better off dead (feat. Xxn1ff) - ljstnn

Better off dead I really miss my friends I can't comprehend all this pain in my head Better off dead Better off dead Better off dead Yea I'm Better off dead I really miss my friends I cannot comprehend all this pain in my head Better off dead Better off dead You know I'm Better off dead It seems like every time I'm trying Feel like I've been dying You don't wanna change my mind But I don't wanna fight you You want me to fall I can't save them all Lately I've been all rogue I don't know where to go No oh No no no Lately I've been trying You can't fight it The devil taunting I need to escape Better off dead I really miss my friends I can't comprehend all this pain in my head Better off dead Better off dead Better off dead Yea I'm Better off dead I really miss my friends I cannot comprehend all this pain in my head Better off dead Better off dead You know I'm Better off dead

She couldn't stand me anymore So she just took the kids and went You see, I've got a drinkin' problem All the money that we had I spent Now I must die by my own hand 'Cause I'm not man enough to live alone Hey, hey, she's better off without me And I'm better off dead now that she's gone Ah, she gave the most, took the least She even had the priest come to our home And I cried and prayed and promised That I'd leave the stuff alone Now I must leave what I can't face I hope she finds the kids a happy home Hey, hey she's better off without me And I'm better off dead now that she's gone She used to call her friend and cry Then the man cut off the telephone She'd sit and cry while I went out And pawned the things we owned Now I must die by my own hand 'Cause I'm not man enough to live alone Hey, hey she's better off without me And I'm better off dead

(Ditty we 'bout to be rich, baby) Like I cannot love all that shit is not meant for me If you riding, better sit with me Is you gon' be there when shit get lit for me? Late night, tell that nigga you missing me How the fuck did I let that bitch get to me? Like, damn, you ain't shit to me And I need you, you ain't feeling me So when I see you, don't be feeling me She like Sha, you a goat Keep on rapping, you gon' blow When I'm fucking her good, she be curling her toes And she like when I'm fucking her soul When I grab on her butt, put my hand on her throat And if I get up with you, nobody gon' know To ya crib, I'm bringing my pole If it's oppy, I will not go Let me know if it's rocky 30 clip, just in case they move oppy I'ma flick, they can't stop me Bullets punching, we beat 'em like Ali (on the strip) Like stay beside me, anything that you want, I'm like, "Copy" (I'm the shit) And it's wocky, she move funny, but stay tryna watch me, 'cause I'm rich, like I really gave you my trust, like I-I really showed you enough You all in my phone, tryna see who I'm cuffin' Only call me when you wanted to fuck Late nights, wit' it tucked It was just me and you, now it's us Somebody calling (like), bitch, I won't pick up I cannot love all that shit is not meant for me If you riding, better sit with me Is you gon' be there when shit get lit for me? Late night, tell that nigga you missing me How the fuck did I let that bitch get to me? Like, damn, you ain't shit to me And I need you, you ain't feeling me So when I see you, don't be feeling me She like Sha, you a goat Keep on rapping, you gon' blow When I'm fucking her good, she be curling her toes And she like when I'm fucking her soul When I grab on her butt, put my hand on her throat And if I get up with you, nobody gon' know To ya crib, I'm bringing my pole If It's oppy, I will not go Let me know if it's rocky 30 clip, just in case they move oppy I'ma flick, they can't stop me Bullets punching, we beat 'em like Ali (on the strip) Like stay beside me, anything that you want, I'm like,"Cop it" (I'm the shit) And it's wocky, she move funny, but stay tryna watch me (because I'm lit)

Ash his heart onto the ground Pull his guts out by frustration Be careful you might kill him Just 'cause he can't hear what you say Doesn't mean that he's not listening If you listen to your words He might like what you say So you've been going out for years And I'm sure that you've been happy Happy with your role You've been looking up to him As if you've forgotten of your own life Forgotten of your own face Burn and start again Just 'cause he can't hear what you say Doesn't mean that he's not listening If you listen to your words Then he might like what you say On my own again That's what she said That's what she said I'm leaving you tomorrow But she already left She already left On my own again That's what she said That's what she said I'm leaving you tomorrow But she already left She already left me... She said I'm better off dead It's your own life Live it for yourself It's your own life Live for your Just 'cause he can't hear what you say Doesn't mean that he's not listening If you listen to your words Then he might like what you say On my own again That's what she said That's what she said I'm leaving you tomorrow But she already left She already left... On my own again That's what she said That's what she said I'm leaving you tomorrow But she already left She already left me... She said I'm better off dead

Suicide on my mind am I better off dead Pills on the desk I left a note on the bed 'Cause even I cry, sorry I'm stressed I gotta confess, my life is a mess I don't wanna live and I feel like death Heart beating and it hurts my chest Hard breathing so I take a breath I inhale in try to make amends Stuck in a cycle, might go psycho Look in a mirror, I don't like to I'm too fat and I might need lipo I'm not perfect I'm just like you Screwed up moods 'cause of mental health Born to lose and I hate myself Honestly speaking I'm sick of my life Sick of the way that I feel every night Music is soothing it's all that I got But honestly not when you make it a job That is the price that I pay to exist Drowning in life and I can't really swim Sink to the bottom 'cause nobody's there Pick up the bottle 'cause nobody cares Handful of pills; I know that it kills I'm drifting away and I'm no longer scared Deeper I go and I fill with despair Pain and the scars that can't be repaired Nobody told me that life would be fair Sink to the bottom I'm comfortable there Suicide on my mind am I better off dead Pills on the desk I left a note on the bed 'Cause even I cry, sorry I'm stressed I gotta confess, my life is a mess I still get in these moods Stuck in place but time moves All I know is this anger Where that go I can't choose Could this be the paranoia Keeping me trapped in my past ways I cannot change when it's built deep Leaving my hope in the ashtray Lash away myself from the past Who's in the mirror that I'm looking at? I don't recognize that man, wonder will I rise again Questions that I still have, but I go off on a tangent God looking down like damn man Tell me when you finally will understand that Everything happens for a reason You could've been dead but you still dreaming But at the same time, you were still fiening For a sense of love and pride like you ever seen it They don't know that's gon' be pretty there's gon' be lows One more place that we're afraid of but we wanna reach goals Most of them will do it for the ego But we gotta do it for the people In pain Suicide on my mind am I better off dead Pills on the desk I left a note on the bed 'Cause even I cry, sorry I'm stressed I gotta confess, my life is a mess

Tennisxclub, darling... See, I don't have no patience I know you hate waiting We don't have no reason to lie Don't care bout the bridges I'm burning 'Cause I got this tunnel vision Love it when I go deep inside See, I know, I know I can see it in your eyes When I watch you blow, Hublot See, I know, I know I can see it in your eyes When I boss, Hugo, you go When I dead off the ting dey Make you wanna remember How deep is the question? Deeper's the answer I'll make you surrender When I dead off the ting dey 'Cause you love when I bend ya We go steam up the window Toes dey go tingle Screaming my lingo Yeah MartinsFeelz music... I won't keep you waiting 'Cause I don't have no reason Excuse me while I put it in drive Left and right all the lanes I'm switching A.B.S for the way you dripping Love it when we go for a ride Ayyy, I know, I know I can see it in your eyes When I watch you blow, Hublot Oh baby, I know, I know I can see it in your eyes When I boss, Hugo, you go When I dead off the ting dey Make you wanna remember How deep is the question? Deeper's the answer I'll make you surrender When I dead off the ting dey 'Cause you love when I bend ya, ya ya We go steam up the window Toes dey go tingle Screaming my lingo Yeah When I dead off the ting dey Make you wanna remember How deep is the question? Deeper's the answer I'll make you surrender When I dead off the ting dey 'Cause you love when I bend ya We go steam up the window Toes dey go tingle Screaming my lingo Yeah

A thousand hearts a thousand lies Sweet love and endless fights Low vibes and high rides Made me lose my mind When I need you close at hand You turn your back on me again I'm longing for love again And I need you to understand After days and nights we spend I'm not Better Off with you I'm sick and tired I can't pretend I am better off with you (I'm not better off, better off with you) A thousand hearts a thousand lies Sweet love and endless fights Low vibes and high rides Made me lose my mind When I need you close at hand You turn your back on me again I'm longing for a solid man Baby baby stand After days and nights we spend I'm not Better Off with you I'm sick and tired I can't pretend I am better off with you After days and nights we spend I'm not Better Off with you I'm sick and tired I can't pretend I am better off with you (I'm not better off, better off with you)