Crash - Billy Winn

It's been a few years since you've been gone There's been a few tears But that was years and years ago Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted Yeah, I been living out the dream that you dreamt up It's been a few years with more to come It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me And I thought, woah, old friend, it's bittersweet Woah, but how could you do this to me? How could you do this to me, yeah 'Cause you are not who you think you are There's no green on these brown eyes But they can be green if they really want And I can bend your words So they say exactly what hurts the most But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up Loose grip The world bends around you And living through cracked screens We fold down to what we want Out of love We talk through lines, we're made of smoke And just in time, we drift away Diffusing light Confusing times Growing up, or cascading down Cascading down I'm hurting now But change comes slow If you hate what's in your head The fuck would you speak your mind? In search of lost time Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known I think you fucked me up I think I think you fucked me up And I've got nothing to say to you It's been a few years and I've moved on Couldn't make it disappear Oh, I tried so hard to be strong But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely Don't feel much better, but I guess that it's a start

Have you ever been to no mans land Dying of thirst, never ending desert and sand What lies ahead is the same as the rear view The sentiment is overwhelming, when it hurts you Is it ok to say i'm not ok Going through the motion, I think tomorrows today I've tried to add some color, to shades of grey I've tried to find direction from the wrong way I know this thought is played out, a broken record Won't find a solution with little effort But have you ever lost faith in everything Did you feel the strain from the pain you were carrying I've lost the battle, but I'm trying not to lose the war Its a cold world, that cant be ignored Is it ok to say i'm not ok Going through the motion, I think tomorrows today I've tried to add some color, to shades of grey I've tried to find direction from the wrong way Is it ok to say i'm not ok Going through the motion, I think tomorrows today I've tried to add some color, to shades of grey I've tried to find direction from the wrong way I'm not ok I'm not ok