Christmas, Why Can't I Find You? - James Horner

Why can't I change After all these years? Why can't I change my ways? I find it so strange After all these years I'm still more or less the same Wherever I go Whatever I do, whatever I know It just comes and goes so soon Whatever life brings Whatever song it sings I'm still whistling the same old tune Why can't I change After all these years? Why can't I change my ways? I find it so strange After all these years I'm still more or less the same Whoever I'm with Whatever I take, whatever I give I'm still running in the same old race Whatever choice I make Whatever road I take But I still wind up in the same old place So why, why can't I change? (Why can't I change) After all these years? Why can't I change my ways? (Why can't I change my ways?) Oh, I find it so strange That after all these years I'm still more or less the same I'm more or less the same, yeah, yeah I'm more or less the same, yeah, yeah

I need somebody to love I need somebody to hold Me tight, cause I'm afraid That you don't feel the same Why can't I be in your mind Why can't I be in your life I find it difficult for me You don't feel the same But you Make me Go crazy Bout you Oh love I've let my love die Cause I'm a fool who thinks you're mine You've got me losing my mind But you Make me Go crazy Over you But you Make me Go crazy Bout you

I know I don't want her, I swear that's a fact But the thought of somebody else rubbing her back Just kills me Oh, it kills me I know she don't love me, I know she ain't home So why in the hell do I pick up this phone? And call her Why do I call her? I've dropped by her mama's stoned out of my mind Just to hear that it's over from her one more time As if I didn't see that red Chevy not slowing down Loaded down and rolling down our road Yeah, she's already left So why can't I leave her along? I've wrote her letters signed, "I was a fool" She wrote me back saying, "Go find a stool And drink one Like you've always done" So that's what I did 'cause that's what I do Backsliding, hiding away from the truth 'Til the tears run Oh, here comes one I've dropped by her mama's stoned out of my mind Just to hear that it's over from her one more time As if I didn't see that red Chevy not slowing down Loaded down and rolling down our road Yeah, she's already left So why can't I leave her along? I've dropped by her mama's stoned out of my mind Just to hear that it's over from her one more time As if I didn't see that red Chevy not slowing down Or turning 'round, loaded down, heading out of town Or rolling down our road She's already left So why can't I leave her alone? I know I don't want her, I swear that's a fact But the thought of somebody else rubbing her back Just kills me