cold world - Painbastard

Gotta keep my heater wid me this a cold world This a cold world This a cold world I just had a lil boy feel like I owe him the world I owe him the world I owe him the world Gotta keep my heater wid me in this cold world In this cold world In this cold world How the fck we supposed survive in this cold world In this cold world In this cold world I just had my first born my lil boy Thats my pride and joy the only thing I live for No second guess no hesitation I'll kill for Been getting prepared all my life he who I deal for Chasin these meals for I just hate I had to brang him into this fcked up ass world The police back killing black kids like its the 1950's They getting away wid murders man this shit crazy All the victims black but they saying it ain't racist The other day a police pulled his gun out in my face I wish I could've hit em wid that 40 cal on my waist But if you kill one of them bitches you get locked away (DAMN) Gotta keep my heater wid me this a cold world This a cold world This a cold world I just had a lil boy feel like I owe him the world I owe him the world I owe him the world Gotta keep my heater wid me in this cold world In this cold world In this cold world How the fck we supposed survive in this cold world In this cold world In this cold world Late night full of that drank I see some lights behind me I hit the gas nie i'm doing bout 90 I hit that bitch again I'm doing about 140 Pull up on side of me nigga I'm bussin that 40 Don't give a fck who it is Don't give a fck who it be my lil boy at home waiting on me These niggas out here hate on me I gotta keep that thang on me It's a cold world Watch yo homeboys and watch yo girls Yo homeboy a cross you out just to take ya spot These bitches gone bitches you know whats that all about Bow my head say a prayer say AMEN Grab my gun take you out before I let you take me away from my son Gotta keep my heater wid me this a cold world This a cold world This a cold world I just had a lil boy feel like I owe him the world I owe him the world I owe him the world Gotta keep my heater wid me in this cold world In this cold world In this cold world How the fck we supposed survive in this cold world In this cold world In this cold world

The world is so cold Why did you leave me standing there Alone in my shadow Looking for your prescence But it's not there [Repeat] One thing's on my mind The thought is having you To have you next to me Thats where you want to be, baby You're a diamond, you're my world Tell me where did you go, baby How could you leave that night And leave me all alone Already the world is so cold [Chorus] I'm lost and all alone No doubt I'm miserable Got much good love to give Alone's no way to live, baby You made me feel so whole And now I've broke apart I can't believe you're gone, baby It tore apart my heart The world is so cold, baby [Chorus] (Why did you leave me) (I've never done anything to you, why did you leave me baby) (Ooh) (There's already pain in my life) (I didn't need no more from love) (Now you've given me?) Yes you did (Why did you leave me) (I've never did anything wrong to you) (Why did you) The world is so cold I miss you The world is so cold I love you I don't understand why What I've ever done to you

Who, who are you misfortune? Are you real enough to help me to see? I'm caught up in your rapture With the words that you expect me to believe And who do you think you are? Nobody that I can recall Well, I swear that I saw you before Maybe in a dream, euphoria Tell me is that your name? Or isn't our reflection the same? Or am I goin' insane? I don't think I'm meant to be played Maybe I do Why don't anybody wanna look me in the eye? What did I do? And I don't wanna say it but Misfortune is the look in their eyes Misfortune, no friend of mine I'm willing to testify Her intentions are all I've found Can you hear the judgement now? And who do you think you are? Somebody that I can recall Well, I know I swear we met before before Maybe in a dream, euphoria Tell me is that my name? I couldn't see that we were the same They say that I'm going insane 'Cause I'm the only one in this game I never lose Why don't anybody wanna look me in the eye? What did I do? And I don't wanna say it but Misfortune is the look in my eye

One year of bold changes – one year of stagnation One year of FEAR and one year of HOPES I sit on the fence – my SOUL is cloven in two I' m on the run but nobody is hunting me I walk the borderline – between HOPE and DESPAIR I feel my SORROW and GRIEF and the warmth of my HEART I walk the borderline and try to hide my true colours My personality disorder – I will meet my FATE (and laugh in its face) One year of TRUTH – one year of LIES One year of secrets and one year of idle talk My name is "Betrayal" but I prove my INNOCENCE My mother is a saint and my father is a pack of LIES. I walk the borderline – between HOPE and DESPAIR I feel my SORROW and GRIEF and the warmth of my HEART I walk the borderline and try to hide my true colours My personality disorder – I will meet my FATE (and laugh in its face) One year of insight – one year of ego trips One year of tragedies and one year of intrigues I am the fool who will have the last laugh And I am the warrior who will be the first to DIE I walk the borderline – between HOPE and DESPAIR I feel my SORROW and GRIEF and the warmth of my HEART I walk the borderline and try to hide my true colours My personality disorder – I will meet my FATE (and laugh in its face)

Du schneidest ihr deinen Namen ins Fleisch Und du brichst ihre Seele dabei entzwei Deine Lust steigert deine perverse Gier Auch das letzte Stück Würde nimmst du ihr Dein Trieb lässt dich töten, ganz regungslos Die Macht, die du dir nimmst, scheint grenzenlos Kein Gedanke daran, wenn sie vor Schmerzen schreit Denn dein kranken Hirn kennt kein Mitleid Ich höre ihre Schreie, wenn die Bestie erwacht Wie kannst du nur ruhig schlafen, keine Alpträume in der Nacht Und dein Beten für Vergebung ohne Reue und ohne Scham Ist Hohn für die Opfer, denen du das Recht auf Leben nahmst Jeder Mond, jedes Leben, das du zerstörst Jeder Schrei, jedes Flehen, das du nicht hörst Ist ein Schicksal, das im eigenen Blut ertrinkt Ist eine Welt, die in Schmerz und Leid versinkt Wie ein Tier sollte man dich jagen Deine Menschenwürde dir entsagen Sollst am eigenen Leibe erfahrn Was du deinen Opfern hast angetan