best thing to happen to me - mxrgan

Hope I don't die inside a plane I'd like to die a better way And if I live to an old age I would've seen everything change I understand why people leave But leaving seems scary to me I think about these things too much My mind likes to wind itself up And I don't get a lot of sleep 'Cause what if they happen to me? 'Cause what if they happen to me? Yeah, what if they happen to me? What if my room burns down in flames? And I die in my sleep And never wake You say I shouldn't be this way But I don't think that I can change I think about these things too much My mind likes to wind itself up And I don't get a lot of sleep 'Cause what if they happen to me? 'Cause what if they happen to me? Yeah, what if they happen to me? I think about these things too much My mind likes to wind itself up And I don't get a lot of sleep 'Cause what if they happen to me?

I've had my share of life's ups and downs But fate's been kind, the downs have been few I guess you could say that I've been lucky And I guess you could say, it's all because of you If anyone should ever write my life story For whatever reason, there might be You'd be there between each line of pain and glory 'Cause you're the best thing that ever happened to me You're the best thing that ever happened to me Oh, there have been times when the times were so hard But somehow, some way I made it through And for every moment I've spent hurting There's been a moment spent loving you If anyone should ever write my life story For whatever reason, there might be You'd be there between each line of pain and glory 'Cause you're the best thing that ever happened to me You're the best thing that ever happened to me

나만 이런거야 원래 그런거야 나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래 너 정말 이럴꺼야 나만 이런거야 내 맘만 그런거야 나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래 너 정말그럴꺼야 나라고 별반 다를것 없었어 이 상황까지의 과정이 어떻던 허탈함이 먼저 머리챌 잡고 날 탓해 얼룩진 기억 눈물과 함께 닦아내 혼자있기가 머쓱해져 오늘을 살지만 내 속안은 예전 사진속 너가 유일한 말동무 냉장고 절반은 맥주캔에게 내줘 집안 내 방안 곳곳에 니 흔적이 허전함을 보태 뻔한 이별에 태연하지 못해서 너란 병실에서 퇴원하지 못했어 너도 이런현상을 수시로 겪나 문득 궁금해 나만이런걸까 알 방법이없나 또 문자를 썼다가 지웠다 낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이 너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어 잊을래 지울래 너의 자리 하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래 이별 뒤 내겐 고작 상실감 사라져버린 내 삶의 나침판 혼자서만 이런가 싶어 되 새기고 새긴말 I'LL BE FINE 근데 쉽지 않아 뜻대로 잊긴 커녕 시간만 낭비하는 느낌인걸 오히려 널 잡는게 빠르다는 생각밖에 안들어 나 조차 이런내가 안쓰러 가끔씩은 너가 밉고 원망스러 뒤죽박죽된 머리속 중심엔 너가있는데 WHAT ABOUT YOU? 추억이 깃든 것들 다 버려도 넌 일상 곳곳에 스며 있었어 이 상황에서 도망가고 싶은데 뛰고 있는건 발이 아닌 심장이였어 낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이 너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어 잊을래 지울래 너의 자리 하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래 나만 못 잊는거야 왜 맘 졸이는거야 내가 이 지경인데 너가 멀쩡하면 네 자신을 속이는거야 낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한 켠이 너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어 잊을래 지울래 너의 자리 하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만 이래 나만 이런거야 원래 그런거야 나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래 너 정말 이럴꺼야 나만 이런거야 내 맘만 그런거야 나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래 너 정말그럴꺼야

I lie awake at night Listening to you sleeping I hear the darkness breathe And the rain against the window After all this time Cynical and jaded All the stones are diamonds All the blues are faded Everything I've been through All I've seen and heard Spend so much of my life In the spiritual third world But you came and brought the rain here Something waiting to happen Something learning to fly We can talk without talking From inside to inside I have waited to feel this For the whole of my life We took ourselves apart We talked about our faces You said you didn't like yours I said I disagree I keep the pieces separate I clutch them in my coat A jigsaw of an angel I can do when I feel low From emptiness and dryness The famine of our days I watch the heavens open Wash it all away You came and brought the rain here Something waiting to happen Something learning to fly On the edge of exploding Something wild and alive Something waiting to happen Any time that you like I have waited to feel this For the whole of my life