But I Know - Normie Rowe

冰塊 還沒融化 你在看錶 我 笑的尷尬 你說 最近很忙 改天聊吧 那天 我在樓下 想了很久 想 你說的話 你說 愛情很窄 世界很大 (而我們應該長大) 就這樣吧 就這樣吧 我想我 聽懂你 話中的話 而我知道那真愛不一定能白頭到老 而我知道有一天你可能就這麼走掉 而我知道我知道這一切我全都知道 我就是受不了 而我知道我們曾天真的一起哭和笑 而我知道放開手但不知道怎麼忘掉 而我知道你走了以後的每一分一秒 卻還是這麼難熬 微笑 緊緊咬牙 給你祝福 你 自由飛吧 你說 溫室沒有 燦爛的花 (你總是很有想法) 就這樣吧 就這樣吧 我同意 可是我 淚如雨下 而我知道那真愛不一定能白頭到老 而我知道有一天你可能就這麼走掉 而我知道我知道這一切我全都知道 我就是受不了 而我知道我們曾天真的一起哭和笑 而我知道放開手但不知道怎麼忘掉 而我知道你走了以後的每一分一秒 卻還是這麼難熬 卻還是這麼難熬 而我知道我們曾天真的一起哭和笑 而我知道放開手但不知道怎麼忘掉 而我知道你走了以後的每一分一秒 卻還是這麼難熬 卻還是這麼難熬 卻還是這麼難熬 而我知道我知道這一切我全都知道

You've got the devil on your shoulder You better shut your mouth just like I told you You've been controlling me through fiction It's obvious, I've got to break you like a bad addiction Oh, I can't say no I'm losing control I'm having bad dreams And nothing you can do will keep the Bad things away from me until I fall asleep Bad dreams, despite your good intentions The girl is like an architect And I am just a new invention I am just a new invention I am just a new invention You've got to choose between your faces Feels like you're running out of holy places And now the room is getting quiet (shh) Oh, what a shame Nobody taught you how to read and riot Oh, bless my soul I'm losing control I'm having bad dreams And nothing you can do will keep the Bad things away from me until I fall asleep Bad dreams, despite your good intentions The girl is like an architect And I am just a new invention I am just a new invention I am just a new invention It's a miracle I'm standing You're dragging me back into having (Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad) I'm having bad dreams And nothing you can do will keep the Bad things away from me until I fall asleep Bad dreams, despite your good intentions The girl is like an architect And I am just a new invention I am just a new invention (bad dreams, bad dreams) I am just a new invention (I can't sleep, having bad dreams) I am just a new invention (I can't sleep, can't sleep) I am just a new invention

I take one To make me feel better I take two despite any directions Three, four, five Just for the hell of it Seven, eight, nine, ten Starting to lose count again Could it be that it's only in my head? Sugar, sugar, sugar pills (oh) Give me something more for my wild imagination Sugar, sugar, sugar pills (pills) Tell me that you're more than a sick fascination Fascination Fascination A quick fix It's a cheap trick Get yourself a pseudo scientific little fiction You can fix this Seven, eight, nine I'm losing count again Maybe they don't work at all Swallow every one of them Could it be that it's only in my head? Sugar, sugar, sugar pills (oh) Give me something more for my wild imagination Sugar, sugar, sugar pills (pills) Tell me that you're more than a sick fascination Fascination Fascination You're with me all the time Always in the back of my mind You're with me all the time Always in the back of my mind Sugar, sugar, sugar pills (oh) Give me something more for my wild imagination Sugar, sugar, sugar pills (pills) Tell me that you're more than a sick fascination (oh) You're with me all the time Give me something more for my wild imagination Always in the back of my mind Tell me that you're more than a sick fascination Fascination Fascination Fascination Fascination

There was a time I could not cry But that has left me now For 7 years I could not dream But now that's done There were songs I could not sing Words I could not know Oh but now they found me on a bridge And they broke my heart There was a way I used to talk I cannot recognize And now my language cannot give me what I need And I tore it from my bible and I kept it from my god I would not lose to junkies on the street It hit me so hard I could not see That shot was only meant for me And all the faces that I knew They were lying When the hard road went back to sand And with the wheel still in my hand I built a highway out of dust And I was flying There was a way I used to talk I cannot recognize And now my language cannot give me what I need And I tore it from my bible and I kept it from my god I would not lose to junkies on the street It hit me so hard I could not see That shot was only meant for me And all the faces that I knew They were lying When the hard road went back to sand And with the wheel still in my hand I built a highway out of dust And I was flying

The stars were tripping on a Tuesday night I didn t know that it was cold I got so high that the seasons changed I watched as silver turned to gold I dreamed my life I was chasing it down It didn t have no place to go I shoulda known I woke the devil up I shoulda heard the engine groan The road was shaking but my hands were still The lights were dancing on their own I lit the dash I took my sun glasses off I like to see that fucker glow Remember after school at the Skyler Park Trading in our stories for the dark In our heads in our own way Remember Megan with her make up off She made us dream she got us off It was good that she moved away I took a right onto Maple Hill Somebody laughing in the wind I should have felt the rain on my left hand I should have heard the devil grin Lightning came from the other side I could see the steel explode The sound of thunder covered up my eyes An engine screaming in my nose The moon was raining down broken glass I didn t know I left the radio on Until I heard it singing from the mud Then I saw them standing 'round this little boy Pale blue skin in his corduroy Pumping his life they were holding on Then I heard the walls as they began to weep His naked body had gone to sleep I saw an old woman hit the floor My head was gone But my clothes were on I left my body in the car I listened hard for the voice of God I didn t hear nothin' at all It was a sunset like I'd never seen I could almost see the end I tried to reach it but I blew it away Then it all turned black again And I was a runner more than half my life I was a track star back in '95 I was full almost a man And I had a girlfriend back before I died The peeled her off from my wounded side I could feel her empty hands

I'm in a daze, losing control All that I made is unraveling slowly, oh I let you in, I should've known You'd take my heart and run And leave me wondering How I ever cried for someone Who would keep me Crumbling in their arms All I ever wanted to do Was love in every way that I knew Instead, you made me lose Myself and all my mind All you ever wanted to say Was every way I needed to change, ooh Baby, love don't work that way Swept in your chaos I played the part Spent one too many times Lost in the dark I wanted to hold you But you'd just slip right through Cuz it's never enough, no Oh, you left me wondering Why I'd ever fight for something That would keep me Crumbling in your arms All I ever wanted to do Was love in every way that I knew Instead, you made me lose Myself and all my mind All you ever wanted to say Was every way I needed to change, ooh Baby, love don't work that way (Work that way) Baby your love, your love, your love, oh It's all a game I don't play anymore Oh your love, your love, your love, oh It's all a game I don't play anymore Baby your love, your love, your love All I ever wanted to do Was love in every way that I knew Instead, you made me lose Myself and all my mind (Your love, your love, your love, oh) All you ever wanted to say Was every way I needed to change, ooh Baby, love don't work that way

You were nothing but the fragrance of an old dream, That was just time playing tricks on my mind. You've escaped from all the pictures that I remember, You come back as a bottle of wine. In your letters, I can see your mouth was moving, Your voice was at the tip of my recall. Then your ghost could only brush against my t-shirt, And now your body shows up to take it all. And your movements, I could match before your maker I know them deep enough to paint them in the air. Life is a liquid, and I stretch far past its boarders. I have a feeling you'll be waiting for me there. And my city shakes its head at my wilderness, And my heart has built a mind for itself. And I have found a little shelter inside of a sickness. I'll be waiting for the icicles to melt. But I want to borrow the light, Use it on you when the sun goes down. Let's lead the rusted old folks back in the city Where they belong. Where they belong. And your children, like little wolves that go unnoticed, As the diamonds play their gimmick against the sand. And I have found an ocean in the doorway of your body, I know the secret, but I haven't got a plan. And I want to borrow the light, Use it on you, when the sun goes down. Let's lead these rusted old folks, back in the city Where they belong. There was a cloud in my face And now I gotta wash my eyes. 'Cause I though love was just a strip mall, Baby, you are a surprise. You are a surprise.