Best I Ever Had - LAUREL

Away, running away Still, I can't fight it And it's on you You know just when to show up uninvited Closing my eyes, waiting on you To come and bite it So come and bite, ah Coming to see me Without a warning Standing outside at 3 in the morning Calling my name You cannot blame me For trying to be cautious Now we're in too deep Can't fall asleep I know you know that I want this You know I want ya Haa When you call because you miss me but you won't say it When you're making things really fucking complicated Even when I don't know if we're gonna make it Even when I hate it You're the best I ever had You're still, you're still, you're still The best I ever had You're still, you're still, you're still The best I ever had And I know it's bad, yeah Even when I'm mad I'm still holding on to you Your hands around my heart, you're in control You're the only one I keep so close Cause no other love has ever felt right It never felt right, no Got you on my mind Got you on my mind and there's nowhere to go Trying to find a way I can let you go Breaking my heart, but I still beg for more Gripping onto my soul Cause you're the best I ever had You're still, you're still, you're still The best I ever had You're still, you're still, you're still The best I ever had And I know it's bad, yeah Even when I'm mad I'm still holding on to you When you call because you miss me but you won't say it When you're making things really fucking complicated Even when I don't know if we're gonna make it Even when I hate it

Everywhere I go I find a little lost loves Taken with the tide My naivete dies Thrown up in the waves The salt underneath us shakes Heavy on the sea Our bodies wash up on the beach A slow fight Signs in the sky But we swore we'd try The waters cold No going home But we're still on hold I I I I and I Told you I would change But I'm still doing the same shit And yeah you thought I'd go your way But I'm still thinking the same things Strangers in loving Absently holding you It's always catching us up And yeah you told me you would change You're spinning out of my orbit Kingdom of the sky You're my religion in life But I'm thirsty for the blood A Burning desire for lust Frozen in a state Of loving you anyway Cause loving you is sweet When I'm not chasing fantasies Told you I would change But I'm still doing the same shit And yeah you thought I'd go your way But I'm still thinking the same things Strangers in loving Absently holding you It's always catching us up And yeah you told me you would change You're spinning out of my orbit All my life (all my life) Been falling out of time (been falling out of time) Been falling in and out again oh And I told you I would change But I'm still doing the same shit And yeah you thought I'd go your way But I'm still thinking the same things And I told you I would change But I'm still doing the same shit And yeah you thought I'd go ur way But I'm still thinking the same things Strangers in loving Absently holding you It's always catching us up And yeah you told me you would change You're spinning out of my orbit