Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here Or if I have the strength to persevere Sometimes I feel like I'm somebody else Who's going mental with their mental health Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone 'Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls Sometimes I think about a younger me If he'd be proud of the man he sees I guess I'm rich, I made it out my town I played in front of thousands, you know I shut it down Look, little Bazzi, I'm living out our dreams Mama cry every time we on the TV Got a fancy car, we got a fancy crib You couldn't even dream of the girl that you with Remember all your idols and the people that we love I met 'em at a party, we was all doin' drugs Was all doin' Jesus I think I need, I think I need some Jesus Rich enough and sad as fuck I'm lonely Oh, I am, I am, I am I'm so lonely I'm the man, I guess I am But I'm still What's funny is, is My whole life I thought making money And being praised would give me some kind of happiness And I wanted those things because I was Concerned about what everyone else thought of me I wanted to feel loved, I wanted to feel accepted And then I realized that I could never feel anybody's pain or their happiness I could only feel mine In the car, in the house And the fame never made me feel anything except Separated, intoxicated and obviously kinda grossed Don't get me wrong, nice things are fun I like nice things but you just can't base your human value on them Because at the end of the day, they don't mean anything If I'm not happy, I'm a sad guy in a nice car If I don't have any real friends or family I'm just a lonely guy in a big home

Hey God Are you listening? Got a couple questions I heard about heaven But i don't know if i'm the type I've got Money, credit cards Don't think that's what you charge Perfection's pretty hard So i'm not even gonna try Cause i've kissed other girls and liked it Loved boys only for a night Sometimes I get way too high ya Higher than the price So Tell me can i get into Heaven Cause it sounds expensive Ya it sounds expensive Tell me what's the price of redemption If love is a weapon then why does it Feel so good with Hands touching on my body Kissing like everybody God help who tries to stop me Feels so good So Tell me can i get into Heaven Cause it sounds expensive Ya it sounds expensive Hey God Do you make mistakes? Love wins we still got hate Beautiful born this way I must be doing something right I'm flawed But isn't everyone And who am i to judge Aren't you the only one And do you see in black and white? Cause i've kissed other girls and liked it Loved boys only for a night Sometimes I get way too high ya Higher than the price So Tell me can i get into Heaven Cause it sounds expensive Ya it sounds expensive Tell me what's the price of redemption If love is a weapon then why does it Feel so good with Hands touching on my body Kissing like everybody God help who tries to stop me Feels so good So Tell me can i get into Heaven Cause it sounds expensive Ya it sounds expensive I might go broke trying to get to Heaven I might go broke trying to get to Heaven Do i even want to get in? Do i even want it?

So pretty and savage She opened her bag, I swear that she's bad as can be And all of them bothers They throwing them dollars, but she's only fucking with me She so smooth, she's so classy, so ratchet So sassy, so nasty, so fancy and trashy, yeah So independent, she don't need shit from me No, she don't need nothing at all They ain't fucking with her when it come to money Man she gon' out-hustle them all She's so fine, she's so sweet She's all mine, she smokes weed, she goes long, I go deep On that drink, she's so street Late night, she's on a mission She only dances with ghosts (only dance with ghosts) Sits in the dark and listens to Writings on the wall (writings on the wall) She's just looking for something to hold She be getting high but laying low She's so afraid that she's gon' be alone She gon' grip 'em 'til they let her go (only dance with ghosts) Stupid, told me not to lose myself Inside my own addictions, Lord, I need some help The answer's stolen, and I prayed my prayers And I keep looking up but ain't nobody there The boss of the bitches I ain't gotta mention, she really be tricking them tricks I know that she loyal She ain't got shit for 'em, it's just like her hitting the lick She's so brave, I'm amazed Her head game is insane, that sex game is the same, it's that flame, yeah Sometimes she's sober And sometimes she's fucking up but you'll never know And out of her body if she's on that molly Or if she done fucked with her nose And she do what she want and it's still on the low Ain't no one gotta know, yeah, she sticks to the code Late night, she's on a mission She only dances with ghosts (only dance with ghosts) Sits in the dark and listens to Writings on the wall (writings on the wall) She's just looking for something to hold She be getting high but laying low She's so afraid that she's gon' be alone She gon' grip 'em 'til they let her go (only dance with ghosts) Stupid, told me not to lose myself Inside my own addictions, Lord, I need some help The answer's stolen, and I prayed my prayers And I keep looking up but ain't nobody there