Chakka - Shudder to Think

午後三時目を覚ます 無駄にした時間と害の無い現状に もう全部全部嫌になる 一本吸ってガムを噛み吐き捨てて 今日が終わっていく倦怠感に 右往左往して気づきゃgood night 顔面照らすライト of iPhone 画面にはタップ稼ぐための両極論 もうホントホント嫌になる 人生だってこの時の引き延ばし あっという間に終わってしまうんだって ふと気づいた瞬間 分かってどうか僕の事を 叫んでいるんだ僕はここだ 黙って泣いて誤魔化す なんて真似ばっかだけど あの日灯ったハートの火と 侮辱と揶揄の雨の中に 投げ捨てたメンソールの火は まだ燃えてるんだ 飲み切った缶ですら 僅かでも灰皿に成り代わる程度の 価値があるのだから 堕落した僕ですら 少しでも輝ける様な瞬間が あるというのならば ねぇ確かに夢や青春なんてのは一過性のもので 過ぎ去ってしまったら平熱の毎日だけど 頭の中で怒鳴ってるあのヤンキーの声が もう切っても切っても鳴り止まない 笑ってどうか僕の事を 聞こえていますか僕はここだ 黙っていたって伝わる なんて訳ないんだからさ 正しいピックの握り方も 理屈もコードも何も知らず 鳴らしたあのサステインは まだ続いてんだ 待ってんの 黙ってんの 大人しく声を殺してんの ねぇ待ってんの 黙ってんの 何もせずただただ待ってんの いや分かってんだ分かってんだ 終わりは刻刻迫ってんだ じゃあどうすんだ 分かってんだ 死ぬまでに間に合え 歌っていくんだ 僕はここで 憂や後悔 全部乗せて 思い描いたみたいに カッコよくないけど 分かってどうか 僕の事を 叫んでいるんだ 僕はここだ 黙って泣いて誤魔化す なんて真似もうしないさ あの日捨てたメンソールの箱を ゴミん中から見つけて出して 残った一本に火をつけて 今始めるんだ

Back again I'm holed up In the waiting room again Focused on the empty Getting underneath my skin How do I keep it? How do I keep it here? Look at how the time flies Burning daylight to the ground Wash away the ashes Gonna quiet my head down How do I keep it? How do I keep it here? 'Cause I wanna get high But you're keeping me low I don't got time to waste or time to kill I've had too much to think I wanna get high But you're taking me down down down Don't got time to waste or time to kill I've had too much to think Illuminate the shadow And try to keep the light within (keep the light within) Avoid another battle And forget what might have been How do I keep it? How do I keep it here? 'Cause I wanna get high But you're keeping me low I don't got time to waste or time to kill I've had too much to think I wanna get high (I wanna get high) But you're taking me down down down Don't got time to waste or time to kill I've had too much to think Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh I've had too much to think As I walk through the valley of the shadow of LA See the faces of the people as they run away It's a permanent made distraction, the modern reaction The people don't have to feel the dissatisfaction It's a slow journey up but a quick ride on down And nobody here knowing their way around From the top of the world every which way is down And who's gonna take the crown? 'Cause I wanna get high (I wanna get high) But you're keeping me low (But you're keeping me low) I don't got time to waste or time to kill I've had too much to think I wanna get high (I wanna get high) But you're taking me down down down Don't got time to waste or time to kill I've had too much to think Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh I've had too much to think

Hey, you left your room this morning Did you think to pray? In the name of Christ our Savior Did you sooth for loving favor as a shield today? Oh, how praying rests the weary Prayer will change the night to day So when life seems dark and dreary Don't forget to pray When you've met with great temptation Did you think to pray? By his dying love and merit Did you claim the Holy Spirit as your guide today? Oh, how praying rests the weary Prayer will change the night to day So when life seems dark and dreary Don't forget to pray When your heart was filled with anger Did you think to pray? Did you plead for grace my brother That you might forgive another who had crossed your way Oh, how praying rests the weary Prayer will change the night to day So when life seems dark and dreary Don't forget to pray, don't forget to pray

Broken windows and empty hallways A pale dead moon in a sky streaked with grey Human kindness is overflowing And I think it's going to rain today Scarecrows dressed in the latest styles The frozen smiles to chase love away Human kindness is overflowing And I think it's going to rain today Bright before me the signs implore me Help the needy and show them the way Human kindness is overflowing And I think it's going to rain today No, I think it's going to rain today