I thought about leaving so I know how it ends Disappear without a trace Losing you, but saving face Our flame caught slow, now it's burning higher It's not that I'm afraid of heights It's just that I'm afraid of fire And honestly, I hate how you make me feel 'Cause I like being in control And you like making me let go It's so unlike me I never really like anymore It's almost blinding I have to look away not to come undone But if I'm telling the truth 'Cause my heart won't let me lie Oh, I only see you every time I close my eyes I can't fight these visions, visions Visions of what I'd be missing without you Visions, visions Visions of what I'd be missing without you Emotion's gunning like I'm sixteen And I'm too smart for teenage love But it's too good to be running from Yeah, I like the look of your shirt on my floor Wild and unafraid when you got me Pressed up against the door It's so unlike me I never really like anymore It's almost blinding I have to look away not to come undone But if I'm telling the truth 'Cause my heart won't let me lie Oh, I only see you every time I close my eyes I can't fight these visions, visions Visions of what I'd be missing without you Visions, visions Visions of what I'd be missing without you Run, run, run (ah, yeah) Visions of what I'd be missing If I run, run, run (oh) Visions of what I'd be missing If I run, run, run (ooh) Visions of what I'd be missing If I run, run, run (Ah, I'll tell you the truth) But if I'm telling the truth 'Cause my heart won't let me lie Oh, I only see you every time I close my eyes I can't fight these visions, visions Visions of what I'd be missing without you Visions, visions Visions of what I'd be missing without you Run, run, run Visions of what I'd be missing (oh, if I run) If I run, run, run (oh) Visions of what I'd be missing (if I run) If I run, run, run (ooh) Visions of what I'd be missing If I run, run, run (Run, run, run, run) (Run, run, run, run) (Nowhere else for me to run) (Nowhere else for me to run)

She's my painkiller All the side effects are there But I don't even care She's my painkiller, eh Pretty boy, why you're so sad Give me just a minute I'ma make you so glad Prescribe this pill, I know you ain't had Tell me where it hurts, and I'll fix it like that Oh, there goes the pain I can be your codeine anytime you call me I just wanna hear you say Ain't nothing else to take it Nothing else you need, 'cause She's my painkiller All the side effects are there But I don't even care She's my painkiller She's my painkiller Right now I know you're so sick And no one else can understand But boy I feel it, that's right Got me through thin and through thick I'm your IV, baby, till the last drip And oh, there goes the pain Feel me in your bloodstream See me in the morning I just wanna hear you say Ain't nothing else to take it Nothing else you need, 'cause She's my painkiller All the side effects are there But I don't even care She's my painkiller She's my painkiller (I could be your, I could be your painkiller) Yeah, I've got something for you 'Cause I could see you fading Yeah, I've got something for you Yeah, I've got something for you 'Cause I could see you fading Yeah, I've got something for you She's my painkiller (I could be your, I could be your) She's my painkiller (killer, killer, killer) Yeah (she's my painkiller) All the side effects are there But I don't even care She's my painkiller She's my painkiller (I could be your, I could be your painkiller) (I could be your, I could be your)

When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I wanna a perfect body I wanna a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here, yeah, yeah She's running out again, ooh She's she's running out She runs, runs, runs, runs Ooh-ooh Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep Uhm, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here

I'm so good at fantasy, and Seeing what I want to see, yeah See you at my door, seeing you can't take it anymore 'Cause you're so tired of missing me, and What I want is what you need, but Comin' back to earth, the truth is I'm alone, and yeah it hurts So I'm just asking 'cause I need to know (I need to know) Is this something I should be letting go? 66 days since I've seen your face But if we tried again, now, would it all just be the same? 66 days of praying we've changed 'Cause baby I'm afraid, now, I'm just built this way Saw you in another dream, and Waking up is bittersweet, so Some days I wanna fight for us Some days I wanna stick the knife in this, ayy So won't you show up with the new you? Or show up with somebody new 'Cause if I shouldn't stay In love I need a reason to hate you Is this something I should be letting go? 66 days since I've seen your face But if we tried again, now, would it all just be the same? 66 days of praying we've changed 'Cause baby I'm afraid, now, I'm just built this way 66 days, been living without you, been living without you 66 days, I been sleeping without you, been sleeping without you Hm, I been tryna forget you, I don't wanna forget you I know it's been a while, but I still think of you as mine After 66 days since I've seen your face But if we try again, nah, it'd all just be the same After 66 days since I've seen your face But if we tried again, nah, will it all just be the same? 66 days of praying we've changed 'Cause baby I'm afraid, now, I'm just built this way 66 days, been living without you, been living without you 66 days, I been sleeping without you, been sleeping without you I been tryna forget you, but I don't wanna forget you After 66 days, uh Woo, yeah, yeah, woo I can't forget you Uh, uh, yeah yeah I won't forget you Woo-hoo...

I'm selfish I always made your problems 'bout me I can't help it I wish I had a little empathy for ya But that night that you told me that I don't work hard enough Told me I cracked too much ripped me to pieces and then called it love Oh and I never handled it like I wanted to what was I supposed to do? Knowing that both of us had enough But when you think of me I hope you think of Joshua Tree That summer, where the road went on forever No one in sight for us When you think of me I hope you think of the letters that I sent ya From across town, just cause I missed ya When the worst was yet to come And you know I do, when I think of you Yeah you know I do, when I think of you You're careless Always saying things you didn't mean Took me for granted Expecting me to find the in-between But that night that I told you that I wouldn't marry you Swear I could feel from the floor to the ceiling Your walls came up So then I pulled you closer, and you pushed me further And nothing would matter We kept getting sadder and called it love But when you think of me I hope you think of Joshua Tree That summer, where the road went on forever No one in sight for us When you think of me I hope you think of the letters that I sent ya From across town, just 'cause I missed ya When the worst was yet to come And you know I do, when I think of you Yeah you know I do, when I think of you I think of New Year's in San Fransisco Drunk on my roof looking at you Wrapped up in your coat So tell me, my dear What do you think of? Don't you remember why we fell in love Oh, and when you think of me I hope you think of Joshua Tree That summer, where the road went on forever No one in sight for us When you think of me I hope you think of the letters that I sent ya From across town, just 'cause I missed ya When the worst was yet to come And you know I do, when I think of you Oh baby Yeah you know I do, when I think of you I think of you, I think of you, baby Are you thinking about me, baby? I'm thinking about you