You're not easy to love You're not easy to love, no You're not easy to love You're not easy to love, no Why is everything with you so complicated? Why do you make it hard to love you? Oh, I hate it 'Cause if you really wanna be alone, I will throw my hands up 'Cause baby, I tried But everything with you is so complicated Oh, why? Sometimes, I get you Sometimes, I don't understand Sometimes, I love you Sometimes, it's you I can't stand Sometimes, I wanna hug you Sometimes, I wanna push you away Most times, I wanna kiss you Other times, punch you in the face 'Cause every minute you start switching up And you say things like you don't give a fuck Then I say I'm through with you Take my heart from you And you come running after me, and baby, I'm back with you You're not easy to love You're not easy to love, no You're not easy to love You're not easy to love, no Why is everything with you so complicated? Why do you make it hard to love you? Oh, I hate it 'Cause if you really wanna be alone, I will throw my hands up 'Cause baby, I tried But everything with you is so complicated Oh, why? Sometimes, I catch you Sometimes, you get away Sometimes, I read you Other times, I'm like, "Where are you on the page?" Sometimes, I feel like we will be together forever But you're so complicated, my heart knows better Why is everything with you so complicated? Why do you make it hard to love you? Oh, I hate it 'Cause if you really wanna be alone, I will throw my hands up 'Cause baby, I tried But everything with you is so complicated Oh, why? I'ma stick around just a little while longer Just to make sure that you're really sure you like sleepin' alone I'ma stick around just a little while longer Just to make sure that you're really sure you like sleepin' alone Why is everything with you so complicated? Why do you make it hard to love you? Oh, I hate it 'Cause if you really wanna be alone, I will throw my hands up 'Cause baby, I tried But everything with you is so complicated Oh, why? You're not easy to love You're not easy to love, no You're not easy to love You're not easy to love, no

I've been taking pictures in my mind I think about you all the time I need the money on my mind It's? leaving you behind You say I love you girl, well that's just complicated You know I feel the same but that's just complicated So going round in circles again and again Getting higher all the time I dot my "i"s and cross my "t"s No one told you it's a lie So you might as well believe You say I love you girl, well that's just complicated You know I feel the same but that's just complicated So going round in circles again and again Do you know I'm feeling empty? Do you know that I'm the cause? Do you know I'm feeling empty? Do you know that I'm the cause? Taking pictures of my wall I think it's time I moved on Do you know I'm feeling empty? Do you know that I'm the cause? Do you know I'm feeling empty? Do you know that I'm the cause?

Hey! Hey! Hey! Slippy side, Side-Side-Side go to go A long time gone and a long time past So soon so soon -- Lack Luster Lack Luster How can I muster The faith That I need to see The Things I need to see -- On again off again Bronco Try to hold on to the ribs Of the situation at hand. A long time gone and a long time past, Since I felt That Things were within my grasp. . . Wheel roll round Round, round, round -- hear that Sound. Leaning longingly against The window, Falling forlorn to the ground, ground, ground. . . When I wonder, when I whistle, When I'm wandering Through The Thistles When I'm tangled up in Bristles Hey! hey! hey! Beautifully Pained like an angel in purgatory -- Wrapped up and exhaulted -- Immaculate in melancholy -- She (sea) sure (shore) Rose and The sand fell Through her hands Grain after grain after grain! "In the Beginning was The Myth" Chapter one starts like this. . ., "Blank and Calm, and full of expectancy." (Herman Hess' "peter Caminziad") I'm standing exactly where I'm Supposed to be. . . Twisting and Tumbling, not Standing or fumbling.

----------- ------ I know you're bitter, but why? Don't you know that two wrongs don't make a right? It's not that simple But everybody's trying to figure it out I feel so detached today, I don't konw It's not that simple, It's not that simple It's all that we can do to try and work it on out.

Say that you'll be The one Drowning in my heart, to be Drowning in your arms, (take me) *3 summers heat, tangled up In sheets (take me) (* Susan Gave me that line) I'm as steady as a sea saw, And as longing as the wind, Visions of you come so filling I swoon -- so far And distant and under the same Moon, all I ask is you to Take Me Under the strength of your Words my heart is carried By a hundred birds (Take me) Into death I do seep, into The arms of your hearts Sleep (take me) Breathing as you where, Lying on The floor Take Me Take Me.

---- -- ---- A lifetime of accomplishments of which the dirt knows none, Only in death can one truly return Return the carrots, the apples and potatoes, The chickens, the cows, the fish and tomatoes. In one glorious swoop, let the deed be done And bury me deep so that I can be one... And all around my muscle and all around my bone, Don't incinerate me or seal me from The dirt which bore me, the bed that which from The rain falls upon and the fruit comes from For the dirt is a blanket, no fiery tomb, No punishment, reward, or pearly white room And you who say that in death we will pay, The dead they can't hear a word that you say Your words are not kind, sober or giving, They only put fear in the hearts of the living So put away your tongues and roll up your sleeves, And pick up your shovel and bury me deep.