Blue and White Porcelain - April Yang

God knows I tried, but broken, I bow to the beast inside Covered my tracks, but couldn't swallow my pride As sure as the moonlight strikes our skin I howled a wrecking ball, and you were porcelain An altered state, sometimes I even scare myself Is it too late to question fate? And hope is fleeting, still tethered to this grim divergence of my being I can't stop the bleeding, I can barely stand myself God knows I tried, but broken, I bow to the beast inside Covered my tracks, but couldn't swallow my pride As sure as the moonlight strikes our skin I howled a wrecking ball, and you were porcelain Porcelain Porcelain I saw your face, but it couldn't save me I fell from grace, and I cracked your smile Don't rescue me, I can't escape it Ravenously, feed my feral mind, we bend before we break God knows I tried, but broken, I bow to the beast inside Covered my tracks, but couldn't swallow my pride As sure as the moonlight strikes our skin I howled a wrecking ball, and you were porcelain Porcelain, compulsions killing me Giving in and I can't go back Porcelain, it's fucking killing me Giving in, I can't go back I've broken my vows to reconcile I shattered your heart and left a crack in your smile As sure as the moonlight strikes our skin I howled a wrecking ball, and you were porcelain Porcelain Porcelain

Blue eyes Oh, they seem so easy to love White lies Always seem so easy to brush under the rug Myself and I We were born in a fiery rage, not out of love Oh, why? Oh, why? Mama, please listen Something is missing I don't feel the same in my skin I wake in the evening And sleep through the morning I feel as though I'll never win Was it the TV who raised me to go slightly crazy? The words I would hear every day The books I was reading taught me that feeling This way is okay Oh God, if I asked for blessing Would you send it on my way? 'Cause applause ignites a strange feeling And it doesn't seem to fade Mark my words, I will find a way To feel complete, do whatever it takes I will drink every drink, walk every road I will find another me and I will fall in love Mama, please listen Something is missing I don't feel the same in my skin I wake in the evening And sleep through the morning I feel as though I'll never win Was it the TV who raised me to go slightly crazy? The words I would hear every day The books I was reading taught me that feeling This way is okay

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