Blood of the Funeral - Marduk

I can't leave my bed but I can't sleep I got no clean clothes and I can't eat And I smoke too much 'til I can't breathe I'm emotional, I'll always be And I hate myself, but that's alright And I love myself, but that's alright And I tell myself that it's alright That I dream about the day I die To my surprise, there's no one to blame Nobody came, what a shame, shame, shame I've been dancing at my funeral Waitin' for you to arrive I was hoping you'd look beautiful Dancin' with tears in your eyes But nobody came, what a shame, shame, shame My hair fell out 'cause I dyed it cheap I want a real fake smile, but I hate my teeth I wanna tell you that I love you, but I just can't speak I got a fucked-up soul and an STD Do you hate yourself? Well, that's alright Do you love yourself? Well, that's alright Do you tell yourself that it's alright That you dream about the day you die? To my surprise, there's no one to blame Nobody came, what a shame, shame, shame I've been dancing at my funeral Waitin' for you to arrive I was hoping you'd look beautiful Dancin' with tears in your eyes But nobody came, what a shame, shame, shame Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh I wanna prove my love before I leave I wanna make you come and scrape my knees Want you to bite my tongue until I bleed And you can put these fuckin' words in my obituary We all hate ourselves, well, that's alright We all love ourselves, well, that's alright We all tell ourselves that it's alright That we dream about the day we die I've been dancing at my funeral Waitin' for you to arrive I was hoping you'd look beautiful Dancin' with tears in your eyes But nobody came, what a shame, shame, shame Nobody came, what a shame, shame, shame, shame, shame!