Begonia - Mei Watanabe

Sitting in the bleachers Waiting for my time Crushes on all the student teachers Searching for that perfect line I always wanted just to fit in but couldn't sit in The role of what a woman should be And when the girls came around in jerseys Hard to play down I was weak in the knees Remember how I felt back then Scared to tell any of my friends Was it contextual? Or am I bisexual? Standing on a church pew Screaming out to something Never wanted to hurt you And I can't say all that shit meant nothing I always knew I couldn't live up, needed to give up What they said I was called to be And when you asked me to choose between God and you, it's true I chose myself and me Remember how I felt back then Sometimes I still feel it again I don't really mind it Still trying to find it Used to lean on it like a crutch Now I know I don't know that much I might be unsteady But maybe I'm ready Maybe I'm ready

Oh I think it's courageous of you Your thoughts are contagious When you don't really know what to do But you keep going through the stages 'Nd anyway, anyday I wish I was (ooo) Anyone else instead of myself Oh I keep feeling... (The beats, beats) You're gonna hurt yourself, it's not your birthday baby (The beats, beats) If there is nothing wrong, why am I down so long? If I could ever be honest There is not enough space or time I could roll down the river of our Secrets, for miles, and miles, and miles Said there is no virtue, no drawn lines You said that no one could hurt you, but I do it all the time (The beats, beats) You're gonna hurt yourself, it's not your birthday baby (The beats, beats) If there is nothing wrong, why am I down so long? 'Nd anyway, anyday I wish I was (ooo) Anyone else instead of myself I wish I was (ooo) And anyway, anyday (I wish I was (ooo)) Anyone else instead of myself And I keep feeling... (The beats, beats) You're gonna hurt yourself, it's not your birthday baby (The beats, beats) If there is nothing wrong, why am I down so long?

There's no use in cutting me loose yet I beg you, don't leave me behind Some faces you must forget But baby, please not mine On a cold night Feel like I'm out of my own skin or maybe just my mind A skeleton, some bones with nothing left inside On a cold night (don't lock me out, I'm not dressed for it) (I know you got more love, just a little more) Made you stop the car, got out while it was running Followed me down the block, still didn't see it coming Used to only fight like this if I knew I'd win If time heals the wounds you tend to, then right now, what's left? On a cold night Sometimes you draw back the curtains to let in just enough light Feel it on my face and I forget I'm frightened Then you give me nothing, lose all emotion, forget the past I leave a track of tears behind me, stepping out on broken glass Sometimes you draw back the curtains to let in just enough light (on a cold-) Feel it on my face and I forget I'm frightened Then you give me nothing, lose all emotion, forget the past (on a cold-) I leave a track of tears behind me, stepping out on broken glass

愛してるの言葉なんかよりもずっと (なな, ななな, なな) 二人の温度を 唇で感じたいの (Can you kiss me more?) We're so young, boy, we ain't got nothing to lose, uh-oh (It's just principle) Baby, hold me 'cause I like the way you move, uh-oh Boy, you write your name, I can do the same Oh, I love the taste, la-la-la, la-la All on my tongue, I want it (la-la-la, la-la) Boy, you write your name, I can do the same Oh, I love the taste, la-la-la, la-la All on my tongue, I want it (la-la-la, la-la) (Ooh) 今からきて, baby (ah), 焦らさないで, baby (oh) 暇じゃないの daily, 飛び回る世界 go crazy 今だけは二人 一秒もしないで 無駄に I know, 欲しいでしょ my body Come get it, come get it, come on, darling (come here, baby) いじけてないで boy 尖らせるのはお口じゃなくて - にして ほら 私なら always make you smile その唇を解いて, give it all to me! (Can you kiss me more?) We're so young, boy, we ain't got nothing to lose, uh-oh (It's just principle) Baby, hold me 'cause I like the way you move, uh-oh Boy, you write your name, I can do the same Oh, I love the taste, la-la-la, la-la All on my tongue, I want it (la-la-la, la-la) Boy, you write your name, I can do the same Oh, I love the taste, la-la-la, la-la All on my tongue, I want it (la-la-la, la-la) I, I feel like fucking something But we can be corny, fuck it Sugar, I ain't no dummy-dummy I like to say, "What if?" But if we could kiss and just cut the rubbish Then I might be on to something I ain't giving you one in public I'm giving you hundreds, fuck it Something we just gotta get into Sign first, middle, last, on the wisdom tooth Niggas wishing that the pussy was a kissing booth Taste breakfast, lunch, and gin, and juice And that dinner just like dessert too And when we French, refresh, gimme two When I bite that lip, come get me too He want lipstick, lip-gloss, hickeys too, huh (Can you kiss me more?) We're so young, boy, we ain't got nothing to lose, uh-oh (It's just principle) Baby, hold me 'cause I like the way you move, uh-oh Boy, you write your name, I can do the same Oh, I love the taste, la-la-la, la-la All on my tongue, I want it (la-la-la, la-la) Boy, you write your name, I can do the same Oh, I love the taste, la-la-la, la-la All on my tongue, I want it