Community Service - Bully

Can you hear the crickets? All I hear is crickets Like a river Shining through the edges of my sight The sky is pitch black, dark Yet somehow really peaceful At the same time It gets dark in the morning Trade sleep for drinks in a bar I'm sure as hell my breath stinks Watch it float like smoke in the fog I can feel a tornado And it's shivering up my arms I've been playing dominoes I'm just trying not to wreck no cars Putting fear in my nose And trying to keep up with all my thoughts If we're going somewhere, I'm ready If it's just dirt, I'm not I scrape my eye when I touch the sky And lose a little vision for the man I can call it in my mind I don't want to hold nobody's hand I can toss in the morning light I'll play dead when I'm buried in the sand I'm seeing shadows of man a who's Homeless, buried and numb A forecast of forgotten land I hope it shows up in the setting sun If we're going somewhere, I'm ready, honey If it's nowhere, I'm done I can hear a voice but it's speaking code (Poured concrete on top, concrete on top, concrete) Like I'm talking to strangers on a foreign phone I can talk to angels when I'm all alone They take me to a place in the city And when we're done they take me home Can't find a forest with the singing birds Instead I'm just a low voice in the crowd Can't hear my own voice in this crowd I get edgy on dark streets Coming home, I feel my heartbeat I say I'm stoned for the last time I do it again and repeat I'm carpooling to kingdom come Into the wild purgatory Experience in a magic rainbow All you got to do is follow And if you're not feeling ready There's always tomorrow And if you're not feeling ready There's always tomorrow

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Sometimes when I zone out at night I forget you're out of sight Like living before you were gone So I read up on the afterlife I don't believe in Jesus Christ Just somewhere we can all belong And days move slow I'm living in the same black hole But there's flowers on your grave that grow Something's gotta change, I know Ooh, ooh And I'm stuck somewhere in between Your death and my lucid dream I'm no help, lately I know But I'm tired of trying to prove my worth To be accepted on this earth Baby, I'm ready to go And days move slow I'm living in the same black hole But there's flowers on your grave that grow Something's gotta change, I know Ooh, ooh And days move slow I'm living in the same black hole But there's flowers on your grave that grow Something's gotta change, I know Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Time's just a useless measurement of pain You can take all the time in the world, things won't ever be the same I could think about it all night Run it over 'til it sounds right I'd do anything to get it back now Tell me what I gotta burn down, I know To know you's a dream that I'm lucky to be at But you're gettin' older It hurt but I told her 'cause I know Barely moving, I'm still here And the shades of blue that remind me of you are everywhere To know you's a dream that I'm lucky to be at But you're gettin' older It hurt but I told her 'cause I know Either way, I'm gonna lose Either way, I'm gonna lose you Either way, I'm gonna lose Either way, I'm gonna lose you, oh-oh Figurin' out My sense of self is fadin' somehow I'm free from the sound No one's divided and nobody's waiting To know you's a dream that I'm lucky to be at But you're gettin' older It hurt but I told her 'cause I know Either way, I'm gonna lose Either way, I'm gonna lose you