It's been a few years since you've been gone There's been a few tears But that was years and years ago Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted Yeah, I been living out the dream that you dreamt up It's been a few years with more to come It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me And I thought, woah, old friend, it's bittersweet Woah, but how could you do this to me? How could you do this to me, yeah 'Cause you are not who you think you are There's no green on these brown eyes But they can be green if they really want And I can bend your words So they say exactly what hurts the most But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up Loose grip The world bends around you And living through cracked screens We fold down to what we want Out of love We talk through lines, we're made of smoke And just in time, we drift away Diffusing light Confusing times Growing up, or cascading down Cascading down I'm hurting now But change comes slow If you hate what's in your head The fuck would you speak your mind? In search of lost time Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known I think you fucked me up I think I think you fucked me up And I've got nothing to say to you It's been a few years and I've moved on Couldn't make it disappear Oh, I tried so hard to be strong But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely Don't feel much better, but I guess that it's a start

I was running on your energy And ain't no pieces left to fix this peace And you was And I was running on your energy from Parties that considered me Filthy ass and home alone you sipping On that prodigy I call you and you over me Listen to this openly Steady pace you looking good and Tendencies from keeping you away From me You silky smooth and overly Passion of this life and you got me Thinking maybe we can start this thing From steady walking lost connection Any problems If we fucked up now its all On dreams my grasp for all that love Could mean thank you for the lovely things My fears get bigger constantly but sober Running sprees Fighting back the terror me I was scared to fall so quick Illusions had me thinking shit Rise or fall you think too much Depending how you got this shit Happiness for others you don't Listen to your tactic lips You don't listen to your tactics kid Listen to your tactics kid Don't do this and don't do that kid You're who you surround yourself With You're who you surround yourself With Don't get caught up in no nonsense Momma said you're gonna make it This that make it or break it And when you make it there's gon Be some shade Got you colder than a rainy day I ain't got no energy, I'm running Off this dopamine I ain't got no energy, I'm running Off this dopamine I ain't got no energy, I'm running Off this dopamine I ain't got no energy, I'm running Off this dopamine

I'm kicking back don't kill my name The cellphone line that hit so strange Don't hit the same I'm vibing out my fucking window pain Hit the same The cellphone line that hit so strange Don't hit the same I'm vibing out my fucking window pain Yeah, sit back when I think to myself Hold it together like waist on a belt Wishing 2 commas stay put in account Always end broke, but I give out my wealth A view from your thoughts can never sit down Thank you to those who always stayed true Above and beyond like the work that she do Lost about 1 but we don't say who Process slow down and I don't choose you Try it again you do what it do Later alarms, I'm always on snooze None of these bitches be thinking I'm cool Told em slow down blow off the roof Humidity rain be hitting my tomb Thought for a sec Maybe past you I'm kicking way back like the 90's and fools Simple it down with some brews and a tool Some trucks that were cool maybe C10 If bought me his ride no beamer or benz Swap LS then show up to meets like the best Pull up on start finish that Jay to contest Never slow down, scared to be lazy I dread Ain't nothing go on, I'm tryna get on Facing the facts some time "I see Jay on a song" More than a beat my verses be jogging a jog Never have seen or never get up to a call The beauty in struggle but never be happy "Love Yourz" Get me a group and call it a groupie What did he say? don't question it's stupid Can I get hands for feeling like you were the one Having some drinks be lit, I don't choose one I'm chasing a tag so maybe it lead to a flag I'm wearing a vest jealousy changing the mags They hating a man who be working to hard That be getting his bags They hating a man that be working too hard I'm kicking back don't kill my name The cellphone line that hit so strange Don't hit the same I'm vibing out my fucking window pain Hit the same The cellphone line that hit so strange Don't hit the same I'm vibing out my fucking window pain

I said don't cry hold my shoulder if you run by Or so happen in my presence let me cope mine A pain or grief you weep away it's been a week not weak signs I piece my Life together like a tree line They wonder if there's errors in the world for them to decline I told em read signs They deeper in the naked eye between lines Conceived my thoughts pursuing happiness inside the dolla tapes That hero deep inside just wanted something more than fame I'm tripping out to SLO hoping thoughts of loss will let go I show my dawgs all improvement that's just time, so they know That dreamer in that funky town can maybe touch down I came to lock down Bako ass rap clowns Opposing all their beats you got the same rap styles I'm not so different you just sound like prime rappers I get cha Your favorite artist traveled time backwards Slackers had some chapters now I'm switching up the factors I Made it on my own Got time just taking long I'm loving on this song I'm loving on this song I Made it on my own Got time just taking long I'm loving on this song I'm loving on this song I tell myself pick your head up Don't cry gets better Mood changing like the weather Baby I am fed up I'm tired of this shit taking too long It takes me forever just to write a fucking song One minute I will then the time I won't Then the next time I won't But if I ever do know I made it on my own And if I ever flip better turn my ass to stone I ain't with that shit Yeah you know my ass is grown I been waiting too long out here Matter of fact just wasted a year But that ain't the end of it Really die hard for this shit You gon see me coming up this year I made it on my own Got time just taking long I'm loving on this song I'm loving

I was second guessing I don't need no testing He a rapper he a star but he ain't take no lessons Confused deception I'm in past in my inception Outgrew past accession Hopeful lazy need attention Look to my digression Speaking to kings will loosen attention Loosen my grip cause the pen need a pensive Left with a bit but you eat from the plate dish Never gon say shit Probably get cut but I'll make it look painless Flawless like B, running E cause I'm tankless Can't tame the fame cause it come with a price list Sell out your soul entertain cause your life is Alerted to killers and pale like Jackson Hear all the crowd it gon change really drastic Live for yourself, some live with aggression I pull on the strings, too many hold questions Feeling like Miller "ascension" Feeling like me is feeling like he I guess it's my deception

Times cutting close I'm hungry wanting mo They pushing jay the most, I got believers Rooting beaver keep my front teeth close For 1 my Tia close, the gear that bought me close Vast of calls from many people I still "come up flows" The doors are locked and then they open close A yellow jacket and some buttons so the devil knows The cycle of it all, remorse for ones I offed I'm just to steady out for something that I loved and called Wisdom catch it all The ones too busy over standards be the most to flawed Check your status insta itchy, we all fiending off Until the day I flop They wanting versatile rappers I'm not one to talk The ignorance is bliss I'm ignorant to life and living on the strands of it Walking through abyss And every Jedi seen it bad channel all within You give it 10 percent I give it 90 for the 10 I'm making this shit

That love can never decline I had to many with time To fuck up my day The heart will always reside Inside a soul who never loved But teach in you life Sit down let me speak it'll Take a whole day if I sat and Wrote you rhymes, that lovely Voice I keep locked away inside I pray a "great one" Calogero Could have it must become a Thing within time If you was Elon money chase a Bag you're more than that I see That I give you planets, women Singing "tactics" Jay so attracted To the mean loving baddest. shit Always popping off my mind You got talents used in bed the Simple stuff can always lead to Success Sending hope to us then yeah Sending hope to us then You so bad and you know it Takes "DM"ing just too scared Approach it, blow them roses Love is blind I hope you notice Money ain't a thing she always Closing, she want love so it's Growing. planting seeds so we Grow in Sail the oceans, that thing be poking The bath we soak in, the smoky Potent, that smooth bath lotion She outer space cloaking My lover or my wife, I give Eternal life. Deserve a man who's Better in another life