Ceiling - Rusty

Does it really count If the words that form feel foreign in my mouth? Sleep away the day And leave me to sink in my bedroom shade Does it really count If I close my eyes and think of a way out? Would you really care If I stayed at home instead of being here? Instrumental Let me get out of this I can't say what I have to admit The ridges of your ceiling burned in my eyes The panic lingers though a year's gone by I guess the sun just got too close I felt the ground; I felt the impact The clarity that I now know It beats in my chest and I can't fake that I'm done with unheard words The static on the phone sounds so jarring 'Gainst the ringing of being alone Does anybody change or is it really just A matter of what's forgiven and forgot? So I'll just bite my lip and keep it to myself And outlook all the judgment that was felt You know it's so damn hard for me to just ignore The fact that silence isn't mine anymore Instrumental I'll scream out my words If you pay attention I'll scream out my words If you just listen I guess the sun just got too close I felt the ground; I felt the impact The clarity that I now know It beats in my chest and I can't fake that I'm done with unheard words The static on the phone sounds so jarring 'Gainst the ringing of being alone Does anybody change or is it really just A matter of what's forgiven and forgot? So I'll just bite my lip and keep it to myself And outlook all the judgment that was felt You know it's so damn hard for me to just ignore The fact that silence isn't mine anymore Instrumental He said, she said... who's to tell? He said, she said... who's to tell? Who's to tell?

You crucify yourself, What's happened baby You crucify yourself, Look what's happened baby You crucify yourself, Look what's happened baby Are you still by yourself? Cause I can't reach you lately I know you could, but you won't leave them I know you could, but you won't leave them You crucify yourself, Look what's happened baby Are you still by yourself? Cause I can't reach you lately You crucify yourself, Look what's happened baby Are you still by yourself? Cause I can't reach you lately I know you could, but you won't leave them I know you could, but you won't leave them

8tch! Baby! Leyin ti mo ji, timo jeun, mo shi insta Mi o ti scroll rara, lesekese mori Binta Iyen ex mi, ton shi text mi, ohun ati new guy e won chill biti winter Ain't gon lie, for real they look so happy though The thing choke me, i think I need an antidote Need to calm myself, i need some photos bro 'Cause my head don wan dey run itself like auto-mode Rili tajo dagba lojosi na ti ra benz Oti kole fun mummy, Iya Rili is really on a flex Dem dey compare, but i'm really tryin' all my best Guess my best ain't shit, they don't see it from my lense Plus e be like say everybody dey move, only me dey stuck Only me dey pushed to the wall, only me dey plugged Only me dey waste my time, only me dey clocked Only me dey for only me, yeah, only me dey lost Growing up, Olanrewaju was such a bright boy These days i'm a joke, food for Okpocha Bright oi? Empty basket, wey dey make mouth, wey dey fade out Naso dem dey talk, it seems my life dey go south But moms gon' tell his boy never to lose hope Heard that so many times e don dey turn scope Blessed me so many times she don dey turn Pope I hope i still got hope other than to off cloth She tells me "breaking through is so vivid" "Got to hold on, be strong and stay rigid" "Shine your light boy, sogbo, do not hide it" "You are God's own, God's zone, God's given" But wait, what if mommy is wrong tho? What if i'm all by myself like a condo? What if my name wont be mentioned in the convo? What if the talent remains unknown like i'm John Doe? 'Cause e be like say the patient dog don dey chop bone Go too legal oma di ilega, u go chop bone You go start to doubt yourself, omo you go turn clone Dem go lick the ice cream finish, omo you go chop cone So I double my grind and go swiftly Heads up, chin up ma guy, we go beastly! Hussle till we flex till the death, we go nipsey! Aim for the goal no dey roam (Rome), we bone Italy Spill all my pain when I get in the booth Voices on hold, mina speak fi di yute Go for the future, hold on to the root False world, but i hope you see the truth, be you False world, but i hope you see the truth, be you False world, but i hope you see the truth, be you False world, but i hope you see the truth, be you

Hey eh, well it's me De 'I' to de 'B' (Whoa) It is happening again God have come and take away all my pain Know I got to say I love you (hey) It is happening again God have come and take away all my pain Know I got to say I love you Said make ah jumping up to the ceiling What a wonderful feeling God you have my back Always defend me when I'm under attack Said make ah jumping up to the ceiling What a wonderful feeling God you have my back Always defend me when I'm under attack Nana nan nana nan nana nan nana nan na nana nan nana Nan na nan nana nan na (whoa) Nana nan nana nan nana nan nana nan na nana nan nana Nan na nan nana nan na (hey) You never leave me hungry You never leave me thirsty You always with me in my time of struggle You never leave me weary You never leave me lonely Always guide and protect me (hey) You never leave me desolated, and afflicted (further) Cause in de desert storm, you are my rain (yeah) So when they walk in de darkness And they come at me with dey madness You shine your light, so I could see through all de madness You're my mission, and ah going on You're my mission, even weather through the storm You're my mission, said and ah going on Meh say most high god, have meh back And say most high god, go mash up de attack