Coraline Alone

I'm looking for a trap door Some escape or passport I wish they taught a crash course on cognitive strength My thoughts are like the chatter of the rain, they pitter patter Now I'm searching for a ladder to climb out of this hole The void is not deep, it's just empty (empty) My inspiration crashed, it smashed in to a levy I tried to dig it out as I slouch around this house I could do some big things if I let go of the doubts Coraline, the world keeps messing with my mind And I feel blind underneath these button eyes I'm tired of always forcing my life to work I feel like I'm a gardener who hates the earth My father got stung by wasps in the face Just to teach me a lesson on how to be brave And mother knows best but that's hard to attest When she sews my mouth up 'cause she thinks I'm upset I must learn my lesson to stop the progression Of this pent up aggression, it's my latest obsession, oh my, Coraline Coraline, the world keeps messing with my mind And I feel blind underneath these button eyes Coraline, the world keeps messing with my mind And I feel blind underneath these button eyes Everywhere I go, people seem so cold Tell me, how I am to know If someone is a friend or a foe? Coraline, the world keeps messing with my mind And I feel blind underneath these button eyes Everywhere I go people seem so cold Coraline, the world keeps messing with my mind Everywhere I go

Woah, we was watchin' Coraline Smoking on some gas that had me borderline Borderline, dead I thinkI feel more alive, when I'm with you Say that you feelin me too I got the baddest, the baddest of two I feel the weight in my chest when you move Baby I'm yours I got nothing to lose, no And we goin' fall apart every time Look up at the stars in the sky I'm still wishin you were mine, babe I just wanna get you high, ay And we goin' fall apart every time Look up at the stars in the sky I'm still wishin you were mine, babe I just wanna get you high, ay Cigarillo smoke in my whip I got the baddest lil bitch She tug my heart strings But she tug my heart strings Baby I can tell you what you want to hear Grabbin' on my pants Then we outta here, outta here, ay Like god damn, you so fine Make you cum ten times But then you won't leave my Place, and that's okay We just getting high baby Life seem straight For a couple of kids on the benches Tell me the truth lil girl I feel the tension And we goin' fall apart every time Look up at the stars in the sky I'm still wishin you were mine, babe I just wanna get you high, ay And we goin' fall apart every time Look up at the stars in the sky I'm still wishin you were mine, babe I just wanna get you high, ay Baby girl I can tell that you had it Left me here so god damn tragically I see through your bones and Through your teeth She think I'm a legend, I'm a G Mo' fuckin' see Jay, keep her on leash, ay But only when we fucking Will you ever see me cuffing I came here from nothing I think I'ma love it I think I'ma love it yea I think I'ma love it

Yeah, make it real just like a notary Paranoia got a hold of me Poppa made me wanna hold the piece I was ten when I was building walls I was six when I was panicking I was fifteen thinking suicide Twenty-two, I'm thinking similar things Now I'm looking up from the south side baby As like I look around I see myself like Hades I was never prone to a life I hated Open up my heart, I don't feel so crazy Momma raised me to be pissed off I just wanna pop then I lift off Six below, I gotta lay down Y'all ain't trippin', no, I get it I been scared, I'm terrified I just couldn't handle why Tell my baby, "Be my side" Always on thе edge when things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right, yеah If I find nirvana, I'll jump in the water Since I was a kid, I've been running from trauma I'd do anything to feel right Yet I'm running from my real life What's the balance? I don't know Don't know how to manage but I'm loving it, uh I ain't never trippin' off a covenant, uh This'll never fill me it's a supplement, yeah Picking up the phone like, "When you coming home Mike?" I just want the old me don't think he's the grown type I could never help me nothing on this world might Had to go above me, had to fine my home right? Stuck in the middle like Coraline I had to go Yeah, none of you tripping about it I get it I know I been scared, I'm terrified I just couldn't handle why Tell my baby, "Be my side" Always on the edge when things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Things don't go right Since I was a kid I've been running from trauma