burning (feat. just lil) - ones

Yeah, this one's for the mama that I never knew (Never knew) I took acid just to burn all of my memories of you I guess now I really wanna know the truth How'd you leave your only child at nine for another dude? Took that pain and punched my father in the stomach 'til he bled Hit the store and stole a 40 and took that shit to the head All the years that you ignore me left me sleepless in the bed I hope daddy got some kids because your only son is dead My revenge, got it in the end (In the end) I'm sure all them rituals need me again (Need me again) I spent twenty years waiting on the stairs Now I'm finished thinking anyone'll ever hear these prayers If I die before I wake, smoke me out of Heaven's gate Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the Devil's drink Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean that we relate All my dark days came in the summer All my thoughts changed, now I'm a loner Everything stayed, you were the runner Watch the train go away through the tunnels Hold up, stack my money up just for a rainy day Playboy MGK and I will pull up where you stay (Yeah) I die for my brother, I don't have nothin' to say (No) I die won't my baby mama, told me I was fake (Damn) I got real shooters, they ain't worryin' 'bout a case (Woah) I got people talkin', but won't say shit to my face (Yeah) AST for life, my ops are rolling in they grave (Damn) See me doin' good, I put that work in like a slave (Work) Up all night, mine Cloudy don't be spooked If I show you love, then will you always tell the truth? (Truth) Feel like I'm goin' crazy, couldn't trust no one but you (You) Suicidal thoughts keep tellin' me jump off the roof If I die tonight, no, I ain't got nothin' to prove CSI gon' say we was the realest in the room Fuck with mine, I kill 'cause I got everything to lose Fuck a mama, you know what I'll do (Yeah) If I die before I wake, smoke me out of Heaven's gate Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the Devil's drink Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean that we relate All my dark days came in the summer All my thoughts changed, now I'm a loner Everything stayed, you were the runner Watch the train go away through the tunnels Ooh, ooh, ooh The memories (Woah) keep playing on repeat (Yeah) I burn 'em all so I can start sleeping (Woah) And now they're back, I make it good (Yeah) I wouldn't change the past if I could (Woah) These memories, they won't get the best of me (Yeah)

(Waiting to find you) There's nothing to divide us Don't let me down I prayed tonight to get to here I've been burning Saving the world right now I know we're going down Waiting to find you Hearts in fire Forgetting when I go On my own, I will be here Waiting to find you Waiting to find you I've been burning Waiting to find, waiting to find you There's nothing to divide us Don't let me down I prayed tonight to get to here I've been burning Saving the world right now I know we're going down Waiting to find you When I go, on my own I know we're going down Waiting to find you Hearts in fire Forgetting when I go On my own, I will be here Waiting to find you Waiting to find you I've been burning Waiting to find, waiting to find you

I just wanna hear you say you miss me I know it hurts you every time you diss me When I'm fucked up you the one I'm always hitting When I lost you feel like I lost one of my kidneys I did what you wanted, got these bitches off of me I don't know why you stopped fucking with me You gotta new man but you looked better with me Don't act like you don't know me I knew you since seventeen I need you to trust me and believe in me It happened one time on repeat I just happened to find me a freak Fruits of my labor, got a Georgia Peach I just happened to take her with me She just happened to get on her knees She just happy she rollin' with me I just had that bitch sign a release I just happened to be from the streets I just happened to start makin' beats I just happened to turn out elite I like the feeling of sand on my feet So I brought a Draco to the beach On my birthday she came home for me Now I got her kids under my sheets Brought her friend and she say she a freak Now we bout to do something by the three Fuckin' bitch after bitch Got a sickness, I'm sick I know your man isn't shit I got his car on my wrist Don't give any of these girls a kiss Most likely I hit it and quit You the only one that I miss I just wanna hear you say you miss me I know it hurts you every time you diss me When I'm fucked up you the one I'm always hitting When I lost you feel like I lost one of my kidneys I did what you wanted, got these bitches off of me I don't know why you stopped fucking with me You gotta new man but you looked better with me Don't act like you don't know me I knew you since seventeen I need you to trust me and believe in me It just happened that I never quit It just happened that I hit a lick When I was with you girl I wasn't shit It just happened that I turned out rich Shopping, stoppin' I pose for a pic It just happened that I bought Fendi kicks It just happened that I fucked that bitch It just happened that I thought with my dick Girl I'm sorry I broke your heart But you knew how I was from the start Now I feel like we driftin' apart When I celebrate you should be a part I just got my first song on the charts I just bought my momma a car I turned my home boys into stars When I'm shopping I fill up my cart You should be wit' me Gotta die Bobby and Whitney Signed with XO and now none of these labels can pimp me Now I'm getting the money so simply I just hope that you miss me I just wanna hear you say you miss me I know it hurts you every time you diss me When I'm fucked up you the one I'm always hitting When I lost you feel like I lost one of my kidneys I did what you wanted, got these bitches off of me I don't know why you stopped fucking with me You gotta new man but you looked better with me Don't act like you don't know me, I knew you since seventeen I need you to trust me and believe in me

I don't wanna be nothin' like you I don't wanna be just like you I don't wanna be anything like you I don't wanna be just like you Look, I don't wanna be no fuck nigga I don't wanna sell drugs, nigga I don't ever wanna fuck mad hoes And then claim I can't find love with 'em I don't wanna be no super thug I don't ever wanna get tripped up I don't wanna get drunk and high And spend all my time in the strip club Look, I don't wanna ever go to jail and shit Serve time and get bail and shit Be a bum and start stealing shit Fuck around and die and go to hell and shit Yo, I don't wanna be jobless And I don't wanna be heartless Run around, tryna start shit Pickin' fights, thinkin' I'm hot shit Yeah, I don't wanna become vengeful And I ain't into what you're into Pray to God I don't run into Someone just like you, my one issue Hope one day, that shit does hit you 'Cause you so goddamn judgemental And I don't wanna... look... I don't wanna be nothin' like you I don't wanna be anything like you I don't wanna be just like you I don't wanna be anything like you I don't wanna be caught just like you I don't wanna be just like you I don't wanna be just like you I don't wanna be nothin' like you Uh, I don't wanna be hopeless A pretty girl with no focus A single mom with like four kids Never had much, never owned shit And no school and no diplomas Dropped out and don't know shit Steady sticking my nose in on your business Spreading rumors, uh I don't wanna be chasing guys Half ratchet, half sanctified Giving all your friends lame advice Always going out, can't stay inside, yeah I don't wanna become trite Content with my fucked up life Little attitude, actin' uptight Never had a clue, but I love fights No, I don't wanna smoke cancer sticks Going out every chance I get I love the truth but can't handle it Tryna cover bruises with bandages But I hope one day, that shit does hit you Cause you so damn judgemental And I don't want... I don't wanna be nothin' like you I don't wanna be anything like you I don't wanna be just like you I don't wanna be anything like you I don't wanna be caught just like you I don't wanna be just like you I don't wanna be just like you I don't wanna be nothin' like you I need someone to look up to A role model I can run to When I feel lost and I'm confused And I'm out of touch with my young roots I need confidence so that I can get And I love you and your common sense 'Cause lately, I've been tryna live this thug life And I'm not convinced Look, I love how you handle your own Glad you are the king to your own castle You handle life when it's thrown at you Never curl up, never faux fragile I need you to be here, regardless Teach me how to be there for my kids Show me how to be fearless often I need real guidance, I ain't scared of options Because of you, I've got a clearer conscience Because of you, I'm not scared of monsters Because of you, I'm not afraid of failure When life was blurry, you made it clearer And God forbid, if you died now I know that I'd be well taken care of I know you'll be there waiting for me I just wanna be just like you I wanna be anything like you I wanna be just like you Yo, what's up, this is Joyner, I'm unable to take your call right now, Leave me a brief message and I'll get back to you, peace It's really Valentine's Day and I'm sitting here thinking I'm about to get a gift from this man but this man can't even buy me a good dress because it's fucking Tuesday. So why should I expect a gift on Valentine's Day? And I'm here chewing on some fucking bubblegum waiting on some hard dick that's probably in the next bitch right now. So you know what? I'ma go find me my own chocolate