We were better on the first time Love was simple as a mother and a baby child Then you rocked our cradle and we fell out of love Oh-oh, laying wide awake Tell me how could I forget all the words to a lullaby? We've fallen, fallen out of love Oh, no, I try everything to reach you Send you out but you would only read through A picture book with no words A bedtime story I'm pretending Left me with a happy ending The sheep I count come in herds When I'm gone, I creep, but you gossip in your sleep So I'll know all the secrets you keep under the sheets Now, we were better on the first time Love was simple as a mother and a baby child Then you rocked our cradle and we fell out of love Oh-oh, laying wide awake Tell me how could I forget all the words to a lullaby? We've fallen, fallen out of love So please don't let me fall asleep These childish dreams only make me weaker So please do something, wake me, make a sound I'm scared, I won't wake up before I hit the ground We were better on the first time Love was simple as a mother and a baby child Then you rocked our cradle and we fell out of love Oh-oh, laying wide awake Tell me how could I forget all the words to a lullaby? We've fallen, fallen out of love We've fallen, fallen out of love

Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe Push Push Push Push I lost you You were my God Thought what do I do now You were never there for me Never there to carry me 26 years looking back that time is gone It was you I believed in Look what you've done to me Realize what you've done to Me Oh, God please Oh, God please I wanna breathe Before my life just walks away from me I can't see going on In this darkness I'm blind Beneath my cradle, the bough has broke I exorcise my loss Your lies Punishment It takes time To try to mend the wounds of all the suffering What do I do now? And, all I'm asking from you please Send me a sign To guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by Myself Look at me now, a piece of shit like you Look at me now, you left me, so fuck you Look at me now, a piece of shit like you Look at me now, you left me, so fuck you 'Cause everybody leaves me Everybody's gone Watch my father leave me There's nobody left Feels like I've never been loved Everybody leaves me Never gave a shit about me Everybody's gone I'll rot in my head alone I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away (I'll rot in my head all alone) Fucking cocksucker Me Fake being Inside of my heart you are the liar Innocence displaced Institutionalised in my own life Been left Here I stand now and I'm alone With no one to comfort me One set of footprints in the sand No one to take my hand, I'll I'll walk through as long as I need I'll drift through my life though I'm alone Outgrown the cradle that once housed me And I've found that all I need is Me Me Me Me Found I've never needed you To push through All the shit that stacks up Inside of my life Endless plight that circulates through my body I'll keep stumbling Beating Pummeling Teething on the rind and Renounce my being I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see going on I can't see I'm to tired I can't see Well, I can't see going on I'm so tired Of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering What do I do now And, all I'm asking from you please Send me a sign To guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by Myself I can't see going on, fuck it I can't see going on, fuck it I can't see going on, fuck it I can't see going on, fuck it

John, listen up, I'm a wreck I'm a mess, this is not the effect Of a loss or a vex, this is you Hand me the key to your door Give me one solid week, give me four years To climb the stairs in pain John, it's time Let me be the moon you shine Let me be the honest home where you can rest Your tired mind You know me new, knew me well When I was just a girl, only nineteen Twisted in my head So don't try and tell me to help This is not how you help you to know me now In any way I said Don't get tired Honey, I won't keep you long I was just calling up to find out if you're Still in town

Through your eyes I see A smile you bring to me To your joy, I tether Not a lot, just forever Intertwined, sewn together Like the rock bears the weather Not a lot, just forever My dog barks wildly To protect my infancy From my ex-believer And I try to calm the wolf To remind her I am both Still she tears at my sweater Not a lot, just forever Intertwined, sewn together As the wren sheds her feather Not a lot, just forever And your dearest fantasy Is to grow a baby in me I could be a good mother And I wanna be your wife So I hold you to my knife And I steal your letter Not a lot, just forever Intertwine some together As the rock bears the weather Not a lot, just forever So I bash around the house And the poison stains my mouth She comes, I let her And we share a paradise And I roll them once or twice Can't get much better Not a lot, just forever Intertwined, sewn together As the rock bears the weather Not a lot, just forever Not a lot, just forever Intertwined, sewn together As the wren bares her feathers Not a lot, just forever

What a dream that was I almost couldn't wake because I was frozen in bed with a zombie girl Vacant as a closed down fair Sleep paralysis, I sworn I could've felt you there And I almost could've kissed your hair But the emptiness withdrew me From any kind of wishful prayer Oh, emptiness Tell me 'bout your nature Maybe I've been getting you wrong I cover you with questions Cover you with explanations Cover you with music Then the next night Dreaming I could feel your skin But the dream escaped so easily And I wokе up to the road again How your words ring through Something kinda sweet and blue And I knеw that you'd been understanding Everything that I'd said, too About emptiness Tell me 'bout your nature Maybe I've been getting you wrong I cover you with questions Cover you with explanations Cover you with music What's on your mind? What's on your mind? What's on your mind? What's on your mind? On your mind