Bridge of Sighs - Little Albert

There's a sky full of lights And none of them stars But each white, silvery flicker's A faithful reminder to us Of a weight that's in youth That makes a dick of us all If it happened today Then it's probably happened before In a crowd unfamiliar I just wanna touch a familiar face And make friends at the parties I've feared The likes of an age To be wanted with truth And make formidable love See light in myself That I see inside everyone else I know It's not a lacking of spine Nor of physical pulse It's just a feeling of distance Akin to a feeling of loss Of love in the youth Of my limited life That passed in a violent And ritual screwing inside And the years unfamiliar Are made of increasingly digital days And I am grieving the loss of myself With frightening malaise When there's weightless in youth And the sum of it's small Just stand in the darkness And laugh with your heel on its throat 'Cause not everything means something, honey So say the unsayable Say the most human of things And if everything is temporary I will bear the unbearable Terrible triteness of being Alone in my house Frozen in time But don't get me wrong now, honey I am trying There's a warmth in the eyes And a clearness of thought When the deepest of sighs And the frankest of shadows are gone We're pushing a stone Up a mountainous waste And the lines at the store Look like lines on a beautiful face See, I'm not so assured Nor unusually strong Or outstandingly brave I'm more just fumbling around in the dark For the bulk of my day When there's weight that's in youth And the sum of it's small I will stand in the darkness And laugh with my heel on its throat And not everything means something, honey So say the unsayable Say the most human of things And if everything is temporary I will bear the unbearable Terrible triteness of being Alone in my house Frozen away But don't get me wrong now, honey I'm okay Ah, cast me a line Ah honey, cast me a line Won't you fear me tonight? Goddamn, do you fear me tonight? Ah, pass me a light Ah honey, pass me a light Won't you feel me tonight? Goddamn do you feel me tonight? 'Cause not everything means something, honey So say the unsayable Say the most human of things If everything is temporary I will bear the unbearable Terrible triteness of being

Slowly crossing as the river runs below Never stopping for whats waiting soon will show And this last time looking back I'll see my home For he awaits me, reaching for my soul He calls my name, and waves me on The fallen one he stands in flame Well the life that he has given full of riches and success Has a price that I made good in blood to pay And the light he now is showing to guide my every footstep Is insurance if I falter on my way. And what God has now forsaken and man has never seen Are the riches of the underworld below All my years of earthly pleasures gave support unto the bridge I now cross it giving him my soul Dark Lord, I summon thee Demanding the sacred right to burn in hell Ride up to hells hot wind Face one more evil than thou Take my lustful soul Drink my blood as I drink yours Impale me on the horns of death Cut off my head, release all my evil Lucifer is king, praise Satan! I know the one who waits, Satan is his name Across the bridge of death, there he stands in flame I know the one who waits, Satan is his name Across the bridge of death, there he stands in flame He is my provider as I walk into the void For eternity I give to him my soul I shall do his bidding, obey him without question, Even walk among the living if I'm told Satan, don't forsake me! I wait for you take me Grant me wings and as you messenger I'll fly