Break My Heart Myself - Bebe Rexha

Hello, my name is Stevie Actually, I'm lying, it's really Bebe It's the meds, they make me really sleepy Klonopin, my friend, yeah, she numbs the feeling My doctor upped my dosage My mom felt bad, so she sent me roses Without it, I feel really hopeless And 5.7 of Americans know it Woah-oh, I'm living and I'm dreaming Trying to stay even, no No, I don't need your help To make me sick, to make me ill I don't need anybody else 'Cause I can break my heart myself I don't need your help Getting off of this carousel I don't need anybody else 'Cause I can break my heart myself Today went really well I didn't wake up in a panic spell It was fine, even though I fell Deeper and deeper in a manic hell Woah-oh, I'm living and I'm dreaming Trying to stay even, no Woah-oh, I'm draining for no reason Apologize, no feelings, oh No, I don't need your help To make me sick, to make me ill I don't need anybody else 'Cause I can break my heart myself I don't need your help Getting off of this carousel I don't need anybody else 'Cause I can break my heart myself Woo-hoo, woo-hoo, woo-hoo 'Cause I can break my heart myself There's a jumper on, Hollywood and the 101 And I'm scared, I could be that one but I'm not (oh, oh, oh) Woo-hoo, woo-hoo, woo-hoo 'Cause I can break my heart myself I don't need your help To make me sick, to make me ill I don't need anybody else 'Cause I can break my heart myself I don't need your help Getting off of this carousel I don't need anybody else 'Cause I can break my heart myself

Did you break my heart? Wasted too much alcohol Nights like this I fall apart Baby you're still I want I'm so lost at the kickback Where you been at? I'm so faded I'm hallucinating You back Contemplating All the drinks I'd take to miss that How could I miss that? No I don't need you No I don't need you But every time I see you I feel I need to Replay mistakes you've made To help me move on I'm faded I'm saying You're gone Did you break my heart? Wasted too much alcohol Nights like this I fall apart Baby you're still I want You're all I wanted babe And I swear I'm better for ya But you left before I showed And there's reasons why You left me Babe I know But this empty bottle Slowly takin my control No I don't need you No I don't need you But every time I see you I feel I need to Replay mistakes you've made To help me move on I'm faded I'm saying You're gone Did you break my heart? Wasted too much alcohol Nights like this I fall apart Baby you're still I want You're all I wanted babe You're hard to replace now I tried for a love like yours I looked but I can't no more I'm drinking champagne now Just like we did before Back then when I was yours Did you break my heart? Wasted too much alcohol Nights like this I fall apart Baby you're still I want You're all I wanted babe

Been numb so long, I just wanna feel somethin' Used to be so strong, how did I forget? Has the world gone cold? Have I lost my soul? Feels just like forever, oh And all I felt is nothin' I just wanna feel somethin' So break in to my heart Let me feel the blood rush in Break in to my heart I need to feel the pain again Tear it up and bruise it Wreck it and abuse it Let it cut beneath the skin Break in to my heart And make me feel again I spend most my life, always chasin' somethin' I wonder what it's like to have no regrets Has the world gone blind? Have I lost mind? Lord, I can't remember, oh I just wanna feel somethin' So break in to my heart Let me feel the blood rush in Break in to my heart I need to feel the pain again Tear it up and bruise it Wreck it and abuse it Let it cut beneath the skin Break in to my heart And make me feel again (ooh) Here I am bleedin', livin' and breathin' (ooh) Lookin' for a meanin', somethin' to believe in (ooh) So break in to my heart Let me feel the blood rush in Break in to my heart So break in to my heart Let me feel the blood rush in Break in to my heart I need to feel the pain again Tear it up and bruise it Wreck it and abuse it Let it cut beneath the skin Break in to my heart And make me feel again (ooh) And make me feel again (ooh) So tear it up and bruise it Wreck it and abuse it Let it cut beneath the skin Break in to my heart And make me feel again

Have you ever felt like being somebody else? (Somebody) Feeling like the mirror isn't good for your health? (Pipe that shit up, TnT) every day, I'm trying not to hate myself Tryin' not to-, tryin' not to-, you know, hate Hate what I been through changed me, know what I'm sayin'? (Colorado run for mil) (Trill got the juice, nigga) Just a little bit, love me more Just a little bit, love me more Oh, no, love me more Just a little bit, love me more Have you ever felt like being somebody else? Youngin', uh, uh, youngin' (and it break my heart) Feeling like the mirror isn't good for your health? (And it broke my heart, and it breaks my heart) look, look I got stabbed in my back and crossed so many times I don't know who to trust, think everybody lyin' (lyin') I be finna give up, 'cause I'm so tired of tryin' (tryin') Crawl under a rock, and isolate my mind (mind) I don't want no broke friends 'cause I'm larger than a bitch (larger) Don't want no rap friends, 'cause they be flawer than a bitch My old friends changing, seen it in HD (in HD) If you a fake-flawed fuck nigga then what that make me, huh? (Make me) 'Cause I was cool with you, nigga Broke in houses, skipped school with you, nigga Stood on the block and broke the rules with you, nigga The whole time you was foolin' me, nigga (foolin' me now) Who would've knew the price we paid for platinum plaques? This fortune and this fame got strings attached (strings attached) People get to actin' weird when fame attached (fame attached) Come around and live they life with my name attached (oh-whoa-oh) I said, "Girl, where you going?" (Where you going, love?) "You can't stay a little while longer?" (Why you going, love?) The real from the fake and the fake from the flawed (and the fake-) Gettin' harder to tell 'em apart (apart) And it breaks my heart (my heart), and it breaks my heart (it really breaks my heart) And it breaks my heart (it really breaks my heart), and it breaks my heart (it really breaks my heart) You really broke my heart, I-, why you break my heart? (You break my heart) Break my heart (you break my heart), yeah, it broke my heart, and it breaks my heart (break my heart) Yeah, yeah What's up fam', that's how you feel family? (Oh, whoa) Real from the fake, and the fake from the flawed, harder to tell them apart (ayy, the world gon' hear this) And it breaks my heart, and it breaks my heart (ayy, can you hear me? Is this shit going? Is this mic on?) Nigga real is rare, just know Every day, I'm trying not to hate myself But lately, it's not hurtin' like it did before Just a little bit, love me more Just a little bit, love me more Oh, no, love me more Just a little bit, love me more

Black hearts, black days Raindrops on my window pane Streetlights, street life Hot blood burning in my veins History won't drag me down I say no, no, no, I say no, no, no It's buried six feet underground Let it go, go, go, let it go Hey, hey, what you say I've got no use for yesterday I'm gonna live, I'm gonna love Right now And if tomorrow never comes I'm gonna stay forever young These lungs of mine Were made to scream and shout I said hey, hey, what you say It seems like trouble's on the way I'm gonna live, I'm gonna love Right now It's singing oh, oh oh oh I said hey, hey, what you say I've got no use for yesterday I've got no I've got no I've got no I've got no use for yesterday I've got no I've got no I've got no I've got no use for yesterday Tonight I've got a new life I gotta get right and get it moving White lies left me snowblind But now this time, I see right through it History won't drag me down I say no, no, no, I say no, no, no It's buried six feet underground Let it go, go, go, let it go Hey, hey, what you say I've got no use for yesterday I'm gonna live, I'm gonna love Right now And if tomorrow never comes I'm gonna stay forever young These lungs of mine Were made to scream and shout I said hey, hey, what you say It seems like trouble's on the way I'm gonna live, I'm gonna love Right now It's singing oh, oh oh oh I said hey, hey, what you say I've got no use for yesterday I've got no I've got no I've got no I've got no use for yesterday I've got no I've got no I've got no I've got no use for yesterday

I knew from the moment that I met you This wasn't right But I couldn't leave you 'cause you treated me So damn right There was nothing wrong with you The truth is you're a damn good guy But I knew from the moment that I met you This wasn't right And you had money and cars, looked like a star You loved me so good, I could cry Bought me roses and rings, such beautiful things But I was taught never to lie I hate to see the look on your face I wish I could make myself stay But our hearts don't live in the same space So tell me how to break yours with grace (So tell me how to break yours with grace) I knew from the moment that I left you You'd be alright You're gonna find another lover One who doesn't waste your time But every time you look at me My body says, one last night I swear I wouldn't leave with you But I just came to say goodbye And you had money and cars, looked like a star You loved me so good, I could cry Bought me roses and rings, such beautiful things But I was taught never to lie I hate to see the look on your face I wish I could make myself stay But our hearts don't live in the same space So tell me how to break yours with grace I hate to see the look on your face I wish I could make myself stay But our hearts don't live in the same space So tell me how to break yours with grace (So tell me how to break yours with grace)

Okay It turns out, I'm my worst enemy Don't know how to be a friend to me Don't think I'll ever change, yeah A break down is my daily routine A fake smile is my accessory I'm tired of feelin' low And I'm too tired to hurt Yeah, I feel too much, almost deadly Overthink it all, keep obsessing Here I go again, why'd I let me Get so empty? I feel empty Empty I close my eyes and baby, then I see All the people that used to love me The tears I tried to cry Are dried up in my eyes Yeah, I feel too much, almost deadly Overthink it all, keep obsessing Here I go again, why'd I let me Get so empty? I'm so empty I feel empty Here I go again, why'd I let me Empty Yeah, I feel too much, almost deadly Overthink it all Here I go again, why'd I let me Get so empty?