like I'm always running out of time Can't explain the feeling, but I'm starting to obsess Someone wake me up from this suburban nothingness I spent last night with my friends I think that it's the loneliest I have been in a while I try to at least pretend That I'm young and I'm dumb and it's really not the end I turn the music up loud 'Cause I don't know what's coming when I come down We always fuck it up, make a mess of it It's almost like suburban nothingness Can you feel it coming? Can you feel it coming? I think I feel it coming Can you feel it coming? Don't know who I'm becoming I think I feel it coming I think I feel it Feel it I spent last night with my friends I think that it's the loneliest I have been in a while I try to at least pretend That I'm young and I'm dumb and it's really not the end I turn the music up loud 'Cause I don't know what's coming when I come down We always fuck it up, make a mess of it It's almost like suburban Around here there's nothing to do But you got me and I got you We'll always stay close right? Promise that you'll never forget tonight

Good luck I hope you never grow up Cause it's too soon for you to bloom Hold on I hope you never let go Just cherish today, soon it won't be the same anymore I know you think about when you're older Tomorrow you'll have less on your shoulders I know you think it just gets colder Just gets colder How did I end up here? I swear that yesterday I was just starting freshmen year I'll pretend I'm not afraid But I still don't know what happens after graduation day Wake up You know you're always enough Take a look in the mirror Don't you see that its clearer now? Talk about independence Yeah I don't know what that means, I guess we'll just have to see I know you think about when you're older Tomorrow you'll have less on your shoulders I know you think it just gets colder Just gets colder How did I end up here? I swear that yesterday I was just starting freshmen year I'll pretend I'm not afraid But I still don't know what happens What happens? Hold you close to me I just can't believe This is all ending Feel me transcending How do I let go Everything I've known? Guess I'll see you around Back in this sleepy town How did I end up here? Remember all the dreams we had just starting freshmen year? Told you I was not afraid And I'll still remember everything after I cross the stage

Leather seats, bags in the back yeah Windows rolled down just a crack I'm speeding down the highway, I'm in control You're calling it crazy, I'm calling it bold Sun was blazing, sun was high I told my mother not to cry I packed my bags, I ran to the car There's no turning back, I've come too far Ooh I really can't lie You've been playing games, you've been wasting my time Telling you I'll make it, but you're never on my side Take me away I'm flying too high you just want me to stay Try to change my mind, but it's already made If you could only see Who I know I could be I know I won't be forgotten Cause I left this town to take my shot I'm cruising down the highway, I'm speeding up You're calling it bold, I'm calling it tough Ooh I really can't lie You've been playing games, you've been wasting my time Telling you I'll make it, but you're never on my side Take me away I'm flying too high you just want me to stay Try to change my mind, but it's already made If you could only see Who I know I could be Eyes, so surprised I see you've been no match for my flee You wanna come out, after me Are you scared? Are you scared? Ooh I really can't lie You've been playing games, you've been wasting my time Telling you I'll make it, but you're never on my side Take me away I'm flying too high you just want me to stay Try to change my mind, but it's already made If you could only see Who I know I could be Away I'm flying too high you just want me to stay Try to change my mind, but it's already made If you could only see Who I know I could be Away I'm flying too high you just want me to stay Try to change my mind, but it's already made If you could only see Who I know I could be

It's getting late and it's time to go I don't wanna leave this party all alone I've always loved you, but now you know Oh now you know I'm not sober, you're kinda high I won't be letting go of you tonight 'Cause its the first time I've really felt alright Yeah I'm alright You're all I can think about, you're all I see when I close my eyes You're all that I dream about, I see you every fucking night I thought you'd love me when the sun came up I thought you'd hold on to what we forgot We were for each other and that is a fact But it hurts to know that you won't love me like that I was the closest one to you You told me secrets nobody else knew I tried my best, but you didn't have a clue I guess I got nothing left to lose You're all I can think about, you're all I see when I close my eyes You're all I that I dream about, I see you every fucking night Every night I thought you'd love me when the sun came up I thought you'd hold on to what we forgot We were for each other and that is a fact But it hurts to know that you won't love me like that You left my heart aching for days I didn't know the world could be this way It's not your fault, you're not to blame I guess I'll just have to break away 'Cause it hurts to know that I still love you like that

Remember that night when I broke down I was all in my feelings, you were not around You left me there and didn't come back It's my turn now, I'll follow your track You came for me, but it's too late It's your time out, you take your break The rocks you throw at the window pain Will only drive me more insane Why'd you wait outside my window when it's getting cold? Why'd you reach your icy fingers down to touch my soul? Why'd you wait in the pouring rain to hear me say hello? Now it's time to go and don't come back here no more Don't come back, don't come back I fell for you one time, two times, three and now I'm losing track Don't come back, don't come back You brought me down with you, I don't think I can find my way back Nine times out of ten I end up crying to no end But I just had to learn to fend for myself, you weren't there Four times out of five you made me feel way more alive And then you create this divide to leave me with no air I know I never really was the easiest to handle But by the times you blew me off you'd think I was a candle Press your ear to my heart, you could probably hear the ocean Boy, you had me wrapped up too long in your toxic potion Why'd you wait outside my window when it's getting cold? Why'd you reach your icy fingers down to touch my soul? Why'd you wait in the pouring rain to hear me say hello? Now it's time to go, don't come back here no more Don't come back, don't come back I fell for you one time, two times, three and now I'm losing track Don't come back, don't come back You brought me down with you, I don't think I can find my way back Why'd you wait outside my window when it's getting cold? Why'd you reach your icy fingers down to touch my soul? Why'd you wait in the pouring rain to hear me say hello? Now it's time to go, don't come back here no more Don't come back, don't come back I fell for you one time, two times, three and now I'm losing track Don't come back, don't come back You brought me down with you, I don't think I can find my way back Don't come back, don't come back I fell for you one time, two times, three and now I'm losing track Don't come back, don't come back You brought me down with you, I don't think I can find my way back Why'd you wait outside my window when it's getting cold? Why'd you reach your icy fingers down to touch my soul? Why'd you wait in the pouring rain to hear me say hello? Now it's time to go, don't come back here no more