But Only As a Friend - Darwin Rev

I've never really thought much about it But you looked so pretty in any outfit You called me silly cause I can't seem to hide it The smile you gave me I wish I could quit And as you can see I can't help it Wish I could really just have your voice on repeat But you'll never see me like how I see you I'll always be the one to carry the things you buy Hold the door for you as you gracefully walk by You said you love me but only as a friend But don't you worry I'm happy and content I get so happy wont ever admit When you call me baby out of habit It's not meant for me but I guess I'll prolly take it Call me crazy but when our eyes meet I hope you can't see it lights up different It's prolly just me overthinking it Cause I know that you won't ever feel the same But regardless I'll always be the one to carry the things you buy Hold the door for you as you gracefully walk by You said you love me but only as a friend But don't you worry I'm happy and content And though it breaks my heart I still wouldn't want to show Cause I don't want to be apart from you But I guess thats how it goes I'll always be the one to carry the things you buy Hold the door for you as you gracefully walk by You said you love me but only as a friend But don't you worry I'm happy and content

Felt things change for just one day But now it's back to the same old ways Failure is an ocean instead of a floor The bed is a raft floating away from the door Swallow salt just to taste something Heart can't push blood that's thickening Some say it's suffocating Say that I'm not living Paranoia comes knocking She's my only friend Paranoia is here again She's my only friend I let my guard down to meet someone new Said she was disappointed Said I fucking knew Sometimes it's suffocating I don't feel like I'm living Paranoia's always lingering She's my only friend. Paranoia comes knocking She's my only friend Paranoia is here again She's my only friend