Waiting on my obstacle Am I the last to bother? Hip bruised blue, your pre-sin tomb Grasping for the bottom Daddy's at the hospital The gator finally got him Face to face he tricks himself "It's better now than autumn" Car key, blondie, dog tag from the pound No one wants you like me, stick around It's so profound Waiting on your obstacle Wondering how you got her Boy you best not throw it out The breath before the bottle Deep seed, bloody, dogma from the ground No one loves you like me, hear that sound It's all around In the light, you arrive, as the curtain closes Intertwined and attached to his soul There were not any sermons to speak There was goodbye and hello Where did you end when it was beginning? Finalized, an immaculate ghost There was only a moment to see There was laughter in the cold I don't want to lose control Fall like that again I don't want to lose my mark Burn it in my head Daddy's at the hospital The music finally got him Face to face he tells himself "It's better than without 'em" "It's better than without 'em" "It's better than without 'em" "It's better than without 'em"

I want to watch it all fall until it's dark, You both look exactly the same at night I'd arrange the bed like crosses, watched them fall into the floor Made me stop and forget what we were fighting for It's like everything that I ever have imagined's coming true today (Instrumental) There is a cost, my friends Of living out some other dream to find the consequence It comes and goes in seasons around here, I thought again There's nothing left around to yield this sorry ignorance If I do echo I hope you never see There is no one there that's waiting after me And I hope if there is one thing I let go - it is the way that we cope (Instrumental) Now I hope if there is one thing that we know From the way that you and I will wander on And we won't become a lifeless lope that wanders round and hopes for sorrow And I know! I know! I know! Know! I know!

I thought this time I might just walk away from you You were a thief, yeah, and I was the proof But you don't ever cry, so no telling the truth The first time that I tried to run away from you You gave me a list, said now baby you choose But it wasn't engraved, it felt more like a bruise Oh, I wasn't ashamed then, of my degree The fear that I once paid for now was free But I wasn't afraid then, of who I'd become In a desperate vain attempt to talk to God I saw, I saw Now I'm the same, lost my decree, and it paid for you I was a liar, I was stuck in the fog Yeah, and you were turnеd around, I was pretty much lost I'm first of four that tried to cast away from you Into the dark, you wеre a spear I was holding your head, you were watching me kneel I was barely born then, I was hardly evolved I was pacing back and forth to calm the squall So I ran out of reasons of places to fall Would you take my heart and nail it to your wall? I saw, I saw Once you reach the top it takes your air Are you hollow? Are you hollow? Lower than you think you've ever been Are you hollow? Are you hollow? I don't wanna believe it Stuck in my thought I've been tryna replicate the mask of God Now I'm starting to feel it Now the guilt's falling off When I turned my eyes around, I learned to talk I saw, I saw

Read Foxwood Baptist's sign tonight Some local kid lit a fire They burned down everything inside I won't leave indentions of me Me God ain't watching tonight So choose whichever side you'd like All the progress we made Won't end up meaning anything I won't leave indentions of me I won't leave intentionally You still matter to me I tell your friends repeatedly What a nightmare it seems To honestly think anything I won't leave indentions of me I won't leave intentionally

Evelyn I hate to wake you up again It's just that I can't sleep When any part of me thinks that you got doubt on your mind Evelyn I know our love so heaven sent But it's hard to feel angelic when everything I'm tellin' you feels out of line We used to talk so much now we don't say a thing Stuck in silence and I'm so tired, you tryna see what all this means So tell me what it is Won't you please, just tell me what it is 'Cause I know that there's a window to your heart that I'm not seein' through I just gotta find my way in Won't you tell it to me straight, you know I would appreciate Often in the way of all the things we wanna say Know that there's a window to your heart that I'm not seein' through I just gotta find my way in Dear Evelyn You always look so innocent With a brain so academic, why can't I prevent this? You bringin' me down I wanna know what point along the way I started askin' you to put away All of these feelings, that ain't workin', sealin' I say it to you We used to walk around, hangin' on by a thread Stuck in bottom, was hidin' what I knew would set us free Won't you tell me what it is Won't you please, just tell me what it is I know that there's a window to your heart that I'm not seein' through Just gotta find my way in Tell it to me straight, you know I would appreciate Often in the way of all the things we wanna say Know that there's a window to your heart that I'm not seein' through I just gotta find my way in With you Evelyn Oh, oh, oh, oh-woah Oh

Half a bottle down, a mile out of town and it hits me Everything I'd come to love was comin' back to get me Blue light in the rear-view left me with a clear view unloaded Got a lot of love, but I don't really know how to show it And I grew on my own, I told you so I did not need someone to hold Back my heart, the way you've done And you were doin' But why can't I be someone else tonight? I'd give anything to make this right And you don't know what you've been missin', babe So won't you turn off the lights and come back inside And then you'd find, you'd rather not Back into thе black, I was ready for somebody differеnt Rememberin' these days as much as I'm forgettin' If you're losin' tracks, steppin' back and you know it Count up all your friends, is there anybody left to ignore this? But why can't I be someone else tonight? And I'd give anything to make this right And you don't know what you've been missin', babe So won't you turn off the lights and come back inside And then you'd find, you'd rather not And I will hold my breath until I cannot anymore And why do I pray to a God that I know I can't afford? Am I wrong to be confused if I am still in love with you? Am I wrong to feel anything at all? But why can't I be someone else tonight? Oh, I'd give anything to make this right Oh, I'd give anything to make this right I'd give anything to make this right