In between a thought and being Try to rid myself of feeling Want to be objective, true A body's got nothing to prove You can put me in the ground But I'll still be hanging around In the basement, on the couch In the words leaving your mouth The passenger seat of your car Freezing in the frozen aisle Get under my skin An end that won't begin A pinching of a nerve I'll get what I deserve

Forest skin Hungry and quiet Is falling with Maroon and violet Turning in spirals Drifting light Crystals of blue start forming Stare into new worlds Warped in time Breathing leaves my body numb With winding limbs and setting suns Seeing you like seasons Walk down the lake To calm you Drenched in vermillion Clouds breaking in Peeling your gold Glowing but still too far Make believe until we're real like Warm bodies Craving until we dissolve Holding on to disappear Centuries unwind With revelry All synchronized To adore you Forest fires to cleanse your needs Come crashing in Melting your gold Glowing but still too far I'll make believe until we're real like Warm bodies Craving until we dissolve Holding on to disappear In Forest skin With droopy eyelids Are falling with your storm Glowing to end it all I'll make believe until we're real like Warm bodies Craving until we dissolve Holding on Midnight Don't end my chase Make it louder, louder Midnight Don't end my chase Make it louder, louder I must be dreaming When you're close to me Growing old (By the beach) Growing weak In styrofoam memories

This is not the way that we were meant to change You went the wrong way without a second thought This is not the way that we were meant to say how we viewed things I knew you'd come back around eventually But right now I just don't have the time to waste This is not the way that we were meant to change You went the wrong way without a second thought This is not the way that we were meant to say how we viewed things How we viewed things I knew you'd come back around eventually But right now I just don't have the time to waste I just don't have the time to waste I just don't have the time to waste I just don't have the time to waste (When will you come back around) I just don't have the time to.

Often times my insecurity is mistaken for humility and I don't know if I should stay if I can't make a sound. I don't want to believe that everything you say will hold me down like bricks tied to my feet. Bricks tied to my... Why do you always say the same thing?

Rest assured, I will let you down And don't you dare feel bad for leaving I wouldn't stick around for me And I know that's no way to think That's just who I am I can't think of a metaphor To describe the kind of person I am I traded in for clarity That's just how it had to be You know that I am yours If you choose to believe in me And don't you dare feel bad for leaving I wouldn't stick around for me And I know that's no way to think That's just who I am I can't think of a metaphor To describe the kind of person I am I traded in for clarity That's just how it had to be You know that I can't think of a metaphor (rest assured I will let you down) To describe the kind of person I am I traded in for clarity (and don't you dare feel bad) That's just how it had to be (for leaving) You know that (I wouldn't stick around for me and I know that's no way to think) I can't think of a metaphor (rest assured I will let you down) To describe the kind of person I am I traded in for clarity (and don't you dare feel bad) That's just how it had to be (for leaving) You know that (I wouldn't stick around for me and I know that's no way to think)

I have a life outside my mind But I am trapped inside Remembering nothing, wanting for no one So damn hollow I have a life outside my mind But I am trapped inside So damn hollow

How many days will I wake up with no recollection of how I got here? Another fight to keep my head above water. Above water... Is it true this cure is really my disease? Give me just one more, maybe we will see. How many days will I wake up drowning? And will I ever find a way to lead myself to change?