Better by Now - Josh Tobias

I don't wanna be sad anymore I think it's about time it got a little better I don't wanna be sad anymore I think it's about time it got a little better It's been long enough since I caught a break Everything around me is too hard to take And all these feelings should just go away Go away Cause I've been around for a long time It should be easier by now Just give me something Oh anything I want I'll be better I vow Cause I don't wanna be sad anymore I think it's about time it got a little better I don't wanna be sad anymore I think it's about time it got a little better Cause I've been around for a long time It should be easier by now Just give me something Oh anything I want I'll be better I vow Better than now Cause I don't wanna be sad anymore I think it's about time it got a little better I don't wanna be sad anymore I think it's about time it got a little better

Ain't it funny How all the stars are out tonight Shining down like kerosene lights Sending sailors safely home and sinners to bed And driving the monsters out from inside your head But I really ought to know better by now I really ought to know better by now I really ought to know better by now But damn it I don't Yeah baby I don't Ain't it funny How I can't even say her name And I would if I could but I can't it only brings me pain 'Cause you're not bad you're just bad for me You left me begging at your door like a dog looking for Something to eat I really ought to know better by now I really ought to know better by now I really ought to know better by now But damn it I don't Damn it I don't Damn it I don't Yeah baby I don't You said I'd always be your home You said you'd never go You said I'd always be your home You said you'd never go I really ought to know better by now I really ought to know better by now I really ought to know better by now But damn it I don't Yeah baby I don't

You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh I did not believe that it would end, no Everything came second to the Benzo You're not even speaking to my friends, no You knew all my uncles and my aunts though 20 candles, blow 'em out and open your eyes We were looking forward to the rest of our lives Used to keep my picture posted by your bedside And now, it's in your dresser with the socks you don't like And I'm rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin' With my brothers like it's Jonas, Jonas Drinkin' Henny and I'm tryna forget But I can't get this shit outta my head You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything (woah) Better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, uh yeah Better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, uh yeah

Du siger, du ikke ka' se mig mer' igennem min makeup Du siger, du ikke kan mærk mig mer', når vi ligger krop mod krop Du skriger, du vil ha' et ærligt svar Fra mit kamouflage-hjerte snart Me, me, men det pumper baby, traumer rundt i mig For du siger, jeg skal ha psykolog hjælp Laserfjernet mine ar Psykologen hedder Bjarne Og jeg fucker ik' med ham Venter bare i bilen Kommer hjem og siger det' fint Fik I snakket det hele? Ja, Bjarne mener det for sent For du siger, du ikke ka' se mig mer' igennem min makeup Du siger, du ikke kan mærk mig mer', når vi ligger krop mod krop Du skriger, du vil ha' et ærligt svar Fra mit kamouflage-hjerte snart Me, me, men det pumper baby, traumer rundt i mig Du siger, du tar' hjem til din mama lidt Tænker over ting Du siger, jeg burde ta' til Tyrkiet Besøge landsbyen igen Jeg snakker Ayahua', Ayahuasca Du siger, du knepper bare dig selv Skriver senere, at din papfar kommer' henter dine ting For du siger, du ikke ka' se mig mer' igennem min makeup Du siger, du ikke kan mærk mig mer', når vi ligger krop mod krop Du skriger, du vil ha' et ærligt svar Fra mit kamouflage-hjerte snart Me, me, men det pumper baby, traumer rundt i mig

Jeg har givet sjæl, liv, røv Til den her branche, yeah Endelig, endelig maler drømmene orange Maler drømmene orange Det' svært at forklare, ja det' svært at forklare Når din' drømme de' større end den hverdag du har De afviser dig, ja de afviser dig Til de snakker efter munden, til de stopper dig og priser dig Jeg tror, den her verden, den er bipolar Alle de nye ansigter som den viser mig De elsker en perker op' på scenen og der bifalder Til de stopper dig i bilen, gir dig dommer, udviser dig Yeah, yeah Jeg har givet sjæl, liv, røv Til den her branche, yeah Endelig, endelig maler drømmene orange Maler drømmene orange

Microphone on Camera check Everybody skips There's no way that i'll be ok And then I saw you there 4 minutes you still care No ulterior motive Damn that is so fotive How easy it is to talk to you Will it change once we rendezvous? Maya I hope I'll never meet ya Why don't we stay right here? Where we don't see things clear Maya I hope I'll never meet ya Why don't we stay right here? Where we don't see things clearly, Maya She's drinking Aperol I'm drinking wine And we're losing track of time Damn I think it is a sign How easy it is to talk to you Will it change once we rendezvous? Maya I hope l'Il never meet ya Why don't we stay right here? Where we don't see things clear Maya I hope I'll never meet ya Why don't we stay right here Where we don't see things clearly, Maya